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fifteen , party party yeah

notes ; im barely surviving

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four , passenger princess (621 words)

“MARK,” you grumbled, fiddling with your fingers, “are you sure your friends will like me?” nervously glancing at the man driving, you noticed his eyes quickly darted towards you.

“of course they’ll like you, yn,” he replied, looking back at the road, “youll match their energy, dont worry.”

you nodded, his words coming through one ear and out the other. you were nervous about meeting his six other friends— but you were more nervous about jisung. how will you be able to face him? you havent been near him in ages. sure, youd pass him for a brief moment and that was that. but being near him? no— that was too much.

“are you worried about jisung?” mark asked, his voice soft and calming. he didnt want you to be scared of meeting his other group of friends— let alone be scared of meeting jisung.

you nodded. “a little. i saw his tweet earlier and it just— it just made me feel like shit,” you laugh it off, “i’ll be fine.”

he casted a worried glance at you. “just stick with me, okay? or do whatever you want— i’ll make sure you wont have to interact with jisung as much.” he averted his eyes back on the road, letting out a quiet sigh.

you nod, your nerves running through your body. "one of your friends commented under my tweet." you told him, further avoiding the topic of jisung. frankly, thinking about him made you sick, considering what he tweeted just a few hours ago.

"who?" he asked, a slight smile gracing his face, "wait, let me guess — was it chenle?"

you giggled. "no, it was uh..." you took your phone out to look at your tweet, "it was haechan."

"haechan?" he laughed, his eyes crinkling up. "what did he say?"

you hum, "he replied to jake's tweet. you know how he calls me pretty?" you turned to face mark, who nodded. "jake called me pretty and haechan tagged you asking if you were going to let it slide." you slightly laughed, recalling his tweet again.

mark laughed along with you. "i think youll get along with haechan just fine, then."

"mark," a whiny voice rang out, who you found out was haechan, "someone was flirting with your girlfriend under her tweet."

you awkwardly laughed at him, "mark isnt..."

"dude," mark laughed, "yn isnt my girlfriend — what made you think that?"

everyone went silent.

"i swear i see a man giving yn a drink before design class," jaemin defends himself, looking at you as if you betrayed him. he looked at you, then at mark, trying to figure out what was going on between the two of you.

you shook your head, "mark and i arent dating; we're just friends." you looked anywhere that wasnt his group of friends, "i dont know why mark played along."

mark gasped at you, "how is that any of my fault? i didnt play along to anything."

you huffed at him, "you didn't even ask jaemin what he meant when he told you to invite your girlfriend," you rolled your eyes at the boy, "this is embarrassing for me — im here while your friends were under the impression that im your girlfriend."

audible giggles were heard, setting a reminder that his friends could hear your argument.

"ouu, a couples quarrel already?" chenle giggled out.

ignoring chenle, mark defended himself, "you wanted to figure out who he was talking about!" he stared at you for a few moments before your other words registered to him. "wait — whats so wrong about dating me?"

eventually, the giggles turned into laughter as his friends laughed at him in mockery, as if telling him, "theres so many things wrong with that."

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three , detective yn

notes ; lee seoyeon is an oc! not a real person ^^

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two , marks girlfriend ?!

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oh wow wow, first the matt smau and now jisung!! i'm so sat for the both of them 😍

I'd loovveeee to interact more with you (if u don't mind obviously!) if so can i be 💞 anon?

haha yes of course !! 🫶🫶 its totally fine :)

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one , no more insane

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jisungs back up dancers

operation: find yn a man | masterlist

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operation: find yn a man

notes ; ignore the fact im reusing profiles pls and ty

masterlist | jisungs backup dancers

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[SYNOPSIS] , despite all of your efforts, you still cannot get over your 5 year crush on the shy boy from high school. to top everything off, he has a long term girlfriend of 3 years!

[PAIRING] , park jisung x fem!reader

[STATUS] , on going , updates weekly

[START] , 24 february 2024

[END] , tba

[GENRE] , strangers to friends to lovers, she fell first but he fell harder, college!au

[FEATURING] , nct dream , (ZB1) sung hanbin, (TXT) choi beomgyu, choi soobin, (ENHYPEN) sim jaeyun, (AMPERS&ONE) na kamden, ++ more!

[WARNINGS] , unrequited love (at first), angsty(?), more to be added !

[NOTES] , this is going to be my second smau so im sorry if its not good, this smau will hurttt to write omg

ask to be added to the taglist !

operation: find yn a man | jisungs backup dancers

chapters !

one , no more insane

two , marks girlfriend ?!

three , detective yn

four , passenger princess (621 words)

five , wanna hear a funny joke?

TBA…

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fourteen , a fool i am

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thirteen , so what if i do?

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twelve , wrap it up

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eleven , you cant

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ten , high school lore

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nine , sim jaeyun

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eight , embarrassing

YOU were never the type of person to cry in front of your friends, let alone in public — but here you were, sobbing at the store where you got tanghulu with yujin. it was embarrassing, a college student covering het face while she was sobbing with three sticks of grape tanghulu sat still on the table in front of her. you were aware you were getting looks of pity, but you just couldnt help it.

you never wanted to talk to matthew — you never even intended on doing so. thus, having another spontaneous argument with the man you were once best friends with hurt.

it hurt badly.

you were reminded of the harsh reality between you two — pure, bitter, hatred. you were reminded he randomly did a 180° and completely changed. he went from wanting to spend time with you to suddenly wanting to stay as far away from you as he could.

it was confusing — and it still is.

sniffling, you took a napkin from the store and wiped your face with it. you felt horrible.

“yn? is that you?”

a soft voice entered your ears. you knew who it was from just the voice: sung hanbin. he was in a few of your classes. you two would sit next to each other during lectures. you would consider him a good friend.

though, it wasnt until a few days ago you found out he was matthews best friend.

lifting your head up, you faced him with your red, puffy, eyes. “y—yeah.”

he frowned in worry. “is everything alright?” he took the seat across from yours and leaned towards you, his attention only focused on you.

“i—im fine,” you lied, your voice betraying your words. you sniffled once more. “just stressed.”

“stressed? is it about the upcoming chemistry exam?” he questioned.

you nodded. “yeah.”

that was a complete lie. you werent even bad at chemistry — it was your best subject.

he slightly smiled at you. “i’ll help you. we can study together, okay?”

your heart raced. you were reminded of matthews previous texts: “leave my friends and i alone???”. a part of you wanted to follow what he told you to avoid conflict, but another part of you wanted to accept hanbins proposal to further piss him off.

matthew had you sobbing in public, so why dont you go study with his best friend? why dont you get close with his best friend?

you sniffled before smiling back, “okay, sure.”

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seven , idk

warnings; implication of having a breakdown, grammar mistakes (like a lot sorry)

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