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It’s you.
Despite everything it’s still you!
#started this for that trend way back when#but like my man is kinda just happier post trauma#so it’s turned on its head a bit#chevy’s doods#digital doods#oc#endlessly estranged#Henley Abbott#witch#undead#emissary
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Quick silly lil comic that summarizes the start of their relationship
#chevy’s doods#digital doods#oc#ocs#endlessly estranged#Henley Abbott#Anna Summers#Leonie Smith#witch#human
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Here’s the original story


Just realized I never posted my Anna art! She’s the viewpoint character of a short story about Abbott that I wrote for my children’s lit class. A childhood friend of sorts
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Just realized I never posted my Anna art! She’s the viewpoint character of a short story about Abbott that I wrote for my children’s lit class. A childhood friend of sorts
#chevy’s doods#digital doods#endlessly estranged#oc#ocs#witch#human#Anna Summers#Jessica Summers#Henley Abbott
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And here’s the og conceptualized in highschool squad!!!! I spend significantly less time thinking about them bc I never had much of an image of plotting for them, but they’re still near and dear to me!
#endlessly estranged#oc#ocs#avian#vampire#undead#emissary#shapeshifter#shapeless#Hayle Lorenzo#Ashley Braun#Rosemary Twine#Reese#chevy’s doods#digital doods
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Finally finished the last few references I started last year for artfight, and slightly touched up a few. I’m already finding a million problems with how they look lol.
But oh well! Here’s the main squad as of late compiled!! My favs ever! The guyyyysss
#endlessly estranged#oc#ocs#vampire#werewolf#undead#emissary#Henley Abbott#Dominic Greyson#Lilith Greyson#Aadiya Moore#chevy’s doods#digital doods
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Guess who finally graduated college!!!! But anyways it’s my lil guys birthday today so that takes precident lol
#chevy’s doods#digital doods#it me#oc#ocs#endlessly estranged#Henley Abbott#emissary#undead#blood#Abbott’s bad day arc#getting physically hurt? aaaaaah no problem!#Having to relive getting murdered for what you are? ooh not so good maybe#his ass is not as over it as he thinks#:^)#I always feel bad that I never draw anything for the twins’ birthday but I’m literally always overwhelmed in feb & conversely chillin in may#edited my profile over op bc it fits the joke
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“See you later” I said.
But I would not.
Our paths were only meant to cross for a brief time, and now the lines of our lives were passing like ships in the harbor.
My knees creaked as I stood up to leave.
I was supposed to say ‘goodbye.’
I’m gone now, a ghost in their narrative.
My markers left in his trunk, the traditions carried on in my stead, I am nothing but the pieces of me they carry with them.
This was where we split. The day came to an end. A home, a home, a home.
“See you later.” I said.
But I wouldn’t.
I was supposed to say ‘goodbye.’
And here’s my Senior Project!! This was a mess because I had one advisor that supported me but wasn’t present and one advisor that was present but didn’t support me lol.
My topic was a bit all over the place but was primarily how art—because it is a form of expression—causes connection and can form community, and how fandom is accessible community for those that may not be getting it elsewhere. And with that I emphasized the merit of unfinished or underskilled art in how it can inspire the mind (sometimes more than really good art even). I don’t know about you, but I find I spend more time thinking about things that have blanks to be filled than I do about things that are perfectly well rounded.
Inspiration isn’t linear from one person to the next, it is a branching amalgamation, an ever-expanding scrapbook of all of us. So for the project I wrote a brief excerpt from a fake book and then created five pieces of art illustrating the writing and its themes. Each of the five pieces also take influence from at least two other pieces in no particular order, with each of them in varying levels of style, skill, and effort, in order to emulate different artists getting inspired by both each other and the source. The writing itself conveys themes of isolation, memory, and disconnects, in direct contrast with my general topic of connection.
