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wishing someone would film the way i’m looking at you right now

buck/eddie | 6k | rated e

Which brings Eddie to his current predicament: drowning in love and unable to do a thing about it, all while being subjected to his criminally attractive best friend sauntering around sans a shirt at every hour of the goddamn day. Morning toothbrushing? Shirtless. After school video games? Shirtless. Reading on the couch? Shirtless. Weeding the garden in LA summer sunshine? Shirtless and sweaty. Asleep half a foot of bedspace away from Eddie? There aren’t even pants involved. Existing day-to-day seems to have become a topless event where Buck is concerned, because Eddie has apparently racked up enough overdue penance for several lifetimes.

or, eddie loves living with his best friend. he just really wishes buck would put on a fucking shirt

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You were keeping this from me for what exactly?? I thought were supposed to be friends. A safe community to share secrets and deep desires.

I don't know what to do with myself.

He even knows what he's caused. But he's a homo and I'm a lesbo, so what does that make us??

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There was no need to flutter his eyelashes as he ogles his co-worker lovingly. Slow down, handsome. He's not gonna vanish in front of you.

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Say what you say about her, but I'd let her throw me over her shoulder as well.

We had such an opportunity to have another fellow lesbian firefighter on the team, but they discarded her right after she no longer served any purpose.

Like she can gladly work those pent up feelings on me. Thank you very much.

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Do you also seductively grab your belt as you walk dangerously close to your best friend when you talk?

Do you spend all of your free time with your bestie and his son even though you work with him 24h to 48 shifts??

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How much do I have to pay to get this lucky?? Be honest

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Just saw this picture again and I just want to talk to Tim Minear again because ... 😭😭😭

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hannah's buddie fic recs || pt. 9 💫

happy wednesday!! thank you tumblr tech support, the devil works hard but you guys work soooo much harder <3 <3

as always, if you're the author of one of these please reply and i'll tag your tumblr! and check the tags and warnings before reading!!

<- PART EIGHT: hannah's buddie fic recs

with you by my side by @starlingbite | 10.2k words | GA Not long before Eddie rejoins the 118, Frank gives him some homework: some tasks to complete. When Buck finds out about the list, he wants to help. They have until Christmas to tick everything off and somewhere along the way, Eddie realizes something very important.

anywhere that you are by rando_ghost | 19.3k words | NR Evan Buckley offers to stay with Eddie while Christopher is gone in Texas to keep him company. Eddie Diaz works through his issues and comes to some important discoveries.

you get the best seat in the house by @thatbuddie | 2.0k words | teen+ Eddie spends too much time dreaming about sitting on Buck’s lap for someone who tries to convince himself he is not in love with his best friend... but it’s just that it’s such an appealing lap, okay?

high tide came and brought you in by saintsnames | 8.5k words | GA The Diaz boys take Buck home with them after the tsunami.

kiss it better (drink your tears) by buckleys_girl911 | 8.9k words | mature Eddie discusses his feelings about Bobby's "death" but Buck won't, so Eddie finds another way to help him.

the comfort of touch by @lunasquared | 2.2k words | teen+ For some reason Eddie is touch starved. Well maybe not completely but for some sort of physical touch from Buck specifically and he would find a way to get it.

the sound of love astounds me by @shitouttabuck (fleetinghearts) | 1.8k words | teen+ There’s not a lot Eddie wouldn’t do for Buck.

some day i'll fall into you by @littlespoonevan (allyasavedtheday) | 13.4k words | teen+ A look at how Eddie deals with his recovery post-4x14.

never wished for you to go by @paranoidbean (shyaudacity) | 5.7k words | teen+ Buck pushes the door open as quietly as he can, poking his head in just enough to see. It doesn’t take long for him to spot the Eddie shaped lump in bed, or the way that he seems to have all the blankets pulled up to his face. From here, Buck can see the way that Eddie’s shoulders shake with every passing second, his eyes clenched shut... (A 5B spec fic)

i get on my knees, i get on my knees by kryptonian | 4.3k words | explicit Eddie sucks Buck's dick for the first time. It's a religious experience if nothing else. Good times all around!

home's not home unless you're there by allthatsleft | 20.5k words | explicit Buck is a great roommate. And then he starts kissing Eddie.

storm through by @aashiqeddiediaz (tawaifeddiediaz) | 7.0k words | mature The one where Christopher and Buck take care of Eddie in their own ways.

