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[beomieluvs]

hi leon community :] here's a reference sheet i made! hopefully someone also finds it helpful for drawing him, or just interesting :3

here's a drawing i made using this ref sheet!

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an image collage of various facial expressions, angles, and poses of leon kennedy from resident evil. there are lines, arrows, and notes detailing the curves of his face, hair, and other notable aspects of his general form.

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[beomieluvs]

Classified- Deja Vu

warnings: slightly suggestive, mentions of sex and cheating, an unforseen kiss, a little angst (Scar and Miguel get extremely candid about canons)

a/n: please have a tissue box nearby.

déjà vu masterlist

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“Press Play.” Miguel’s reluctance was ever present as he clicked on the file labeled “Canon Event.” He knew deep down that at this very moment, there would be no going back. What was once inaccessible was now in the palm of his hand.

His brow furrowed as he pressed play. The montage showing you across his screen. Like a pretty jewel in a barren dimension.

An ever permanent Scar.

As Miguel observes your movements on the hard drive replay, his brow relaxes, almost as if he’s enamoured by every little motion, learning how you’d fight off anomalies without realizing. And he’d chuckle, the first cracks of a smile as he watched you. His heart thumping, seeing how you saved the poor captives from being hijacked with spider DNA- similar to how Alchemax had done to him all those years ago. Your poise, effectiveness, and sharp aim made you a force to be reckoned with, and he was slowly starting to see you in a new light.

“Que Bonita…” He mumbled to himself, watching the rest of the rescue unfold, waiting for the anticipated casualty which typically made the canon event official. But there were no deaths.

Not a physical loss, not quite.

His heart pounded deeply, watching as Scar arrived home, seeing how you were exhausted from the rescue, calling out one singular word.

“Miguel…I’m hoooome!”

The saccharine sound of your voice made his insides melt, but he was shocked you’d uttered his name. It couldn’t be.

Miguel’s eyes widened as he saw the expanse of his back in view, the grunts leaving his projected image causing him to heat up in shame. His heart only broke further seeing the tears spring in your eyes onscreen as he saw you walk in on him fucking another woman.

Empty promises of children being promised as 892 Miguel breeded his mistress, leaving you in tears as the bloodcurdling scream left your throat.

An emotional scar. A burn unlike anything else. And that’s when it hit him.

Déjà Vu.

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One week later

Miguel still hasn’t addressed the cheating his alter dimension variant had done, leaving you angry and distraught. It was making sense, why you were terrified following your recruitment. But even after you’d given the file to him, you’d decided the best thing to do was to avoid conversing about anything at all. Out of sight, out of mind.

You both knew it would fail. It wouldn’t be worth faking the feelings that were so painfully obvious. Sure, hatred. But outright resentment… it couldn’t be.

“You’ve got a crush… I mean cmon, she’s giving you energy drinks and empanadas and I’ve seen you walk her to her apartment five times in the last six days, Miguel.” Jessica quips as she receives anomaly files from Miguel early that morning. He grumpily rolls his eyes, stifling a grin as he nods at her comment.

“She’s beautiful. And smart…and I’m shocked at her fucking canon, Jess.” He mumbles, sipping the bitter coffee as he jabs another dose of rapture into his shoulder.

“She handled it better than most Spiders would… she’s good. How’s the scar?” Jess quips, as she notices the three dark lines on his shoulder.

“Permanent.” He smiles, nodding his head at his realization.

“Tattooed.”

“Knew you’d cave in. And in red ink too… symbolic and deep.” Jessica chuckles, patting her colleague’s shoulder. As she does, Lyla appeared in her usual hue of marigolds and orange, holding what appeared to be another letter. The envelope adorned with red pen scribbles.

“Nice ink. - DV”

As Miguel reads the two words, he chuckles. A genuine smile on his face for the first time in a long time.

“She’s into you. All you’ve gotta do is take it slow, Miguel.” The little AI assistant giggled softly, a gentle pat to Miguel's forehead.

"She likes you. So just... be honest. Tell her everything."

He nods, taking a few breaths before clicking a button on his holographic watch.

"Scarlet... I'll need to see you in my office. Now."

Without question, you head over to his office. Everything would change now.

Everything.

His office was open as always, and you walked in with your heart in your throat. He was hunched over your file, analyzing the traits of your powers, gazing intently at the headshot that was taken on your first day. Now a week later, he'd finally get to address everything. How he felt, and how seeing your canon made him feel.

