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Where are my Little Shop of Horrors fans at?

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No man

Éowyn faces the Witch king of Angmar on fields of Pelenor.

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god she doesn’t have a tragic backstory so she hates riz. insane behavior

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they look like this I think .

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ohhh everyone wants to go on and on about supporting women’s wrongs but when i, kipperlilly copperkettle, envy the tragic past of my peers so much that i desecrate my teacher’s grave and drug the student population of aguefort and kill my party’s cleric (twice) in service of reviving a corrupted rage god—

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your name is kipperlily copperkettle.

there is a knife in your hand and rage in your heart like a twenty four pointed star. like a name you dont know. like fire.

(we keep the fire lit, a girl you once knew would say. you keep the fire lit for her. you cant remember if you killed her or not.)

your name is kipperlily copperkettle. there is a girl who comes to school a mess and takes her clothes off in the hallway and doesnt seem to care about anything. there is a girl who has let not one but two gods die. there is a girl who brought a god back from beyond death with the force of her conviction.

(you once knew a girl that you admired for her conviction. a girl that was too stubborn for her own good. why can’t you remember whether or not you killed her?)

your name is kipperlily copperkettle. there is a boy in your party that you requested specifically. he worships a god that a girl you think you hate once worshipped. he seems like he only worships this god out of habit. conviction seems uglier on him than it does on her.

(you aren’t sure who you mean when you think ‘her’. there are two girls who it might mean. one of them is dead. there is a knife in your hand.)

your name is kipperlily copperkettle. you want the success that seems to come easy to her and nothing you do will ever get you there. the thing you’re striving for doesn’t exist. you know that and pretend you don’t because when you tell yourself something, it becomes true.

(you can’t remember if you killed her, so you tell yourself you didn’t. the lie tastes like honey on your tongue.)

your name is kipperlily copperkettle and the girl you think you hate is stronger than you could have ever known. she and her friends tear through the world like wet paper and you have to watch it happen. a boy who breathes ugly conviction watches with you, though he doesn’t know it.

(you have a knife in your hand and you smile at her as you slit his throat. his blood is hers on your hands. can you make her conviction ugly when you make what’s his hers?)

(you’re still not sure who you mean when you say her.)

your name is kipperlily copperkettle.

there is a knife in your hand.

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you already are full of rage and fury and you die and give yourself over to the seething boiling fury which already consumes you and you sit there, waiting, for your best friend to rejoin you, and the longer you wait the more you realise that she would rather stay dead than come back to you, than dedicate herself to the ugliest part of yourself that you’ve never been able to control. that she’s chosen to leave you, to die doomed for eternity. your rage can only get stronger. what else is left?

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when ur a girl with jealousy and anger issues and you have tremendous fondness for the cleric of the goddess of sorrows who believes in being the warmth in the dark and you're the only ones that like the high 5 heroes name. and you're both girls.

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[frostkettle] sorrow & rage

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can you sleep at all if the only thing filling your heart is rage and regret

i canNOT stop thinking her kipperlilly copperkettle you live in my brain rent free im obsessed with you

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One episode in and I’m here to say that if anything happens to Riz Gukgak, I will simply blow up the moon.

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[frostkettle] you cant tell me ALL of those hours were spent killing rats.

everyone else just wants to go home

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doctor wenabocker recording his last message except it's for one of those pulpy 1950s mens magazines

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I think about Kristen and Helio constantly. How it must have changed people’s faith when the chosen leaves.How sad it is to know your god. Kristen had questions but truly left once she was to face with him. How you have to question how bad that interaction that must have been for the one you know is your god chosen and they turned away. What kind of god needs distance and silence to foster faith?

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shinji ikari

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Hey, Kick-in-the-teeth Claptrap, you know who was also a halfling rogue, with a perfectly normal family made up entirely of Mumple people????

Penny freaking Luckstone, of The Seven Maidens.

And she had the Society of Shadows beating down her door for an internship after graduation. So that fully sounds like a skill issue for you bitch.

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