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*dipping a dart into an unlabelled flask and loading it into my crossbow* you better not try anything stupid because i don't even remember what this one does

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weird how ppl are always like "haha i bite" and making biting jokes but when you bit them it's "what the fuck" and "you ACTUALLY bit me" like ok fake gnawing fans

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I love that you can just grab kittens. old cat have achy joints and a sense of dignity that you have to play into, so you gotta be deliberate and respectful in hoisting them, but if a kitten is whirlwinding past you, you can just reach out and snatch them. and they'll be like 'mamma mia, I never did nothing :p' and writhe around and lick your fingers. highly abductable animal

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Hey, no homo, but I am sitting on the broken swing set out back in the perfect, quiet, 2:00am blackness and picturing the softness of your voice and the darkness of your eyes with such perfect and terrible clarity that it feels like I'm choking on my own heartbeat.

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there is always tomorrow

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fuuuuuck i have needs and wants and desires :( sadly they needto put me at the bottom of a deep as fuck hole and pour cement over me because of this

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Devin Kelly, from “All That Wanting, Right?”

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Ohhh Jesus needs to hear about this 🙏

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it’s easier to hold onto bad habits if you are ashamed of them constantly repeating the same pattern over and over again. I’m not exactly sure why, my guess is it’s because that poor self image convinces you that you deserve to live that way. But once you forgive yourself for it and hold genuine compassion for your choices your grip can finally loosen.

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A lot of orange 🍊 meows .. sound on 🔊

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because they’re here now and it’s worth saying <3

Sources:

1. Collision Course by Lang Leav 2. @hekate-writes 3. @rosewater1997 4. @schuylerpeck 5. Grief Lessons: Four Plays by Euripides by Anne Carson 6. @coffeepeople 7. Trista Mateer 8. @disneykin 9. @theviralwitch 10. @fatsoupy