"Sit down, Nena."

He looks up reluctantly, a softness not nearly familiar to you as he spoke. His eyes were tender, filled with tears. Almost as if he was guilty for what had happened to you. Even more so as he reflected on just how bad a canon event can be.

"Everything alright, Miguel?" You asked, and it only caused his shoulders to droop slightly. A single tear rolled down his cheek, as if he'd cracked his hard exterior to open up.

"Cheating hurts more than I thought. And I'm so sorry. I... I know it wasn't me, but at the same time it was me. A variant of me, a portion of me that although I couldn't control, unfortunately existed." He began, taking a shaky breath as his brown irises met your saddened expression.

"I meant to tell you...but it doesn't help, knowing you look exactly like him." You murmured.

The truth sliced through Miguel's soul like a new blade, causing him to scowl under his breath. He knew you were right, but the reality of the matter only put salt in the already broken wound.

"I'm not him." He muttered, taking your hand in his.

Because he cared. Miguel genuinely cared for you. Sure, it came off as resentment... but deep down, there was something he had for you... affection, admiration... hell, it could be one other thing.

Love.

"I wouldn't do this to you, Nena. Believe me, I wouldn't." He pauses, squeezing your hand tightly. He knows what to say, and although he feels the slight buildup of bile from nervousness, he takes a breath as he continues.

"I lost my daughter... Gabriella. I tried to save her when her dimension was under attack, but it wasn't enough. Before I knew it, she fizzled into nothingness, and I'm left with the burden to bear of losing the one part of me that reminded me of the happy innocent silver linings that exist within our SpiderVerse...and I continue to beat myself up for it... hell, I nearly killed Miles Morales... and I haven't been that great to you either, Scar." He says tearfully, unable to look at you.

"S'Fine, Miguel... you can't keep blaming yourself. You have to know you can mourn too... you're allowed to be upset. These canons are part of these fucking lives we live, but we do it to be those heroes that our dimensions need. We endure a loss for the gain of others... and yes it's wrong. It doesn't make sense, but it shouldn't deprive you of grieving your own daughter." You mumbled, the tears streaming down your cheeks only broke his heart further.

The scar on his shoulder seemed to react, as he winced slightly in pain. The discomfort caught your eye, as you soothed the new ink with a gentle pat.

"I'm so sorry. To lose someone you love... aches. Like an empty void." You resumed, squeezing his hand in return.

Sitting in silence for a few minutes, Miguel scans your eyes, noticing how sad they look. He eventually pulls you in for a warm hug, a soft kiss pressed to your forehead as a silent reminder that he's there.

Sure, his old self fucked up, but he wouldn't.

He'd fail again if he did.

The feel of his arms embracing your frame only made you feel safer, your breath syncopated with his as he pressed a few more kisses to your temple, letting you cry out into his shoulder. All of those feelings, all of that guilt... now expressed in nothing but tears and gentle utterances from him to calm you down.

And he cried too.

Sobs that were so profound from his soul, only emphasizing just how sorry he was. His attempts to apologize only broke your heart further, knowing he was coming from a good place.

"892 did you wrong... so its only fair that I fix things. And I know, its not a good idea to mess with the dimensions, trust me... but for you, it might be worth the risk." He mumbles, rubbing your back as you hug him a little while longer.

He lets you pull back a few steps, pressing his forehead against yours.

"For the sake of the fucking multiverse... and for you... let me rewrite your story... without a goddamn canon."

He mumbles again, his soft lips ghosting over yours. The slight gasp from you earns a shy chuckle from him as he places one hand on your cheek, caressing you gently.

"Only because you insist." You whispered, closing the miniscule space the only way that seemed fit.

A kiss.

Miguel nearly lost it, as one of his arms held your waist, the other free hand cupping your cheek as he kissed you back. The warm embrace of your lips melding into his only caused him to stir, as blood rushed through his body like a jolt of adrenaline. Little giggles and chuckles exchanged between the two of you as you kissed, the air eventually beginning to get thicker; affection slowly transitioning to lust.

He realized he needed to go slow. So he broke the kiss, cupping your chin as he pressed his lips to your forehead again.

"I promise you one thing, Nena... by the time I'm done... you won't remember what the number 892 means." He mumbles, hugging you closely.

