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[bechainiyaan]

Bahar jo aag baars rhi hai na, meri chui-mui personality ne usme jal kr raakh ho jaana hai.

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girls my age are getting engaged and having kids meanwhile i need 3 midday naps and 8 hrs of alone time per day

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Elsa Danielson

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‏رات اتنی جا چکی ہے اور سونا ہے ابھی

اس نگر میں اک خوشی کا خواب بونا ہے ابھی

ایسی یادوں میں گھرے ہیں جن سے کچھ حاصل نہیں

اور کتنا وقت ان یادوں میں کھونا ہے ابھی

raat itni jaa chuki hai or sona hai abi

iss nagar mein ik khushi ka khwab bona hai abi

aisi yadon mein ghirey hain jin se kuch hasil nai

or kitna waqt in yadon mein khona hai abi

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i either post like im drunk or like i have settled far away from everyone

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i have zero intentions to impress you or zero interest to hold a conversation, i present my rawest form and say the most vile thoughts that first comes to my mind of course you're gonna like me

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JOY HAS A HABIT OF RETURNING. BTW

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girls when they go through the most insane mental breakdowns every month and have to figure out whether it is the pms or the mental illness or the ovulation or the trauma or the weather or the loneliness or the 🫠🫠🫠

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I hate that I am so absent as a person. I don't start conversations. I can barely maintain them. I'm so weary and spaced out all the time to the point where I can't even keep up small talk and I'm just so disappointed in myself.

— unknown

I hate that I'm so present as a person. I can start conversations with just about anyone. I can keep them going for hours. I'm so eager about people and life and so generous with my time and compassion all the time to the point where I can't even see that most others aren't that way. I'm just so disappointed in myself for not taking better care of my precious soul.

— me

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i hate those seconds thoughts i get after changing a profile picture, need a girl who will tell me in detail if it's good so why or if it's ugly so why

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i'm SO laid back, i only care about like 3 things in the world:

my favorite fictional characters and music

every person on this earth and their opinion of me

the crushing psychological weight of being alive

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[bechainiyaan]

Idhar aa, sitamgar, hunar aazmayein

Tu teer aazma, hum jigar aazmayein

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Na sar jhukaake jiye, na mu chupa ke jiye

Sitamgar ki nazaron se nazrein mila ke jiyen

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Do din kam jiyen, toh isme hairat kya

Hum un ke saath they, jo shamma jalaa ke jiye

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Saturday, August 13 , 2022

5:00 PM, Bangalore, India