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would give anything for a mind that functions healthily. i feel like i have no access to who i actually am. i'm just mentally ill

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i'm just a shell of a person. i have no desires. i don't want to do anything. get attached to anyone. leave my house. live. just want to physically fade the same way my mind has.

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All I’ll ever be good for is being used, and used, and used, until no one needs me anymore. And when they don’t need me anymore, I just sit on the sidelines, until they’re ready to use me again..like the good little doll I am..

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I wanna shrink and disappear I want to be invisible no one can hurt me if they can't see me

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Yes I have a nightly routine it’s called being Insane in my room till I pass out

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I’m drunk on the idea that death only death can save me

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[through clenched teeth] good things can happen in the future. good things are coming

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hannah fury // status