"Good. Keep it classified, yeah?" You quipped, voice muffled in his chest.

"Classified... out of sight, out of mind."

The deal was done. And what was to come would change everything.

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a/n: i'm very in my feels... bear with me on this one and i'll see you in my inbox <3

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[beomieluvs]

sunshine&civilian!reader x grumpy!miguel is my fav ever

thinking about miguel trying to explain all his tech to her (≧◡≦)

oh oh!! this is so cute!!

you’re in his lab, and it’s a little crazy actually. there’s so many spider-people here if they all wore their suit you’re pretty sure you’d think they were all the same.

his lab is unlike anything you’ve ever seen before. there’s a million screens, a platform where he sits to work and everything is almost holographic.

“miguel, what’s with all these little bots?” you pick up one of his nano bots, placing it in your palm as you hold it up to his face.

he’s currently hunched over his desk, baby screwdriver in hand as he tinkers.

“qué?” he turns to you and sees the nano bot and sighs.

“these bots? are they baby robots?” you ask and he nods.

“i use them for my suit and some other stuff.” he explains as you set the bot carefully on his desk. “they’re not exactly baby robots, they’re nano bots.”

you nod, “but doesn’t nano mean like something super small? i remember that from physics class.”

miguel sighs, but it sounds more like a laugh he’s trying to disguise. “i guess so, amor.”

you sit beside him again, crochet needles back in your hands. “do you use them for your webs too? and what about if you get hurt? how do they help?” you ask, clearly distracted by his tech.

miguel laughs then for real, “kind of? it’s all connected on my suit. if i get hurt, they adjust to cover wherever is hurt.”

you nod, satisfied with his answer. you only crochet three stitches before putting it down with a sigh. “miguel, what if they fall off your suit when you get hurt?”

he turns to you, wheeling his chair closer to yours. his hand cups your jaw, almost swallowing it while in his hold.

his thumb caresses your jaw and cheek, “what’s with the 21 questions, amor?”

you lean into his touch, “i just worry. i don’t understand all this and i just worry that you might get hurt a lot.”

miguel nods, kissing your forehead as he weighs your words.

“i get it,” he remembers the worry. “i’m always careful,” an exaggeration. “my nano bots can’t fall off the suit. i promise i’ve thought of everything.”

you nod, content with his reply. you stamp a kiss to his palm.

“will you teach me how to make one?” miguel frowns.

“a suit?” you giggle at his confusion.

“no, a nano bot! i wanna make something tech-y.” he sighs, long and lovelorn.

“maybe,” which is practically a yes from miguel and you squeal.

you let him go back to his work after that, you turning back to your own crochet project- a web to tie to your headphones.

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ミ★ miguel o’hara likes you for awhile now and he can’t help himself around you. he comes to terms with his feelings for and he’ll make it known that he likes you. it is up to you if you’ll accept his feelings or reject him!

✧🜚 miguel o’hara tries to save you from you falling off a building from your demise as you were knocked unconscious by an anomaly. you quite literally pulled a gwen stacy on him.the mission goes south…will he be able to save you? it is up to you

𖨆𒊹︎ miguel o’hara is a very famous basketball player who plays for the webber’s for nueva york! you’re in a secret relationship with him as he keeps you away from the spotlight. you’re fed up with being kept as a secret so you talk to him about making the relationship exclusive. will he listen to you or not?

ఌꨄ miguel o’hara is a rich geneticist who works for alchemax and also a sugar daddy. he’s a billionaire so he’s loaded with $$$, and you’re just a broke college student desperate for money. miguel wants to spoil the perfect sugar baby as he’s very wealthy yet lonely. you come across his profile and both miguel and you click. you both decide to meet each other at a restaurant in NYC. what will happen next? will he make you his sugar baby?

☹︎㋛ miguel o’hara and you just lost your precious daughter, gabriella. miguel became cold and bitter even angrier and you became a recluse, a homebody. your marriage may be in thin ice…both of you heartbroken over the lost of your daughter. will miguel be able to open up to you or not?

🜸🜚 miguel o’hara is a famous actor where the whole world has his eyes on him. he’s an a-list celebrity and well you are an aspiring and upcoming actor. you debuted in your first ever movie with miguel o’hara. you’re his co-star. luckily to you, the movie did numbers and made you become quite famous. the lines of acting and reality blur, and you and him seem to actually fall for each other! what happens next? who makes the move first?

