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      ❛  a-acting like i was s-some NUTCASE, n-not being there when i got out, n-not being there w-when i was checked in, either. you k-know what i’m gonna get better. i’m g-gonna get so much b-better & i’m g-gonna be the best i’ve e-ever been for ME. you’re all i’ve t-thought about for w-weeks now, but if you w-wanna go so bad then leave. you’ll regret it because i’m a g-good person ! i’m a g-good mother, i’m a good w-wife, i’m a g-good fucking sister. i’m a good person ! i d-deserve good things & if you don’t think that & if you d-don’t wanna stay then go ! n-no matter how much i want you t-to just fucking stay. i’m gonna GET BETTER.  ❜

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i’m here to say if your theme is so damn outrageous and over the top and fucking cluttered to the point where i go on your blog and it fucking slows down my entire browser and computer then there’s a problem tf???

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&. HOME.

                  ❝ can we explore the sane, sober mind of our son?  because he was smoking again yesterday. but i made him a deal. ❞

     ❛ really ? christ, jax. w-what deal ? we have to stop giving him an allowance AGAIN. he’s usually s-so well behaved. d-do you think it’s because of school ? i knew it was t-too soon. GOD, i’m just relieved he’s not doing something worse. you don’t -- think he’d do something worse, do you ? ❜ 

panicked mother mode ACTIVATED.

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&. DAD.

                    ❝ how about this : i’ll make you a two part deal. first part is that if you stop smoking, i’ll stop too. we’ll stop together. second part is that you have to tell me what’s botherin’ you. don’t bottle it up. ❞

      ❛ fine. you have to promise you’ll stop, though. i don’t know..maybe i just wanted to feel COOL. i’m fine, really. ❜

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Jackson, Daxton and Brian’s adopted son, was neglected heavily by his birth parents as a baby, hence why Daxton felt an immediate connection and need to take care of him and adopt him. It’s caused him to have anger issues and a tendency to misbehave sometimes without him realizing. He’s an extremely grounded kid, though. Very social, as well, unlike his mother.

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&. HOME.

                   ❝ i’m like… 100% more boring, though.. ❞

     ❛ are not. if a-anything i’ve never been MORE interested when it comes to you. i wanna know h-how you see things with a s-sober mind. we c-can explore it together, with my sane s-sense of mind & your sober mind. ❜

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                  ❝ i’ve never felt so sober in my life, ❞

      ❛ that’s g-good, honey ! ❜

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&. UNKNOWN.

                 it isn’t her day, to say the least. she was rudely interrupted this morning by her mother telling her about the usual five more minutes she has left to finish showering, & the phone call they got when she stepped out – it had her heart racing. they’re always waiting, they’re always on alert ; waiting for it to be a call from the morgue, waiting for someone to call them & tell them that it’s done. nick’s gone.

               she isn’t necessarily paying attention to where her eyes go, fingers fumbling with her phone, skipping song after song. when the boy speaks, her eyebrows raise, pulling out one earphone to let it hang over her chest.   ❝ no, i’m – ❞  she doesn’t like the smoking that much, but.. she hadn’t realized she was staring.  ❝ spaced out. – tired. ❞

     maybe they could thrive in their shit day together, he assumes. his lips PURSE into a tight line before he drops the cigarette, stepping on it lightly. with his hands now DUG in his pockets he approaches her, feeling bad now. it wasn’t like him. it wasn’t like him to be HARSH, to act out. for some reason he had some undying anger inside him.

❛ sorry, ❜ he starts, averting his gaze towards the road. ❛ me too. i shouldn’t have -- snapped like that. i’m sorry. ❜ good boy. mommy would be PROUD. ❛ i’m jackson. jax for short, usually. ❜