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i want ravioli so bad. i love ravioli

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Im scared... I'm so scared....

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I had a dream I relapsed.... IM DREAMING ABOUT CUTTING WHAT THE FUCK.

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Gonna kms. Finally felt comfortable enough to wear my black ripped jeans and this fuck ass kid just yelled "WHY HAVE YOU BEEN CUTTING URSELF?!!" KID IF U DONT STFU I WILL SMASH UR STUPID UGLY ASS FACE INTO THE CONCRETE

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Im afraid that I just have to tell him I can't do this. Somehow, the whole idea of being in a relationship rn is so overwhelming. I thought I was better, but I'm remembering there is no such thing as "better" for me. I do like him... I'm just scared I'm hurting him...

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Why did no one warn me it's so difficult being mentally ill with a mentally stable person??? He's trying so hard to understand, but I feel more and more guilty every time I try to explain how I feel to him. He shouldn't have to worry about me. He should be focused on like college and adult stuff. This is his last summer before all of that, and I'm afraid I'm ruining it for him bc all I can do is lay in bed and be depressed.

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I see no point in life. Everything we ever do is just prolonging the inevitable. We all die. That's the point. Eventually, humanity will cease to exist, and nothing we do will matter then. What's the point of being alive when all it contains is suffering. Maybe I'd be happier knowing life is pointless if I lived in a time were the world and my country isn't so fucked up and I could actually enjoy being alive. But I don't.

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✦ 𝔅𝔞𝔱𝔱𝔶 ✦

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ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡ Name~ Batty (reference to my oc)

ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡ Pronouns~ She/they

ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡ Sexuality~ pansexual

ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡ Status~ taken

ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡ Age~ 16

ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡ Dms~ ᴏᴘᴇɴ

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ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡ Likes~ cool ppl, rentry, scene kids

ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡ Dislikes~ homophobic/transphobic ppl, proshippers, any kind of ___phile (pedophile, zoophilia, etc...)

ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡ Boundaries~

♡ I don't want to be friends with ppl 19+ (18 is fine but pushing it) u can interact and follow me, but please don't dm me abt anything personal!!♡ Play flirting is okay, but please make sure it's an obvious play flirting

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ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡ Fandoms~ Toilet Bound Hanako-Kun, Kamisama Kiss, Tokyo Ghoul, Death Note, Sally Face, Life is Strange, The Last of Us, Minecraft, Sanrio, My Little Pony, Monster High

ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡ Sites to check out~ emoji combos, cuteinternet.com, rentry, blinkie.cafe, neocities, spacehey

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ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡ Tags~

ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡- my normal tag for posts

batty reblogs ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡- tag for stuff I repost

ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡ asks- tag for replies to my asks

ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡ fun fact friday- tag for all my fun fact/confession friday posts

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ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡ Discord~ batty_the.batgirl

ᓚ ₍⑅^..^₎♡ Twitter~ Thatgirl_batty

ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡ Tiktok~ batty_the.jiria_bat

ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡ Spacehey~

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Can you please reblog if your blog is a safe place for lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender, asexual, aromantic, pansexual, non binary, demisexual or any other kind of queer or questioning people? Because mine is.

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Yapping abt my gender identity bc I've always been super conflicted but I think I've finally got it!!

I realized I was not cis gendered in 6th grade, and I first started using the label Demi-Girl bc I rlly liked They/Them pronouns, but I also liked She/Her. Later on, though, I started using different pronouns just to test them out, and I decided I liked It/It's and I didn't mind He/Him pronouns. So, I started using Gender fluid as well as started using the name Avery.

I still use this name because I think it's a nice gender neutral name. However, I started realizing some time in 9th grade She/Her and He/Him don't fit quite right. I don't mind them, but they also don't fit. I considered using the Non-Binary lable, but it felt wrong, too. Bc im so fem presenting, and I don't really want to change that. But I've settled on no lable, and I'm just a more fem presenting androgynous person.

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aaagaghhghh 😭😭😭 just saw sh pics with no things that hide the thing ahhhh i didn't want to see those,,, i may sh but seeing others' blood and scars out of nowhere still scare me, and some people who put warnings that say there's a 'read more' thing but don't have one;;;; pls actually add them! it's next to the checklist icon!! just spaces won't actually hide the thing unfortunately^^

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aaagggh i hate it when my posts dont get 100 notes instantly after posting it

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I just woke up. It's like 2 am, and I just had a dream that my mom died from a heart attack. And I had to go to school the day after I spent the whole time crying and sobbing on my friends shoulder. It felt so genuinely real I woke up crying.

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I can feel myself getting bad again </3 went out and found one of my old blades (my mom hasn't thrown them away yet??)

Im trying so hard not to relapse bc it's summer and stuff, but it's getting rlly hard.

Anyways I'm going to my best friends house, so hopefully, I'll be okay tonight :D

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Litteraly no one asked, or even interacted with my post abt making a twt but I did anyway!

Go follow me I promise I'm just as cool and silly!!