ミ★ hobie brown as your boyfriend! you’re the only non-spider person who knows about his secret, him being spider punk.

✫彡 pavitr prabhakar had saved you from a building collapsing on top of you and ever since then you and him have stayed connected. after awhile that friendship blossomed into a relationship where now you and him are dating.

ミ★ miles morales and you are childhood besties! you both share everything together even your silly little secrets. you both attend the same high school together, but one day you go to visit him at his dorm room. you knocked waiting for him to open up but you didn’t hear anything so you opened the door…unbeknownst to you-you find out he’s spider-man?!?! how will he react?? how will you react?!

✫彡 spider-man noir is a private investigator and well a spider-man. you’re his personal assistant who assists him in all his cases and missions during the 1930s. his goal is to fight the bad guys and the n*zis. will you get even closer to him over time or not??

ミ★ the spot had taken you hostage taking you to god knows where!? he may look like a fool but don’t underestimate him. he’s a super villain and sadistic in a way. he torments you and such. you try your best to escape him, as your mission failed. what will you do? what will he do to you? will you be able to evade him and defeat him once and for all??

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a/n: i take requests <3 much love 💗

[beomieluvs]

helloooo I’m still working on pt 2 of highschool sweethearts, so sorry if this takes a long time since school just started and I have a flu :(

[beomieluvs]

ummmmmm elon is just weird

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Miguel O’Hara icons

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♡ highschool sweetheart !!

— a junrae au

# chapter 1

synopsis: he’s the charming genius, meanwhile he’s famously known as the troublemaker. how could they even intersect and be close to each other?

word count: 616

note: junhyeon and taerae are the same age in this universe <3 and sorry for the grammar mistakes, english isn’t my first language :(

content warnings: fluff, bxb, junhyeon x taerae, ooc, just highschoolers being silly

“Kum Junhyeon, famously known as the school’s troublemaker. He’s been called to the school counselor a few times- I mean COUNTLESS times. from messing up his grades to making graffiti in the school gym.. why do you need to know about him anyway?” Park Hanbin asked as he closed the new senior locker.

“Nothing.” Taerae shrugged calmly.

“Wait, don’t tell me that you’re interested in him?”

Taerae nervously spoke and answered “To be honest, I don’t know. My heart skips a beat whenever I see him. He’s just- unique.”

“If you say so then, but it’s definitely a crushhhh” Hanbin chuckled and teased him.

He’s just really unique to him. The way he smiles everything off, his brown colored hair, The way he hums to nirvana on the way to class, and eventually falls asleep during them.

Meanwhile Kim Taerae, he’s the star student. He does everything perfectly, from his grades to his handsome charm. No wonder tons of girls- even guys are head over heels for him.

Now, it’s currently the first day of senior year. That means tons of exams and events.. it’ll be very much tiring for the students.

Everyone starts to check on the school board to see the class arrangements. Taerae looked closely to find his name. Good for him, he’s still in the same class as Junhyeon. This time, he wants to make the first move on him.

The bell suddenly rang, and everyone rushed into their classes. The distance was far, so he ran to the class.

After 2 minutes, he arrived at the new class. It was rather the same design as the previous one, with the same marbled floors and grey walls.

And there he is, Kum Junhyeon. He’s sitting lazily with his legs on the table while reading a manga.

Taerae caught a glimpse of him. “He’s so handsome.. wait why am I even attracted to him??” He mumbled. Then he sits in his designated chair, not far from Junhyeon.

The class starts, and Taerae writes down some notes for the class so he can study them later. The opposite of him, Junhyeon is barely paying attention to the whiteboard while chewing some gum.

“Are you paying attention Junhyeon?” The teacher spoke in a rather irritated to a serious tone.

Then, Junhyeon answered lazily while waking up from his slumber “Yes- yes I am miss!!”

“If you say so. Let’s continue with the class, everyone.” The teacher scoffs.

A few hours later, the bell rang. That means the students will have a break. A lot of students are running to the cafeteria and some of them are sitting in class while playing with their phones, or studying. Both Junhyeon and Taerae decided to just stay in the classroom.

Suddenly, a girl peeks into the classroom and said “Kum Junhyeon! Kim Taerae! You both are called to the counseling room!”

