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Ay gham e dil tera shukria

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im so fucking fed up of my college administration not doing their job right, like wtf is wrong with you. Just do your job man, it’s not that hard

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In the name of self-respect, some bridges need to be burned.

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I often find myself loving people but not liking them.

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aging is so weird like a month ago I was a teenager rotting in my room now I'm an ADULT?? ROTTING IN MY ROOM??? LIVING WITH MY PARENTS??? STILL FEELING LIKE A KID???? what's wrong with me

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Na likhna kabhi tum meray rang roop chaal ke bare mei

Tum likhna toh likhna mera khwab, meri udaan ke baray mei

Na rakhna mujhey kabhi band kamron mein mehfooz

Tum likhna toh likhna meray khulay aasmaan k baray mei

Aur kyun tumhara naam joodney say he ho mera naam pura

Tum likhna tou likhna meri sab say alag pehchaan ke baray mei

Uff. It’s such a beautiful poem. <3

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Focusing on what’s rooted in reality has reduced so much of my overthinking time. If a friend is already out of my life, there’s no point dissecting our interactions from back when we were friends. If I already broke up w someone, there’s no point thinking about the could-have-beens because they will never happen. If I’m into someone but it wouldn’t work for whatever reason, then it just doesn’t. Something just is or just isn’t. There’s a lesson to take from everything but I also don’t want to use that as a catch-all excuse of getting into the weeds for something when the weeds have already been cut off and it doesn’t even matter anymore

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I rarely find anyone interesting

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#almost 1 year left

I can’t wait to look at myself and say ”i did it”

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I used to hate it when people said the trick was to just do it until ‘do it scared’ started going around, because that’s truly it. Life didn’t start changing until I applied for jobs with one hand in front of my eyes and a trembling hand navigating my computer mouse. Or until I said everything on my mind (in moderation) with my fists clenched and my legs weak. Or until I refused to accept that I’d ‘just’ be shy forever while also kind of being nauseous at the idea of trying to be the opposite. Two things can coexist and that’s exactly the point of believing that you can do anything.

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the only things that I want at this point in life is time; a little time with my parents, my siblings and my friends before it’s too late

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