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it’s crazy how pain could solve anything sometimes

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bambashkart

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i care if you eat or not. i care about your mental health. i care about your home life. i care about your problems. i care about what's going on in your head. i care if your here or not. i care about your physical health. i care about you.

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I'm not suitable for this life.

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i’m so broken broken broken

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The "let me know when you get home safe" people deserve the world.

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by Richard Clarkson

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Over thinking kills your happiness by Me

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I can't be a giver anymore. I want to be loved, nourished, taken care of, spoiled & prioritized. Not just by words, but by actions too.

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"It's fine." I tell myself while having the worst crash out of my life.

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God gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers and I'm dodging the draft

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—Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

[text ID: I am alone in my room, between two worlds.]

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you didn’t break me, i just folded myself up too small to fit into the shape of your love.

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omg maybe life is worth living [i had a decent day] —> i cannot be saved [the slightest inconvenience occurs] —> i am a fucking god and everyone loves me [someone laughed at my joke] —> i am going to kill myself [i feel a little bit unwanted because of someone’s reaction]

and this shit just goes on and on and NEVER stops