“Huh? That’s just.. weird. I’ve never been called to the counseling room before. I didn’t get into any trouble did I?” Taerae spoke confusedly and scared.

For Junhyeon, It was just like a daily routine. He doesn’t care anyway, neither does his parents.

Then, they arrived at the counseling room. Taerae seemed nervous meanwhile Junhyeon is relaxed with his hands on the back of his hand.

“Sit here. Both of you.” The counselor said.

Taerae and Junhyeon sat next to each other. Sitting across from the counselor.

The counselor starts to say the news and said “Look, the school has come to an agreement, and it’s best for taerae to tutor junhyeon. He has so much potential but he’s just too lazy for that. I hope you can somehow push and motivate him to be better in his studies, especially it’s currently senior year for you both.

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[beomieluvs]

zb1 giving you partner privileges … !

> pairings: non-idol!zb1 x fem!reader

> warnings: lowercase intended, not proofread

> song recommendation: mori by dawid podsiadlo (its in polish but u gotta listen to it fr)

> note: i started my exams today … two more to go !!

김 jiwoong.

THE PRIVILEGE IS REAL

im being so fr 😭

when literally anyone tries to take something from him, JUST BORROW FOR A SEC he immediately turns D:

except when its you

you could take (over) this mans whole life (you already did) and he wouldn’t even complain

hes THAT whipped

girl TRUST ☠️

“hey jiwoong, i wondered if i could borrow your charger for a sec, mine just stopped wor-“ rickys sentence got cut short by jiwoongs whine

HOMEBOY SNATCHED THAT CHARGER AWAY FROM HIM

“jiwoong, my sweet !! i thought i could use your laptop. i need to get some work done real quick”

jiwoong immediately gives u the laptop no hesitations

trust me if he could give you his all time life savings along with that laptop HE WOULD

(pls do i kinda need money 💯)

“can i use ur cologne jiwoong pls” “no”

BUT IF ITS YOU

“hey jiwoong!! i thought your cologne smelt really nice and wondered if i could spray a little on myself too!!”

shows u all colognes he has ever bought

EVEN THE EMPTY BOTTLES

“u can choose. the one i used today is this one :D”

later gives u like 2-3 of his STILL FULL colognes that you liked the smell of cause “i dont need that many anyways”

장 hao.

he’s serious about his sleeping

trust me.

he gets so mad when someone disturbs him in his slumber

and he’s also very difficult to wake up 😭

seriously

“hao u really should wake up…”

*snores*

“hao pls we have a schedule in 30 minutes”

*snores*

jiwoong you should just give up atp 🧍🏻‍♀️

“literally wake up what the fuck”

and let me tell y’all

when someone other than you miraculously manages to wake his ass up

he’ll just straight up yell at them

“SHUT UP” yes throw that pillow hao ‼️

but you

your voice has something that immediately wakes him up in his best mood

rainbows around his head and allat yk yk

every time when it’s you waking him up TRUST ME you’ll never see a morning pout on his face

you could literally beat his ass awake and he’d have nothing against it ☠️

he gets all soft and allat … yeah cute babe hao

his members r fucking confused cause what he so whipped for

can u see the what the fuck expression on jiwoongs face ??

HE JUST SIGHS

HE OFFICIALLY GAVE UP YALL

he’s in love like that

giving you privileges LIKE THAT …

also his morning i love yous … hi I need a bf quick

he’s a 10/10 boyfriend btw 💋

성 hanbin.

the amount of privilege you get as hanbins partner …

he literally pays for your every single thing

u saw that new pretty skirt while window shopping ??

“honey, want me to buy it for you?”

no matter your answer he in fact always does buy it

ur on a date in that cute new caffe ??

“hey, choose what you want. ill pay.”

SO HOT 💔

“hanbin !! this necklace is pretty, isn’t it ??”

“yeah, pretty neat” and the necklace is at your door 2 days later

basically your human wallet

of course its not like u demand from him to pay for you, he just does

and hanbin really enjoys buying you things and making you happy btw ‼️

cute

but when it’s his members 😭

oh hell naw he ain’t having it

“hanbin could you pls pay for me I forgot my wallet”

AND HE JUST GLARES

sighs

and sometimes SOMETIMES he does pay for his members but it’s like

once in a blue moon literally

“hanbin do you maybe want to buy me that new, cool game (whatever games he fucking plays) ??” GYUVIN BABE YOU KNOW THE ANSWER

“no” LMAOO

“oh no !! i ran out of money on apple pay …” you just wanted to buy keys on subway surfers 😕

hanbin IMMEDIATELY charges your apple pay with … a lot of money. you can buy a lot of keys now. are you happy.

