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i love this terracotta lekythos red-figure bird so much i drew fanart of it

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top 3 places to bleed out:

1. the snow

2. your lover/best friend/homoerotic comrade’s arms

3. bathroom floor

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whenever you think tumblrinas have run out of weird doe eyed guys from the 60s & 70s they find another one

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masha three sisters speaks to me. i like a sad quiet woman who needs a divorce

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"Can I have hobbies?" I asked university degree. "Fuck you," said my university degree, who was actually the Fuck You Guy.

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*Sees an olive tree*

My autistic ass: “HOLY SHIT IS THAT AN ODYSSEY REFERENCE!?!?!!

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marcus aurelius honey i'm so sorry they did this to you i know all you wanted was to think about dying and make out with your tutor

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is he... you know... *performs a complex hand gesture you somehow read as symbolizing postmodernism* ?

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i firmly believe most versions of Mercutio would love Chappell roan

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guy on the radio just affectionately described chopin as having hands like butter

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*walks up to you smoking* heyyyy d'you possibly have a spare crayon i could get???

*offers you a cigarette except out of a crayon box and it's a crayon*

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I am genuinely not advocating for a return to queerbait tv, I was vocally against it the whole time it was happening that was like my whole shtick for a while but it is kind of wild that when gay people weren’t allowed on tv, gay characters (who weren’t allowed to be gay) would be drinking poison for each other and killing bad guys for each other romantically and offering to go to prison in each other’s place and now that we are allowed to have gay people on tv…gay people will just be having a healthy conversation and going going on a date like normal people. Get OUT of my face with that

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For sale: ship of theseus

Condition: used, like new

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guys that only read self help books are so cringe. like bro all books are self help books the characters make the mistakes so you dont have to. After reading oediupus rex i knew to not do that

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it's saturday

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I can't get letty's chapter out of my head. I can't forget all her struggles as a girl and woman in a misogynistic society. How she is discriminated against in a way that robin and ramy would never understand. Because despite coming from races white people find inferior, at the end of the day, they are still men, and are therefore afforded the level of respect and recognition they would never be willing to give letty. And I understand and empathize and resonate with all of these.

But my first thought after reading letty's chapter is she did not mention victoire, not even once. After everything she learned, after everything victoire told her, she still failed to realize that everything she experienced, victoire also did—even worse. Victoire, the friend that she spent the most time with, was not only discriminated against because she's a woman, she was also discriminated against because she's not white. After everything, letty only sees the advantages robin and ramy had for being men, refusing to see all the ways society was shunning victoire. this isn't the oppression olympics ofc, but how can she not see victoire's pain? how can she only see robin's and ramy's privelege. how can she fail to acknowledge victoire's struggles and pain until the very end. how can letty, despite being victoire's friend, refuse to see her pain just because she refuses to acknowledge her own privelege.

she is so convinced that her struggles are unique that she can't wrap her head around the fact other people, people she considered friends, have suffered as much, or even more. she can't see that her struggles were caused by a system that is so interwoven with the systems hermes were fighting against that they might as well be the same thing—because frankly, they are. she only sees her own pain and how she's come so far to overcome everything. she thinks she's alone in her battle that she just can't see how so many others have been fighting similar battles against the same opponents. she can't see how hermes is not sabotaging her fight for freedom and respect, but are fighting the enemy letty does not even realize she also has to fight to truly and meaningfully gain the respect and freedom she wants.