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Random question and answers

1) Zodiac sign? Cancer.

2) Eye colour? Green, have a yellowish ring around my pupil.

3) Tall or short? I’m fun size! ;)

4) Are you ticklish? Very!!!

5) Are you an easy going person? Yeah I think I am.

6) are you outgoing or shy? Both.

7) Introvert or Extrovert? Ambivert.

8) Tea or coffee? I love both but I’ll go with Coffee.

9) What are you listening to right now? Fleetwood Mac - The Chain

10) Reading or writing? Writing.

11) Pepsi or Coke? Coke.

12) What was your dream job growing up? Acting and Singing.

13) Pets? I have a beautiful feather baby, goldfish and I did have a beautiful fur baby but she sadly passed away last year. :(

14) Do you like deep conversations? I absolutely love them! :)  ♥    

15) Do you have trust issues? No, but break my trust and I will be sure to never trust you again.

16) Ever suffered in silence? Yeah, many times. :(

17) Ever fallen in love? Yeah, sure have.♥

18) Ever loved so hard it hurt? ohh yes. :(

19) Ever secretly liked someone? Yeah a few times, haven’t we all? hehe. :P

20) Ever had your heart broken? Yeah.

21) Ever had someone like you? not sure.

22) Ever hid a secret? Yeah.

23) Do you miss anyone? Yeah.

24) Do you talk about your feelings or hide them? Both.

25) Last person you spoke to? Dad.

26) Last person who sent you a message? Hayley.

27) Last phone call? Hayley.

28) Last thing you ate? Chocolate

29) Last book you read? Shane Dawson - It gets worse.

30) Last song you listened too? Joni Mitchell- Big Yellow Taxi 

31) Last person you hugged? Pip.

32) Last person who saw you crying? Pip.

33) Favorite band? Fleetwood Mac and One Direction♥

34) Favorite musician? Harry Styles ♥

35) Favorite youtuber? Shane Dawson and Jeffree Star ♥

35) Favorite song? Sweet Creature ♥

36) Favorite Colour? Yellow.

37) Favorite Pokemon? Pikachu!

38) Favorite alcohol beverage? Bourbon and coke.

39) Favorite soft drink? Coke.

40) Favorite fruit? Mango.

41) Favorite bottoms? Jeans!!!

42) Favorite animal? Dogs.

43) Favorite food? oooo, Spaghetti, Potatoes, Pizza!

44) What did you do today? Cleaned and sung :)

45) Wanna travel? Yeah!

46) Wanna get married? Don’t really care if I do or don’t. at the end of the day It’s just a piece of paper

47) Want kids? NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

48) What makes you happy? Friends, Singing, Music, Dancing, Laughing, Animals, Being around awesome genuine pure loving people.

49) One thing you love? Cuddles ♥

50) Do you believe in love at first sight? Honestly how can you “Love” someone you don’t know or just met? Love comes later.

51) Do you believe in Ghosts/Spirits? Yes.

52) Do you believe in Angels? Yes.

53) Do you believe in miracles? Yes.

54) Do you believe in love? Yes.

55) If you could go back to school, would you? No, NOPE!

56) Do you think Aliens are real? Yes.

57) What is your childhood memory of what you wanted to be when you grew up? I said to a teacher I wanted to be a dog when i got older, yes you heard that right I wanted to be a 4 legged fur dog. hehehehe. :P

58) Favorite childhood board game? Cluedo.

59) Childhood nicknames? Becky Boo, Becarena, Bec, BeckStar, Reb and Dog Girl.

60) Favorite place to go on holidays as a Kid? My grandparents place up at Tea Gardens ♥  I miss that place so much!

61) Who can you trust with all your heart and soul? Pip ♥

62) What do you find attractive? Nice, Genuine, pure, good heart, funny, mentally mature, easy going.

63) how old are you? 24 Years old.

64) Is there something you wish you could tell someone? Yeah.

65) What social media do you use most? Facebook.

66) How old were you when you had your first kiss? 17 years old.

67) What did you have for dinner? KFC.

68) What footy team do you go for? Dragons.

69) Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? No ;) Let’s talk about the birds and the bees… hehe ;)

70) the longest you’ve been single? LOL, my whole life!

71) Something you want right in this moment? Cuddles.