GYUVIN SEES IT ALL AND IS OFFENDED ☠️

석 matthew.

i get a feeling that as long as matthew enjoys physical affection, he’s not that big on hair touching ?? like yk

he probably won’t let his members touch his hair very often

i dont know i just feel like he wouldn’t like it

“matthew, u got something on your hair” gunwook tries to pick whatever shit landed on his head

MATTHEW GRASPS HIS HAND HALFWAY 😭

GUNWOOK LITERALLY HISSES IN PAIN MATTHEW CHILL PLS PLs pLS

“i can do it myself” okay mr serious ?? gunwook literally didn’t ask

its not that serious, it was never that serious 💯

BUT WHEN YOURE IN THE PICTURE

you really like touching his hair

it’s so soft and allat

and sometimes you just randomly place ur hand on his head

he tenses up FOR A LITTLE SECOND and then softens up cause he realizes it’s you

SO CUTE 💔

lets you touch it for however long you want

matthew just doesn’t mind

ALSO

when you kiss his hair while ur hand is on his head he gets all shy and covered in blush 😭

kisses u back …

can u imagine what he’d do if instead of you it was one of the boys

HED THROW HANDS I CAN FUXKING TELL

honestly i dont see matthew as an aggressive (?) type of guy but when it comes to his hair ☠️

김 taerae.

we all know taeraes fashion sense is a bit … yeah.

basically it’s kinda bad

but that boy doesn’t let ANYONE literally anyone style him

“taerae i dont think these red pants fit well with that shirt …” hao just tried to give him some advice

and taerae just ignores his words 😭

“no taerae, don’t but these shoes, they won’t go with anything”

“stfu” BYE

but you ………

of course you love your precious bf but

sometimes you just can’t stand how off his outfits look 💔

”hm taerae… i dont think this shirt fits these cargos! maybe you could wear this white one?”

changes in the blink of an eye ‼️

“do i look better, sweetheart ??”

YES YES YOU DO

he’s so cute pls

he’s ready to change his whole outfit if you ask him to

“taerae i don’t think this outfit suits a date night…”

it’s not like you demand him to change, you just simply share your opinion

WHICH HE FUCKING RESPECTS

maybe even a little too much 😭

so whipped

guess who has head over heels for you

definitely not taerae

“taerae, my sweet !! these pants have too many bright colors, don’t you think they won’t suit anything you have ??”

“oh! maybe you’re right. thank you, sweetheart”

NAH BYW

리키 ricky.

he’s so in love that the amount of privileges he gives you is fucking enormous, im fr

but we’ll focus on one

ricky never lets ANYONE go through his phone 🙏🏼

he doesn’t hide anything or sth

he just doesn’t like when people go through his things, especially without his permission

“what the fuck are you doing with my phone, yujin” in a matter of 0.5 seconds rickys phone is not in yujins hands anymore

poor boy just wanted to check the weather 💔

“hey ricky, can i check something in your phone ?? mine just died”

WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE, HANBIN

“no” as simple as that 😭

“oh ricky … i also wanted to check my gmail real quick but its o-“

he doesn’t let you finish and just hands you his phone

HANBIN IS OFFENDED (who wouldn’t 😭 this looks like some kind of prejudice)

oh my god how things change when it comes to you …

basically you have more access to his phone than ricky himself

sometimes it even comes to you literally using his phone all day. literally whole 24 hours 💯

AND HE DOESNT COMPLAIN AT ALL ??

like literally no complaints whatsoever. zero. none. 0. FUXKING NULL.

his members r like what the fuck because like

WHATS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN YOU AND THEM

yall sometimes also like to switch phones for a day

the amount of pictures you take on his phone 😭

so whipped that he deletes NONE of them ‼️🙏🏼

김 gyuvin.

yes i do know i use this theme a lot while writing for gyuvin but i just cant help leave me alone pls

okay we all know gyuvin likes gaming

but he’s real serious about that …

if you’re not (y/n) don’t even think of disturbing him while he’s gaming 😭

HED LASH OUT TRUST

“gyuvin do you want som-“ taerae can’t even finish because gyuvin starts fucking throwing hands at him

“im kinda busy yk.” yes. yes we know.

