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being an adult in a fandom is so weird because by day i’m a person and by night i’m in a cult

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"Sorry I can't, I'm busy"

Me being busy:

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hi besties in my phone. i hope today is so so good to you. i hope something special happens to remind you that it’s not always bad. ily.

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Me: *agonizing over whether a semicolon goes here, what the proper dialogue should be there, other assorted rules and semantics*

Terry Pratchett: "!" said the stranger.

THAT'S ALLOWED?

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so does anyone know or understand

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you know a joke that never EVER gets old is when a character says smth like “I will NOT go to [place] and that is FINAL” and then it cuts to them in that place I eat that shit up every single time

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Mmmm medication :) I love you medication. Modern medicine makes my life so much better. "Ohh you're so young maybe you'll want to taper off..." no thank you, I will keep taking the pills that resolve my symptoms :) thank you pharmacology I love you

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I love how these are from an Unreality subreddit but to my eye they just read like regular Tumblr shitposts. Did we cross-pollinate or something

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“I tampered with that persons food/drink order because I thought it would be funny” is like saying “I cut your brakes out of your car because I thought it would be funny”. that’s not a joke. It’s almost premeditated murder

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The other day I dropped a pen down between my desk and the wall. In trying to find another pen that worked I went through a bunch that had dried out. This annoyed me to the point where I was determined to go through EVERYTHING in this room and sort it out.

So.

I have two bags of rubbish. a bag of recycling, a pair of floating shelves to go on the freecycle site (they were too big for what I wanted), and I have sorted out all my paperwork (filed what I need to keep, and shredded what needs to go), and collated what is going up into the attic.

This room is clean and clear and organised and no longer full of stuff I either have no use for or was not using. I was focused and organised and driven.

And yet I still can't make myself go and do the washing up.

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I mean, the above covers pretty much everything but if I may add...

If John truly believed that Aaron loves him (if Oliver's comment is to be believed) then why oh why would John imagine Aaron jilting him at the wedding? Why would he want Robert gone and away from Aaron?

At best Aaron loves John for the stability and peace he (allegedly) brings. Aaron always commented on how life with and loving Robert was "messed up" and drama and chaos and, when it ended, it fucking destroyed Aaron. He loved wildly and deeply and he lost it and himself.

Ben was killed and he kept on living, kept on going. This curtailed love is safe, it's comforting, it gives him company and affection.

Aaron loves John *for* that. Aaron loves Robert for *everything*.

I don't agree with 98% of these statements lol. The end.

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“Do it scared” “do it badly” it’s time to drop the guide for do it alone

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