Ghost and Fade both utilize the passage of time, from the shadows cast in sunset and the figures enclosed in the demons’s head as if a memory in Ghost, to the life cycle of a plucked dandelion and the parking meter in Fade. Fade, Finale, and Contact all utilize flower language. From the stubborn existence of the dandelion, to the association of death that follows lilies, forget-me-nots, and spider lilies in Finale, while the yellow chrysanthemums of Contact are both mourning and friendship, new beginnings. Finale is split down the middle with a black void in the face, as is Barriers. Barriers has fog or smoke that evokes a sort of haunting mystery, while Fade uses fog to convey more of an intangibility. Barriers separates the demon and her friends with a thick line down the middle and a disparity of size and distance, Ghost separates her by placing her friends into the enclosed space that is her head, while Contact has the friend's hand and the flowers in it breach the barrier of the sketch half of the painting. I could go on.
Every piece has the face of the protagonist obscured or completely missing in some way as a way of depicting the experience of never truly being seen in life. There are invisible barriers in place for whatever reason it may be, so the demon is untethered in each and every piece, turning to fog in Fade, transparent in Ghost, partially only a sketch in Contact. It is however, the touch of another in Contact that solidifies the demon and makes her more than a sketch, makes her seen. It is still a goodbye, but the connection shared between people is what keeps us alive, both in reality and in memory.


Rant about my advisor under the cut lol:
My whole thing was literally centered around the merit of unfinished/under-skilled art, but “all real artists paint in detailed strokes even if what they’re painting is the lack of something” I literally went home and cried after she made me mask the sketch half of the painting. I don’t want to paint the impression of a sketch on canvas!!! I want a sketch on canvas!! Texture and all! And it’s not me being lazy!!! God!!!!! How the hell am I supposed to spend hours scumbling in pure white on 50% of the canvas when every time I see you, you tell me I’m behind and I’m going to crash and burn??
Anyways the next time I went to work on it I brought my roommates nail polish remover and a bunch of cotton swabs and got to work undoing it. Which is why the finished product looks the way it does. It’s not what I was going for but it works. The chrysanthemums especially look great. The shreds of cotton swabs I stuck to it were an extra fuck you, just for myself. I even signed it using acetate on a cotton swab. Oh and the kicker was the next time I saw her she was like “see doesn’t this look so much better when you put in the time and the work? AND THEN PROCEEDED TO ASK ME WHAT THE WHITE PART COULD BE, “like clouds or whipped cream?” ARE YOU FUCKINH KIDDING ME!??!??!!?? “You could add a light amount of color to give it depth like blue in the eye—“ “I’m not doing that.” The amount of venom in my voice that day good lord, the first time I actually stood my ground to her.
This was a year ago but you can tell I still got feelings about it haha. I like have a physical fear response every time I see her in public it’s hilarious.
#chevy’s doods#digital doods#original doods#demon#flower language#the hair on the last one ended up looking like a Greek statue lol#very fun to paint like that tho#the writing was heavily inspired by my own life#but that’s mostly bc I was on a time crunch and couldn’t figure out how to make such a small snippet feel meaningful#The reason that the protagonist is a demon is in part to act as shorthand for the text being fiction and not autobiography#but primarily to show an othering. Those that feel outcast often identify with that which is unwanted it’s a form of reclamation.#I luckily only got two (2) old people asking me why I did this#(with the tone of someone who thinks demons as classically depicted are like a real threat)#but bc one of them was my advisor I came with this answer pre-prepared!!#the proportions for the friend in contact are odd#bc I made my lanky ass friend pose for a ref photo#we were working the cafe at the time so it was an awkward harried shoot during a slow moment lol
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I totally forgot to post my art class stuff from last year! Here it all is!
That self portrait is literally so hard to photograph 😭 it’s too shiny cus I used too much of the whatsit stuff
The fur was the best part in both the painting experience and appearance, and the blood came out great too (so zoom in on that)—I’m just mad I didn’t spend more time on the hand in the charcoal stage.

