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Someone shoot me

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When did people start following this blog all I do is talk about wanting to kill myself

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One thing I am going to do is stop eating. I eat way to much

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why am I alive. This is pointless

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If I kill myself it's only gonna be my fault

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the fact that *no one* interacts with this blog really says something about me huh

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ssigh and I thought today was gonna be good and fine and dandy

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coming here lowkey hoping someone finds this blog and makes me they're degenerate boyfriend

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I'm so stupid. Can't even talk to people

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Fuck im.so bad at people. This is why I only have 1 friend. Second day of true existence and I've already potentially fucked up my only friendship

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Shigaraki can have me. He’s always been right about me. He wants a punching bag. I’ll be that.

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Paperclip is my only blade rn

I need deeper cuts I think

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He doesn't even think about me does he. God im such a jerk. He's in pain and im complain shut the fuck up

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This is like what, the 5th time I've cried over him this year.

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I can't believe I can't take criticism.

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I hate myself so much. I'm the worst like actually. I know nothing. I should kill myself because I clearly can't change.

All I can do is apologize. Fucking stupid

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I actually can't do anything right. I can't even think right