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It's fanfiction it doesn't have to be perfect it doesn't have to be accurate this is a hobby you're doing this for fun it's okay if it isn't perfect and polished you're doing it for fun [talking to myself in the mirror]

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me for the past year or so

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POV: The Magnus Archives season one

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yeah , don't know if anyone notice it but I used the face from the spongebob meme xD

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shadowheart my beautiful sexy smart emotionally complicated religiously traumatised gf

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gale + wizardposting

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I was interested in Echo because deaf and hard of hearing rep, good or bad, is rare, but I was not expecting it to hit me as hard as it did.

I'm doing an episode a day so I just watched the first episode tonight, and, avoiding spoilers, there's some scenes where she's a kid and her family just... signs with her. It's just the way they communicate.

No one's screaming at her for being "defective" and smacking her for "ignoring" them. No one refuses to sign with her because learning it is "inconvenient." She doesn't not learn sign because no one will learn with her or take her to classes. It's accepted and it's not a big deal. Her relationships with other people are not centered around how much of an inconvenience her being deaf is for them. She isn't tasked with salving the feelings of others over their annoyance and having any reaction she may have to their rudeness and presumption be invalidated. Her existence isn't predicated on making herself smaller to lessen her inconvenience to hearing people.

And I've been sobbing for the last hour over it. Contrasting this radical acceptance to my own childhood after the illness that robbed me of 75% of my hearing, well, I've got a lot of unprocessed childhood grief to cry out, I guess. How different would my life be if even ONE person had been like, "Oh, you can't hear well enough to understand me fully? Let's learn this together so we can talk to each other properly. You're not defective now, this is just a different way to be and you're not alone."

I hope there's no little kids watching it because it's so violent, but I hope some of the teens or young adults who are maybe in a similar position to what mine was, I hope they see this, and realize that they deserve better. You are not broken. You deserve to be accepted as you are, and for people to meet you halfway. And if people find that inconvenient, that's their problem, not yours.

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after arouind 9pm all music sounds better and all fanfic reads better BUT all thoughts become 97% less reliable. trust me im science

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Fun little modern AU drawing

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LOVE when a video game protag is called a title. The Warden, the Watcher, the Exile…. Yessss be defined by a concept greater than yourself that will ultimately overtake your life

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Origin Characters ▶️ Introductions BALDUR'S GATE 3 (2023) dev. Larian Studios [icons]

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careful repairs (on clive)

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they would be insufferable and the culmination of solas' worst fears

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Baldur's Gate 3 casually releasing a hotfix in the middle of them winning almost every award they were nominated for at The Game Awards is very iconic

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Love them✨

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I surely can't be the only one in this