At least for the time being. B.a.p has been a source of great happiness for me for a very long time, but that's changed now. I don't feel the same excitement when I listen to their music, nor do I get that spark in my heart when I think about them or watch their old videos or anything. It's sad, but with everything going on and with the state the fandom is in I'd rather leave it like this with my happy memories than to continue and grow bitter towards the group and babyz. I've found new groups that I feel similar love and dedication towards that take up all my attention to the point where I don't really pay much attention to Instagram or twitter notifs, and I honestly don't really care. Some might say this makes me a bad fan but it doesn't matter, I've come out of this learning invaluable things from b.a.p and with memories I can wrap myself in when the world gets cold and that I can use to light a fire when everything gets dark. Someday maybe I'll feel differently, maybe they will come back someday and then my love and interest will be rekindled but for now, thank you and see you later.
moonjongyeup: 어제 대현이형 콘서트에서 오랜만에 만나서 좋았어요 다음에는 꼭 새롭고 멋진 모습으로 찾아가겠습니다 🤙
아 맞다 그리고 저 연극 잃어버린마을 2019/05/11 오후 7시에도 하게 됐답니다
호호
I��m happy that we met yesterday at Daehyunie hyung’s concert after a long time. I’ll definitely present to you my new cool self next time 🤙
Ah that’s right, I’ll be on stage for The Lost Town on 2019/05/11 7PM
Hohoho