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Sayin’ you’d wait for me to stay. I know it hurts you, but I need to tell you something: my heart just can’t be faithful for long. I swear, I’ll only make you cry.

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“You’re Jude St. Francis. You are my oldest, dearest friend. You’re the son of Harold Stein and Julia Altman. You’re the friend of Malcolm Irvine, of Jean-Baptiste Marion, of Richard Goldfarb, of Andy Contractor, of Lucien Voigt, of Citizen van Straaten, of Rhodes Arrowsmith, of Elijah Kozma, of Phaedra de los Santos, of the Henry Youngs. You’re a New Yorker. You live in SoHo. You volunteer for an arts organization; you volunteer for a food kitchen. You’re a swimmer. You’re a baker. You’re a cook. You’re a reader. You have a beautiful voice, though you never sing anymore. You’re an excellent pianist. You’re an art collector. You write me lovely messages when I’m away. You’re patient. You’re generous. You’re the best listener I know. You’re the smartest person I know, in every way. You’re the bravest person I know, in every way. You’re a lawyer. You’re the chair of the litigation department at Rosen Pritchard and Klein. You love your job; you work hard at it. You’re a mathematician. You’re a logician. You’ve tried to teach me, again and again. You were treated horribly. You came out on the other end. You were always you.”

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02 April, 2025

Say that you love me the best. Say that you want me undressed.

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There I found me in a long, long wood. Astray, midway of mortal life. Witness to such agony. But there, before the grace of God go I want to know love. Want to know what it feels like. It feels good.

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ORAÇÃO DE JOELHOS — Florbela Espanca

Bendita seja a mãe que te gerou! Bendito o leite que te fez crescer! Bendito o berço aonde te embalou.

De: tua futura namorada, Maria Magdaléna

Para: tu, meu futuro namorado

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You drank the blood and bite the meat

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The Funnel

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ВОЛЬТЕ

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Blessed be you, girl. Promised to me by a man who can only feel hatred and contempt towards you. I am no good nor evil, simply I am. And I have come to take what is mine. I was there in the dark when you spilled your first blood. I am here now, as you run from me still.

Run then, child. You can't hide from me forever.

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From the moment I met you, all those years ago, not a day has gone by when I haven't thought of you. And now that I'm with you again... I'm in agony. The closer I get to you, the worse it gets. The thought of not being with you- I can't breath. I'm haunted by the kiss that you should never have given me. My heart is beating... hoping that kiss will not become a scar. You are in my very soul, tormenting me... what can I do?- I will do anything you ask.

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IAMMUSIC

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i’m going to regret this forever

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I want you to eat me. I want you to feed. It’s the easiest thing, Maren, love. Just love me and eat me, bones and all.

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