beautifuljester416

[beautifuljester416]

uuuh about how you'd expect from me not the best but could be worse

What step to transitioning are you taking?

Wait... What are your pronouns???? also Guess who i am! you know me online

I'm fine with any pronouns except he (I particularly like she, they, or just being called Fern)

Are u @/little-sharky-pup-boy

[beautifuljester416]

dude i’m so tired of being in the 120s jail, i feel like i lost weight through the 150-125lb range so fucking quickly but i’ve now been fluctuating between 120-125 ish for like a month and a half even tho im still restricting when will this end 😭

[beautifuljester416]

Don’t become addicted to anything you will never return

[beautifuljester416]

aww yea that's amazing!!! I'm so happy 4 u

Wait... What are your pronouns???? also Guess who i am! you know me online

I'm fine with any pronouns except he (I particularly like she, they, or just being called Fern)

Are u @/little-sharky-pup-boy

[beautifuljester416]

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i saw a post recently telling people they shouldnt lie to their trans friends about whether they 'pass' because it could endanger them, and while i get the concept i think the problem is that passing is... so highly subjective? different people are gonna intepret your gender presentation differently.

like i've personally had strangers adjust their gendered language with me mid conversation and had no clue what changed their mind. i had a lunch break where one coworker had clearly assumed i was a man while the other had clearly assumed i was a woman and both kept side eyeing eachother in confusion. which is fine by me, that's the kind of reaction i've intentionally cultivated, but it does suck if you're aiming for a stealth lifestyle because there really isnt a line where you wake up one day 100% passing.

maybe just... try not to resent people if they say you pass when it turns out others may not agree with them. there's a good chance they weren't intentionally trying to give you false hope, it's just that gender is in the eye of the beholder, and if you're mid transition different people are gonna behold you differently.

[beautifuljester416]

Im not gonna accept the comfort but it's a little helpful

[beautifuljester416]

hiiiiii how are youuuu?

Wait... What are your pronouns???? also Guess who i am! you know me online

I'm fine with any pronouns except he (I particularly like she, they, or just being called Fern)

Are u @/little-sharky-pup-boy

[beautifuljester416]

idk what traumatized or mentally ill person needs to hear this but dreams (especially the really disturbing ones you dont want to talk about to anybody) arent some deep peek into your psyche or a sign of your True Desires or whatever theyre quite literally your brain making fruit salad with whatever it can find on the shelf. just putting all that shit in a blender and hitting obliterate. its fine, youre fine, youre not a weirdo for it

[beautifuljester416]

she Griffin on my Peter

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Im kinda done yall

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is it a crush or do i just really like being their friend

[beautifuljester416]

Icing Close-Ups

[beautifuljester416]

1 person would miss me, out of everyone in the world. That's my honest belief.

[beautifuljester416]

i love meals with no nutritional value <3

fastingcore <3

[beautifuljester416]

Popsicle made of Gatorade

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Don’t kys. Your moots will miss you a bunch... :(

not really, I'll be forgotten or a distant memory in 2 months to all of them