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OLD STORY & CIRCUMSTANCES

we treat old stories like albums, n****, all that shit get dropped… or whatever 21 savage said

nothing has more irrelevance than an old story in the law of assumption community, nothing. i know you’ve heard the phrase “circumstances don’t matter” many times and an old story is just circumstances. it doesn’t matter if you’re 4’11 and nobody in your blood line is above 5’2, you can manifest being 6’6 as fast as instantly. it doesn’t matter if your SP said “i’d eat bat shit before i’d deal with you again” you can have them crying for your attention and begging you to take them back. it doesn’t matter if you’ve never even had the funds to even take a trip out of your city, you can be in another country with nothing but luxury. if circumstances don’t matter THE OLD STORY DOESN’T MATTER. the moment you are able to drop the old story is the same moment you become 90% closer to you having your desire. the only thing left for you to do at that point is affirm and persist. when you want to change something about your life why would you even be focusing on the past anyway. even if the circumstances/old story is hard to ignore.. everything is possible to change. if you ever get triggers just tell yourself “i only exist in the reality where xyz”, repeat that until you feel better, then go on with your regular affirmations. the past is the past and is only kept alive by you. the moment you start telling yourself the story has changed, the more you see evidence of that. drop the old story NOW! even if you don’t want to start affirming for the new story today. whenever you get any sort of reminders about old story you tell yourself “that doesn’t exist in my reality” then keep it pushing!

proof of my own: my mom and my dad were both built undesirably (to me). long, wide back, no ass, no curves, weight goes to stomach before any other spot, slow metabolism. but i still manifested having flat ass stomach, tiny waist, portioned body, a big ass, and tiny shoulders. + being able to eat whatever i want without gaining/losing weight unless i want to. i was never even a person that cared about circumstances and old stories that much because when i was told that they didn’t matter i actually understood that. but if that’s not proof that they don’t matter then idk what is because even workout gurus would always claim “genetic this” “genetics that”.. oh please.

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Anna's views on

Why don't you have your manifestations yet?

Well, I'd say about 90% of the reason why you don't have your desires is because you haven't persisted at all.

What is persisting you ask me? It's just continuing to think stuff in your favor regardless of what you see in the 3D.

People go "Oh-I've been persisting since July or August or sth" but the truth is that if you'd actually persist, you wouldn't be checking the time because you already had it. And to be saying that you'd been persisting since so long but the results you got were the minimum, maybe you didn't persist at all.

Persisting is very easy. Every time you're thinking of your desires and the negative thoughts come creeping in, change your thoughts to something that aligns with your desired reality. Just don't entertain the negative thoughts.

That's it. It is as simple as that. You might find it fake or just something unbelievable. But as you go on around with the desired thoughts, they'll feel more real and natural. So, every time you have a negative thought, flip it to a positive one. Manifestation seems easy and it sure is, but you need to be disciplined. You might just have a rough day and stuff, but at the end of the day if you just go on persisting and not giving power to your unwanted thoughts, you'll manifest the life you desire.

Doing all those self love, self concept is fun and actually beneficial but it is COMPLETELY OPTIONAL. You can 100% manifest without them. All you have to do is change the thoughts of your mind.

I can't stress this enough. If do all things but at the end of the day just go around searching for signs and just wavering, I'm sorry it'll probably take a lot of time. Change your thoughts, believe me like for a day or so just think everything in your favor and watch how things change around.

Whatever you see in 3D is just your thoughts you'd persisted on. So change the thoughts, change the 3D.

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How self-love changed my manifestation journey:

How this post came about:

during summer 2022, i spent a lot of the time affirming for recognition & attention from others. a lot of the subs on my playlist were based on looks, popularity, material things and getting validation from other people (specifically boys).

did i get it? for the most part, yeah. i got the compliments, the praise, gifts & a lot of material things i was affirming for. but it didn’t feel complete, i didn’t feel fulfilled, i actually ended up feeling worse about myself. i got the praise i wanted but no matter what it wasn’t enough and i constantly felt a void in my heart regardless of how much i received physically. after reading a really insightful book about love, i decided to give it a shot.

background/my experience in the past w sl

originally, i never actually made the decision to love and accept myself. i have spent the majority of my life hating myself. i felt as if self love wasn’t needed and i could’ve did other things with my time. but i always knew eventually i would have to learn to love myself. to be as honest and upfront as possible, i loved attention. i would force myself to do things & like things other people did so they would approve of me and like me more. i spent hours of my time perfecting how i acted around others and trying to create a new personality simply to impress other people. mind you this went on for YEARS. it wasn’t until i realized how desperate i really was when i decided to start prioritizing self-love.

How I changed; mindset shifts , emotional health, manifestation etc:

one day i literally just said , "fck it, from today on, nobody’s opinion other than my own matters." & i agreed to live in my own little world and focus on myself. since then soooo much has changed.

on my sub playlists, the subs changed from attention subs, maneater subs, subs for popularity & recognition to subs for inner peace, mental clarity , emotional maturity , productivity & academic improvement. notice the difference? i don’t care for the attention anymore 😭. i feel much better mentally now that i’m mostly focusing on loving myself. not others loving me. i just want peace, love and safety now.

manifestation be came easier bc i felt like i was actually manifesting things i wanted. i don’t feel the need to affirm 24/7 (although i still like affirming a lot) and my mindset has improved DRASTICALLY. i feel fulfilled now, i manifest what i need and what truly matters in life right now. and things come easier, i don’t really feel like i have a blockage anymore, mostly everything comes to me.

i trust and believe in myself more. i learned which style of manifestation works best for me and apply that to my life.

There have been ups AND downs:

no i’m not gonna sit here and tell you since doing this everything has just been perfect and smooth sailing. sometimes i do feel quite lonely, my mental health is quite back & forth, and lastly i have anxiety so i still struggle with that. but that doesn’t mean i’m not a lot better than i was before, im still working on myself and i’m getting better every day. it’s been a journey and it’s been enjoyable. yes i still deal with things as i did before, but the difference is now i’m confident in my strength to overcome it and i approach challenges differently. i don’t get tested down as easily.

disclaimer: nowhere in this post did i say self love will help you manifest, nor did i say it is needed to manifest. this is simply my personal experience.

- vani.

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Krater coffee table in a delicate finish: white matte base and solid ash table top in a whitened shade  😍

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A new product and a new collab - the RUN 2021 carpet collection. We decided to make friends with the words youth and carpets, and for several months we have been seriously working on the implementation of a fantastic idea into the coolest product! All illustrations were designed for us at Büro22, a separate respect to the wonderful @margo.garyazha.

The first batch has already been produced, creating an amazing chain of links: shift foreman, quality control inspector, Levantin design supervision. Our concept of "Wow in your space" has made its way to the carpet factory. And that's great!

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Lynn Boggess, Paintings.

Excellent tactile realism paintings by West Virginian artist Lynn Boggess.

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Illustrated by James Colby 💛

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Enjoy the moment , be aware of yourself, be here , be nice , be stimulated by yourself 🙌🙂

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Your Focus  Becomes Your Reality

“The more you entertain negative thoughts such as fear, limitation, judgement, powerlessness, separateness and scarcity; the more you will magnetically attract (by default) synchronization of events that match up to those lower frequencies.”  –Anon I mus (Spiritually Anonymous)

*Subscribe to Anon I mus Youtube channel @ https://www.youtube.com/user/SpirituallyAnonImus http://egoawarenessmovement.org  

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Have a nice day and enjoy every moment :)

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