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I need ideas for a poster when I protest @ the straight pride parade in Boston helP

“DON’T WORRY, NOBODY CAN TELL THAT YOU’RE INSECURE”

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Favorite speech | Who am I in this story? 

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His original tweet about this was a fucking pun the entire time.

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I wonder what kind of loot I’ll drop when I die

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IM SCREAMING LOOK

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Every story is important.

I remember seeing promos for Andi Mack, a new Disney show coming out in March 2017, and those trailers were like, “Andi’s big sister is coming home, and she’s got a BIG SECRET that will change Andi’s life!” and my dad and I were like “oh the sister is probably just gonna take Andi with her since she travels a lot.”

I don’t remember watching the first episode. It came out on my fifteenth birthday, so I definitely was busy. I don’t think I watched any episodes until my 11 year old sister started binging them on OnDemand to catch up to the end of the first season. I remember not really paying attention, occasionally looking up at the TV she was watching while I scrolled through my phone, but I vividly remember watching the lookback scene at the end of season 1. It was one of the moments I was looking at the TV and when I saw a boy lookback at another boy, my attention spiked.

“Disney wouldn’t do that!” I thought. “Disney is afraid of that!”

I remembered a time hours before, when my dad made a comment during the episode where Cyrus was “training” himself to be less girly. He said, “why can’t they just say what it really is?”

We both knew Disney wouldn’t do that. But at that lookback moment, I had hope. I remember the next day, I watched all the Andi Mack episodes, rewatched the lookback scene, found the cast’s instagrams, watched the video of the cast all cheering during the lookback scene, and again, I had hope. Andi Mack was doing what no other show had dared to do before.

I think that’s when I joined the fandom. I remember my sister not understanding the lookback scene at first; I had to explain it to her. But on the internet, I found a community of people who, without a doubt, understood.

This was a weird time for me and my sexuality. A year before Andi Mack, I had a HUGE crush on a girl I was friends with. She led me on, saying she liked me too, and then broke me. She said “omg I can’t believe I thought I was bi.” So while I still had a soft spot for LGBT ships, I had to hide that part of me, and I kind of thrust myself back over to the hetero side of the spectrum. I thought, “Hey, if she can get out of that phase, so can I.” But Cyrus reminded me of who I really was.

I never made a tumblr until season three. I never made edits. I never made fan art. I never made fanfics. I just silently watched with solidarity.

Now I feel like my time has passed. I should’ve interacted more. I should’ve shared my Jyrus edits. I should’ve made posts about the growing TJ/Cyrus relationship I noticed them pushing during the “there is nothing wrong with you” scene. I still loved Jyrus then, and I thought by the way Josh acted in Cyrus’s body language, they were gonna push Tyrus romantically. I don’t really know exactly when I fell in love with the ship, but it came around the end of season 2.

It’s over now. Season 3. The show. It’s over. And I don’t know what to do. I’ve never loved a show and a ship this much. I watched it during school, but secretly. It was this part of me that I never shared with anyone else. None of my friends know about my Andi Mack obsession. I never had anyone to share this with. I feel like a big chunk of me is gone, and no one I talk to would understand it. Which makes it so much worse, since it was so much more important to me when I kept to myself.

I’m a mess. I don’t think I’ll ever forget my first TV show love.

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The finale was so amazing but the iconic born this way™ scene was in my opinion, the best, and one of the most beautifully shot scenes from the show, period

it literally starts with a tyrus duet with them staring deeply into each other’s eyes🥺

then amber joins and gives us the ultimate mlm/wlw solidarity

also i love how all the main kids are up there singing but marty’s just standing in the crowd by him self like poor marty skdkdkdk

we get this really cute moment between amber and buffy💗

also just look at how cute amber is!! perhaps i love my lesbian queen

now tj and cyrus are singing into the same microphone close as heck because these boys still don’t know what personal space means

and honestly platonic jandi is so cute i love them🤧

wow we all really thought the bench scene was gonna be the gayest scene in the show but miss terri minsky really said gay rights and had entire cast preform gay anthem born this way by lady gaga😌💅🏻

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I’VE 

NEVER 

CHANGED 

MY 

MIND

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Concepts the AM Finale nailed:

Not every character deserves a redemption arc (there are mean people in this world): Kira just walking out of the party and not being redeemed is both nicely paced and shows audience that not all characters can change and be made to be nice.

Sometimes relationships aren’t the best route for your health and self-improvement and sometimes, you need to grow up to really pursue that aspect of your life: Andi: “I wonder what would have happened if we met when we were older.” Jonah: “Someday we will be.”

Internalized homophobia makes it hard to show intimacy and overcoming it can be a nerve-racking experience even when you’ve accepted yourself: TJ and Cyrus not kissing but instead holding hands, TJ’s breath of relief.

If you love someone, let them go. If they come back, they’re your’s:  Marty tells Buffy that his feelings never changed even when they were not part of each other’s life (”I’ve never changed my mind.”)

Being separated (going different ways) doesn’t mean you’re not together: The GHC + Jonah will always be a part of each others’ lives.

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I like you, like the way you used to like me but don’t anymore.

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I really wish I could see all of these plots continued!!! How is married life with bexie?? and how are they coping with andi at sava? how is anDi doing at sava is she making new friends how well is she managing keeping up with them and her old friends too??? how well is buffy opening up in a relationship??? mOre coming out with tj???? is amber oKay????????? i need 2 know.....

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2x10: Cyrus breaks up with Iris on a bench

3x20: Cyrus gets together with TJ on a bench

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𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺

𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺’𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵

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Broke: Tyrus

Woke: Chelonious

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so luke had to say “tj stands for... thelonious jagger.” and josh had to say “that’s a great name!” with a straight face

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just remembered that the first time TJ heard Cyrus sing, it was the Swing Song. and the last canonical time TJ heard Cyrus sing, it was Born This Way.

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