72) Name 1 of your favorite quotes? Treat People With Kindness - Harry Styles

73) What kind of people you dislike? People who treat others like crap,  Lieing, gas-lighting, narcissistic little pricks!

74) What kind of people do you like? Nice, genuine, loving, supportive, good hearts.

75) Do you miss someone in heaven? Yeah. :(

76) Is it nighttime where you are? Yeah.

77) Any siblings? yeah I have one brother.

78) Any tattoos? No, maybe one day!

79? Been overseas? Yeah.

80) Have you been high? Yep, High as a kite! :P tehe.

81) Have you smoked? Yeah.

82) Is it easy to make you smile? Yeah. :)

83) Last thing you touched not computer-related? Can of coke.

84)Tell me about the shirt/shirts you’re wearing? over sized T-shirt

85) Do you know what you’re wearing tomorrow? probs shorts and top/

86) Are you craving something? Yeah.

87) What do you hear right now? Music.

88) Have you ever been hurt by someone you never thought would hurt you? Yeah, many times.

89) Is there anyone you want to come see you? Yeah.

90) Have you ever had a wish come true? Yeah. :)

91) Do you like surprises? yeah! :)  

92) Are you a worry wart? yep!

93) Do you believe in Soul connections? Yeah!! sure do! :)  ♥ ♥

94) When was your last vacation? Where did you go? 7 years ago. I went to Adelaide!

95) What did you do for your last birthday? Cried myself to sleep.

96) Ever been bullied? Yeah.. :(

97) Where was your profile pic on Facebook taken? Bicentennial Park.

98) Do you have a good memory? Hell yeah I do.

99) pretended to be happy? Yeah, we all have at times.

100) What are you gonna do for the rest of the night? Vibe to some Music :) :)

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So I wrote a Facebook Status and I thought I’d write it on here too!

Yesterday I had an encounter with someone so I wrote this.

“You’re weird” “You’re strange” ETC....

You know what, I’ve heard that my whole life, plus that’s okay if you think I’m weird. I take no offence to that whatsoever. In fact I will take that as a compliment. So thank you! I can even get a bit weirder, if you want? If you really want to see me in full “weirdo” mode. ;) You haven’t seen nothing yet!

I’m not going to be sorry because I fall outside your exceptionally narrow view of the world.

Also, I have people in my life who will always love me for me. That’s all that matters. ♥ ♥ ♥

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Ahh..HUMANS..

I need to rant before my mind actually explodes. Before I start.. let’s go sit out in the nice warm sun... *puffs a cigarette* *sips tea* .....

OK... so  I’m going through a very hard time at the moment... What I am pissed off about is the fact that I CAN’T BELIEVE one of my “friends” hasn’t even bothered to pick up the phone to call or text me.. like seriously?! It isn’t hard to reach out to someone... what a joke its quite sickening really. It takes seconds to reach out to someone... Like wow.. 

let’s back track a little...

So, This friend of mine.. we were really good friends. But it became such one sided friendship which is a shitty feeling in its self.. But what did I do I kept making the effort. Wasn’t till this year I finally just got to the stage where It was like.. It is time to distance myself now.. as the ball is obviously in her court. 

People get tried and drained.. and that was the case for me.. I’m DONE.

A part of it did feel a bit liberating... I don’t deserve to be treated like shit... I am not just going to be there for when it suits her.

Now that I have been going though a crappy effing time.. she hasn’t ONCE reached out.. Which I really would have thought she would have cause this is low even for her. Another thing is when the time comes and she does talk to me how do I know if her intentions are genuine?????

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Been unemployed since November 2016. After the Christmas break I really plucked away at job hunting. I applied online and ran around everywhere like a crazy woman handing out resumes. Spring came round and finally I started getting job interviews, between September - December 2017 I had 12 job interviews. Unfortunately I wasn't successful.

All I want is a job. I’ve put so much effort in and I just feel none of my efforts are being paid off... It is so draining and I just feel so deflated. 

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Sunday 21st January 2018

Hey, so I finally signed up to Tumblr, well I actually signed up about 6 months ago.. but this is my first time back on here since then. I have no clue how this all works so bear with me while I figure everything out. LOL. As I am sitting here writing I am feeling excited writing my first blog. I get such a peaceful vibe here, away from the noise on Facebook. :)