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I think I have been eating bad for at least 2 weeks and tonight I have to go out to eat and I swear I get nauseous at the thought of myself so I think I'm finally at the point that I can break this cycle.

I hope so. I deserve better than this. I will do better than this.

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March 13th: 54,8kg

I gained like 1kg back🤩🤩 who doesnt fucking love that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Having chocolate cake for breakfast and then wondering why the scale is going up🤡🤡🤡

Im really lacking motivation

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"I dont care!!" I say as I eat what I want and immediately after walk 18k steps for some damage control

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Last time i weighed i just emptied my body thanks to laxatives. That was tuesday. I weighed again today after eating So much everyday and no bowel movement and I'm up a whole 0,8🤡🤡🤡🤡

Idk what to believe anymore

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New day, new chances

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how i feel when i binge:

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via instagram

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Belly Button Piercing Inspo

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Look what i madeee 🤌

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Im not even joking I lost 0,2 kg and I just ate a whole 'slice' of brie.

Why am I eating like ww2 is still happening

Can someone tell me where the self sabotage is coming from?? I see results and im happy and then I binge for days on end.

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Me to me when I crave junkfood

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So sorry for spam liking, pretty 😞🙏🏾

Hahaha its okay I spam every account I find♡

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Can someone tell me where the self sabotage is coming from?? I see results and im happy and then I binge for days on end.

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Unpinning when i’am at 55kg.

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