HE DOESNT EVEN LET ANYONE TOUCH HIM ?? LIKE AT ALL ☠️

oh such a discord mod he is (im joking btw..)

but if it’s you …

oh girl i envy you this kind of boyfie 😕‼️

when you’re near him while he’s gaming he’d literally play with his headset only half on

yk in case you need something from him

so cute and so hot at the same time 🧍🏻‍♀️

he’d abandon his game for you

AND IM SERIOUS WHEN I SAY ABANDON

GIRL TRUST 💯

and ..

he lets you sit on his lap too ??

oh lawd have mercy 🙏🏼

when u sit on his lap he would literally play with one hand just to rub soothing circles on your back …

pls i need a therapist 💋

박 gunwook.

gunwook really doesn’t like when someone disturbs him while he’s focused on something

i mean its kinda obvious ??

probably no one does lmao 😭

he’s ready to throw hands even if it’s something way more important than the thing he’s focused on

IM SERIOUS ONG ‼️

“gunwook, can you stop what you’re doing for a while?” jiwoong asks with a pretty serious tone

“i can’t” WITHOUT EVEN LOOKING UP FROM HIS BOOK ?

not good … 💔

jiwoong im so sorry you’re probably so done by now

but if it’s you … !!!!!

“gunwook…” you whine, feeling kinda bored and alone today

AND HE IMMEDIATELY SHIFTS HIS WHOLE ASS ATTENTION TO YOU

god, teenager in love ‼️

he doesn’t really want to abandon what he’s doing rn as gyuvin does so he just

divides the attention 💯

…

sits you on his lap

OR SOMETIMES EVEN ON HIS DESK 😭

holds you by ur waist and just simply

plants kisses all over your cheeks

do I need to say his members r kinda disappointed ?? ☠️

hi i need a cute boyfie rn 💔

한 yujin.

okay so

there’s a lot of things yujin would let you do without you noticing it’s a “privilege”

because he wouldn’t complain if others did those things too ??

i mean like … its yujin so

but when YOU do these …

he encourages u so much 😭

ong…

im so serious … ‼️

“yujin can i try your food ?? it looks so good” ricky asked waving his chopsticks at yujins face

“oh… yeah go for it, i guess” WITH THE BLANKEST STARE EVER LMAOO

PLS TRY TO SEE IT WITH UR IMAGINSTION

“yujin! can i see your necklaces? it’s so cute!”

YUJIN IS SO SO XONFUSED

“oh… well… yeah”

now imagine you doing it 😭

“can i try some of your food, yujin ??”

HIS EYES IMMEDIATELY LIGHT UP ‼️

“yes! this here is rice with chicken and sour sauce and these ones there are some fried vegetables! eat as much as you want, cutie!”

okay yujin… 😭 not THAT serious babe

“yujin, my sweet! can i see your necklace?”

SO SO IN LOVE

“of course! i can help you put it on if you want to! you’d look so good in it!”

bae is so cute

gvnvks © 2023

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zerobaseone

with physical touch

gn reader, fluff, established relationship wc: ~1.8K

jiwoong

- i feel like jiwoong wouldn’t be big on physical touch like there’s definitely members that are much more into physical touch than him. he’s more of a quality time guy yk

- for him, physical touch in public might only be hand-holding and he would love having an arm wrapped around your waist like wherever you go, he’s right beside you. he’s the type to never leave you alone like he’s always beside you like at parties, gatherings etc

- jiwoong would probably kiss you on the head a lot like it’s easy access since dude is like tall, he can just lean down and place a kiss on your head (he also loves sniffing your hair since he likes the scent of your shampoo)

- and he probably loves back hugs. like no matter what you’re doing like you’re in the kitchen cooking, he’d be hugging you from behind with his head resting in the crook of your neck, taking in your scent, comfortably just closing his eyes and enjoys embracing you while you’re doing whatever

other members under the cut!

zhanghao

- i see zhanghao as someone who’s quite clingy and loves always having his hands on you like he would not let you go. i imagine him to be the type to literally cling onto your arm like a koala whenever you’re outside

- zhanghao loves just hugging you and smothering you like he loves kisses because they seem so intimate to him yk he loves waking you up with kisses all over you face and i feel like he’s the type to love pda like he would not hesitate to kiss you in public

- cuddles with him would be like him literally having a death grip on you while you wrap your arms around his waist with your cheek pressed against his chest. his head resting above yours like his cheek is pressed against the top of your head, occasionally leaving kisses there, and his arms wrapped tightly around your torso.

