beeohsimmer

[beeohsimmer]

14th/December/23

Poolboy entery 1

Met a guy a few weeks ago while out drinking with freinds, I was pretty blasted at this point but I'm pretty sure my freinds just hijacked the table of some guy they sort of knew and pool boy just happened to be sat next to the only open seat.

He's not my usual type, He bought me some fun drinks he wanted to try and shared them with me, I've met him while out a few times since. Everytime we go out he attempts to teach me how to play pool (hence the nickname). He even did the whole standing behind me and showing me how to hold the que (seems like the right spelling). He's now texting me asking when I'm going out, not in the weird pushy way but in a casual way

Like I said he's not my usual type, he's kind of quiet but he's sweet and I'm definitely more of the extroverted type. I have no idea what course he's in (praying it's not marketing) but I see him around the same buildings as me often and he waves to me.

Short first post but like I said DEAD LOVE LIFE.....

[beeohsimmer]

WELCOME TO MY TUMBLER

About this page: I wanted a way to record my thoughts and diary's have never been my thing, the main focus of this tumbler will be on my dead love life as a collage student and my attempts to find love as a mess of commitment issues, incapability to handle other people's emotions and nervous laughter at the WORST possible moments

I am fully aware I'm a ridiculous person who's posting her personal life for all to see and I'm not sure where I got the whim to do something like this, its something of a experiment for me. if you have advice for me send it my way!

Background: I've dated a few people In my life, none of them particularly interesting or deep but I will probably mention them every so often (under code names of course, privacy is important) so here's a bit about my failed romances.

Flur de lis: (3 months)The son of my mother's best friend, My first crush and possibly the most devastating break up. Our relationship was kept hidden the whole time our parents had been trying to force us together most of our teens (can't give them the satisfaction)

Stoner boy: (9 months) He asked me out when I was with flur de lis and I politely rejected him , we became close freinds for 2 years and had periods of each waiting for the other to get out of relationships but kept missing each other (I'm not very good at the waiting game). We ended up dating, living in a apartment together with a group of freinds for the summer of '23 however we broke up when i was accepted into collage, he is now dating a close freind of mine.

Hometown boy: (2 months) A childhood freind, we always had chemistry and he finally asked me out while I was on a rare visit home from collage, the distance ended up being too difficult(although he never really made much of a effort)

This list will hopefully grow.