Also this lil pillar from a local landmarks art history class! By giving myself hard outlines in pen I felt more comfortable to shade the thing aggressively—it was a fun experiment
#chevy’s doods#original doods#it me#blood#my art reach never gave the first piece back 😭#teach*#she lost it or something that harlot
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Uniforms from the different jobs I’ve had — for funzies
#it me#chevy’s doods#digital doods#catering#barista#student ambassador#for admissions#huzzah#back when my hair was longer
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Got back into Danganronpa for a brief moment there! (around October). Cue me struggling to draw them in a way I like
#chevy’s doods#digital doods#dangonronpa#danganronpa 2 goodbye despair#sdr2#hajime hinata#fuyuhiko kuzuryuu#kazuichi souda#sonia nevermind#akane owari#was like OKAY pick one to catch up on and focus!!!!#crit role or one piece!!!#and I guess I picked crit role bc I opened YouTube and saw a recommendation for one of the dr game grumps animated#and uhhhh started full on watching game grumps in the year of our lord 2024
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Haven’t been posting as much lately, mostly bc I haven’t been drawing much aside from my ocs
Here’s some backstage and church doodles of them
#chevy’s doods#oc#ocs#endlessly estranged#undead#witch#werewolf#vampire#black hound#Dominic Greyson#Henley Abbott#barnaby#Henley Abbott Alter#Anna Summers#Ayda Gresham#My design for Death#did the generic deer skull thing and then almost immediately decided to redesign it#want death to look more like roadkill#twisted neck and visible ribs and organs#the horns are ones that look more angel wings/halo ee#the yellowmost page was drawn mostly in the dark during the one part of the play where I got to sit and do nothing#been adding passing dialogue for funsies lately#really love how Doms hair came out in the first and last doodles#getting the hang of it#hm…#I think I might just post a ton of unfinished owl house stuff soon
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Sports!
When Medusa's promising basketball career was cut short due to injury, she swore that her child would do what she couldn't. Everything was going smoothly, until the DWMA's finest got on the court. CroMa Basketball AU.
Happy resbang season folks!! It was fun to work alongside my two partners for this project, make sure to check out wonderfulkeep1’s fic and the other artist amberlehcar’s adorable plushies when they finish them!
https://archiveofourown.org/works/63014998
#resbang 2024#soul eater#maka albarn#crona gorgon#modern au#croma#maka x crona#chevy’s doods#digital doods#it was really nice drawin them again 🥺
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Finished that first pic!!



More misc doodles of the them!!
I love designing them at different age ranges! I have no clue how I want Lilith to look as a teen tho, I’m torn between long hair and buzzcut or just a completely buzzed head
It’s not every day you get swept off your feet by a big beautiful wolf girlfriend
Dominic’s last relationship was with a vampire and it did not go well. Aadiya is not particularly sensitive to that.
#endlessly estranged#lilith greyson#dominic greyson#aadiya moore#oc#ocs#werewolf#vampire#chevy’s doods#Lilith was like he finally grew out his hair again now it’s my turn!#god forbid you match with your twin brother
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These two really have solidified as comfort characters for me, they’re like my go to when I don’t know what to draw
#chevy’s doods#rwby#mercury black#emerald sustrai#emercury#thief and the butcher#jaded#second pic was one part#I saw butchgeorgefaynes recent depictions of em and loved how they did her hair#and one part I plateaued for drawing mercy’s hair like 4 years ago and I want to make an express effort now to draw his hair better#if you can’t already tell by pencil sharpness mercy’s bust was drawn at a much later date
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More misc doodles of the them!!
I love designing them at different age ranges! I have no clue how I want Lilith to look as a teen tho, I’m torn between long hair and buzzcut or just a completely buzzed head
It’s not every day you get swept off your feet by a big beautiful wolf girlfriend
Dominic’s last relationship was with a vampire and it did not go well. Aadiya is not particularly sensitive to that.
#chevy’s doods#endlessly estranged#oc#ocs#Dominic Greyson#Lilith Greyson#Aadiya Moore#Henley Abbott#werewolf#vampire#witch#undead#emissary#cw blood
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Last year I drew these two dressed as eachother’s thing for Halloween and completely forgot to post it
#chevy’s doods#digital doods#endlessly estranged#oc#ocs#Henley Abbott#Dominic Greyson#witch#werewolf#undead#emissary#halloween shiz
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