and it's alright by seykadaydreams | 4.9k words | teen+ Eddie has a rough day dealing with chronic pain, and Buck, as always, is there to take care of him. Somewhere between painkillers and exhaustion, Eddie blurts out a proposal.

to watch the world spin without you by saddiaz | 9.5k words | mature The 118 is called to the Hotshot set for an emergency and sentimental chaos ensues, Bobby is everyone’s dad, the boys yell at each other and Chris saves the day. Not particularly in that order.

i pray the race is worth the fight by allthatsleft | 6.3k words | explicit Buck huffs, a faint smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. Maybe it’s an inopportune time, but Eddie can’t help but feel lucky to see him this way. Unguarded. Real and alive and looking at Eddie like he’s hearing him for the first time. “You make sense, though,” he says, quietly, like a secret, “even when you’re not here, not speaking to me—you make sense.”... Eddie has always wanted to stay.

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How about we go back to this when I hadn't watched the episode yet and I wasn't ready to face my fears.

Or when I thought I'd be crying so much this episode and instead I was filled with utter numbness because they fucked up the episode to the point where Bobby's fucking funeral lasted whole of 5 seconds and I didn't shed a single tear.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: พิษเบ๊บ | Pit Babe (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Kenta/Kim (Pit Babe), North/Sonic (Pit Babe) Characters: Kenta (Pit Babe), Kim (Pit Babe), North (Pit Babe), Sonic (Pit Babe) Additional Tags: Roommates, Idiots in Love, Smoking, Pre-Relationship, Getting Together, Feelings Realization, kim minsu is hot and bothered, Teasing, Sexual Tension, Attempt at Humor

  Summary:  It is none of Kim’s business what Kenta does in his free time, but his mind is going to explode if he has to endure it any longer. In fact, one day, it does.

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FIC: it's just some little thing (crush) | 9-1-1, buck/eddie

8.5k | M | AO3

“Oh my God…” Buck breathes, sitting back in his seat, almost horrified. “You’re—You’re into him.” Ravi laughs nervously. “I don’t know what you’re talking about, man.” He takes a sip from his beer avoiding Buck’s eyes.

Buck notices men noticing Eddie. He is totally, completely normal about it.

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11 & 12 for the fic rec game 😁

hiii!! happy to answer these again💗

11, a(nother) hidden gem: the future will win series by philipa_moss. i think this one flies under the radar because of the buck/t*mmy tag, but they break up very early on and is eventual buddie in the second fic. these are two of THE BEST dad!buck fics i have ever read. he essentially pursues fatherhood on his own via surrogacy and raises a precious little girl while eddie helps. platonically. the writing in this is phenomenalllll and i really can’t recommend it enough!

12, a fic that formed or changed your opinion on something: oh, come when you’re called by @lesbianrobin is a really fundamental chris fic for me, as well as insight into chris & buck’s relationship. i think just the way they write chris in general is The Blueprint to me, because i also think about a place in the clouds constantly. christopher diaz you are soooooooo special to me💗💗💗

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michelle's buddie fic recs: week 20&21!

as i'm still very much in thesis hell, i haven't been reading much fic lately, but i still have some recs from these past two weeks that i hope you enjoy! i'll also be posting some rec lists for requests over the next week or so, so there's more to come. hope you all are doing well <3

this is a mix of fics with all ratings, so some include NSFW content. please take a look at both the ratings and the fic tags before reading! some contain spoilers for season 8.

if you come across something you like in this list, remember to show some love to the author by leaving kudos and a comment!

a hunk, a hunk of burning love | MacksDramaticShenanigans/@redrosydiaz | 2.9k | T

“So,” Buck tentatively tries, unable to stand the silence that stretches on between them all any longer. “Buck,” Christopher finally says, and Buck’s spine stiffens under the sudden scrutiny of his stare. “Dad,” Christopher adds, and Buck relaxes — barely — as the sharp gaze flashes towards Eddie, who sits right beside Buck. this has such a wonderful buckley diaz family dynamic <3 so good!!

chartreuse marriage | rainbowninja167/@rainbowtitania | 2.6k | GA

Eddie learns what Tommy said to Buck after their hookup and reacts like any normal best friend would. such a lovely funny brilliant fic!! i read this on the bus and it had me laughing out loud!

