beesforfree

[beesforfree]

I'm not dreaming

About her coming back

When I scream

I hit the rocks

[beesforfree]

I close my eyes

And there's someone waiting for me

I'm terrified

That it could be me

[beesforfree]

Remember to remember me

Standing still

But falling fast

[beesforfree]

Death row march from the car to the door

Now I'm dead inside

[beesforfree]

The cage door's open, and there's something in the water.

I could reach so far

[beesforfree]

In between the dead and the life,

I'm coming back from the night

[beesforfree]

I'd watch myself die before I'd watch your smile fade

[beesforfree]

Fuck you don't tell me what to do. Don't tell me to do what I want cause I'm already doing that, thank you 🙄

[beesforfree]

My lists are my light,

I just don't want the room to be that well lit.

Lists make life simple.

I don't think our to-do lists are talking to each other.

[beesforfree]

Restless stories beg to be written

[beesforfree]

I feel like the world really shifted when we started getting garbage bags with flaps. Such a big impact

[beesforfree]

I've found the way to get here

And I know you are here

That's why I'm here

[beesforfree]

You've walked away with every

Thought I had to tell you

I don't

Mind it's lost again

[beesforfree]

[beesforfree]

I'm just a simple guy who talks when you put a microphone in front of him

[beesforfree]

What have I been up to? Well it's not much but...

I wake up, every day. And start off by opening the best gift I've ever received. My two eyes.

I walk to the bathroom, and on the way I catch the light bouncing across the floor. I find the shadows that hide in the corners, but glow so deeply.

I try to fight it, but the mirror still finds me. I see myself now, and I see myself then. I see some light, but mostly the shadows.

I'm not ready to face the day, so I take in the world from the window. The sun, the trees, the clouds. Rolling, swaying, peering.

If the clouds weren't so marvelous, would we notice them falling over themselves all day long?

If one tree stood alone, would their existence be a nuisance?

Are we only alive to be silently burning?

[beesforfree]

I can feel my body move without me again