featherlight | coldbam/@coldbam | 7.2k | GA

Eddie had been drinking his coffee, sitting outside on his back porch, trying not to get overwhelmed at all the shit he still had to do at his new place. The bird, a sweet little thing with a yellow face, was a nice distraction, flitting around, probably looking for food through the overgrown garden. It doesn’t take more than three minutes before his phone buzzes with Buck’s response. this is just the absolute cutest fic and an immediate new favourite!! birding makes so much sense for eddie as a hobby and i love how supportive buck is of him <3

from this moment on | lethargicWaste | 26.2k | E

Eddie figures some things out about himself while he's in Texas. Then Chris asks to move back to L.A. i love reading each and every new take on the texas plot honestly. this one is so good and has such a wonderful chris!

he sent me something (and i can't think about anything else) | buddiebitch | 8k | E

Pornhub is banned in Texas. Eddie enlists in Buck’s help. this is so hot and so good and has such a lovely buddie dynamic!!

i'll hold your music (here inside my hands) | EiraLloyd/@unlifeira | 7.4k | T

Eddie asks Buck to watch Christopher during their four days off, and Buck takes Christopher to Big Bear. What could possibly go wrong? drummer eddie is so inspired <3 this is just so lovely!!

no one's ever had me (not like you) | teenytinytomlinson/@littlefreakbuckley | 6.5k | E

Eddie is pretty sure he's dying. Lucky for him, Buck is pretty sure he's got the cure. this is hot and soft and goofy and basically everything you could possibly need wrapped up in 6.5k with a little bow <3 love!!

normal weird | serenelystrange/@serenelystrange | 1.9k | GA

In which Christopher is getting real tired of people asking him what the heck is going on between his dad and Buck. the cutest sweetest fic!! i love the scene with chris and buck especially <3

playing favorites | 42hrb/@exhuastedpigeon | 10.8k | T

Vignettes of Pepa and her favorite nephew throughout the years. obsessed with this pepa characterisation, it's so good!! such a wonderful fic <3

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hi there!! i hope you’re having a good week :) i was wondering if you have any favorite fics about eddie or buck’s panic?

your hurt/comfort recs recently have been mending my heart 😭 thank you!!!

hi anon!! i'm happy to hear that you've been enjoying the hurt/comfort recs <3 my week has been alright so far, hope yours has too! so, as for the recs, i focused on fics that incorporate panic attacks/mental health issues in some way, shape, or form, but panic can of course mean several things, so if that's not what you meant, please do let me know!!

and i'm not good at winning fights anymore by spaceprincessem/@spaceprincessem

baby, can i hold you? by fleetinghearts/@shitouttabuck

circles all the way down by archerincombat

if i need to rearange my particles - i will for you. by dylaesthetics

i'll tell them put me back in it (and i would do it again) by paleredheadinascifi

the closest to heaven i'll ever be by anchrblack/@anchrblack

the pain will leave you once it's done teaching you by fruitsdoesnotknow/@fruitsdontknow

you ran outside and caught the moon by yoddream/@yoddream

any additional recs are always welcome, of course <3

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my heart’s over-pumping and your mouth is an ambulance

buck/eddie | 8.7k | rated t

“Eddie Diaz, such a considerate guest, really committing to the party theme. And here I was feeling good about coming early to help tape up the banners,” Karen grins, gesturing at the pink Valentine’s bunting above them.

“What?” Eddie repeats, this time in confusion.

“The goddamn heart-eyes, Diaz,” she laughs. “I feel like I’m interrupting something here. I’d say put ‘em away, but ‘tis the season, and also, I don’t think you actually could if you wanted to.”

or, a fever, a party, a late night tv show: three times eddie’s heart falls out his ass because buck keeps looking at him like that. he’s just got to find a way to tell him that doesn’t involve a convoluted cephalopod analogy about love

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Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply Category: M/M Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV) Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Words: 25,812 Chapters: 1/1

Summary:

“Your colleague will be just fine without you, Edmundo, you’re not a superhero. You’re a father and you’re about to have a legal battle on your hands if we can’t—” Any semblance of control Eddie had tore apart at the seams; a pair of jeans he’d been growing out of for a long time. He couldn’t keep squashing himself down, couldn’t keep holding back on the anger and the betrayal. Because putting Buck next to his own parents was— illuminating. Buck who had handed himself willingly to a serial killer for his older sister, while Eddie’s own parents actively worked to take his child away. “No.” Eddie answered, so overwhelmed with emotion that it somehow evened out to sounding numb. “No. No, I am not going to stand here and fight over my child with you while the love of my life is at the very least in serious danger if not— if he’s not—” He hadn’t heard his son enter. He hadn’t heard Sophia either. Only when Christopher interrupted did Eddie realise. OR - Eddie POV of the Bravery Game.

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