- idk but i see him obsessed with randomly leaving a trail of kisses along your jawline line he’s so disgustingly sweet. “hey! that tickles!” you giggle as zhanghao continuously traces kisses along your jaw with a lovesick smile on his face

hanbin

- hanbin’s def more of a words of affirmation and acts of service guy but his physical touch game is strong too. he loves linking your arms together like a married couple like he would be dragging you around and leading you to places yk.

- when in private, he loves feeling your lips on his. hanbin would kiss you all the time, whenever he wants to, like you’re just watching a movie then he randomly tilts your chin up to kiss you and when you’re just cuddling, he suddenly grabs your face to kiss you

- you were close to falling asleep while watching a movie with hanbin on your couch but then hanbin suddenly tilts your chin up as your head was resting against his shoulder with your legs sprawled on his, and kisses you gently then suddenly goes back to watching the movie again

- something about hanbin just randomly inspecting your face sometimes yk what im saying like he loves holding your face in his hands and just caressing your cheeks while looking into your eyes lovingly like bro is so in love

matthew

- ultimate master at pda and making everyone around you two want to cry at your gut-wrenchingly cute relationship since matthew is from canada yk unlike the korean members he’d be less shy

- like you guys could just be going shopping on a date and while you two were lining up to pay he’d sneak a few kisses on your cheeks and lips with his hands resting on your hips

- you would be like those cheesy couples you see on the escalators yk like matthew one step above you while you were facing him with his hands resting on your shoulders as he lovingly looks into your eyes and talks about literally anything with you

- also best hugger matthew his bear hugs are the best like he would cling onto you like a bear while cuddling like literally his head leaning against your shoulder and arms wrapped around you and his embrace is so warm and comfy

taerae

- shy boy pt 1

- taerae isn’t much of a physical touch person either but when it’s initiated he will get so red and flustered but like sometimes when he’s confident, he would suddenly just backhug you out of nowhere and hides his face in your neck totally not to hide his bright red face lol

- but cuddling sessions with him would be very intimate like i imagine him to love softly running his finger through your hair while he sings softly to you. cuddling with him would be like him laying flat on his back while he has an arm around your shoulder, pulling you close into his chest and your head’s resting on his chest and arms wrapped around his torso

- he will get so shy whenever you kiss him in public or just get too close like he’s trying to show you something and you just lean your head near him or just resting it on his shoulder and he just gets so red or when you’re just getting something to eat and you randomly steal a kiss from him he would get so flustered

ricky

- ricky wouldn’t initiate physical touch much when in public but whenever you take the lead to do so he might seem unbothered on the outside but on the inside, he’s freaking out like his heart is about to beat out of his chest and his ears are getting so red

- ricky isn’t much of a hand holder really but he loves wrapping his arm around your waist too just like jiwoong. like he would follow you around like a lost puppy while blatantly admiring you, dude would not notice if you led him to the mental hospital because his eyes are only on you and his feet just move automatically, following you wherever you go

- no but ricky best kisser

- ricky is just such a natural at kissing. his lips are like a drug and once you feel them, you would be yearning for more. ricky knows very well about his hold on you and would use that to his advantage for whenever you have any disagreements or when you aren’t listening to him, he would just kiss you to shut you up and you just instantly melt

gyuvin

- we all know gyuvin absolutely loves smothering people he loves with his embrace. at any time of the day, doesn’t matter where you are, he would randomly grab your face and squish your cheeks, cooing about how adorable and loveable you are like did you see the way he is with yujin? it’d be way worse with his s/o

- since he has big hands, he loves comparing hand sizes with you as an excuse to touch your hands and he is a big hand holder, wherever you go, your hands are always linked together

- i also see gyuvin as the type to wrap his arm around your shoulder like he takes full advantage of his height and he’s kinda mocking you by doing that since it’s so easy for him to just smoothly wrap his arm around your shoulder and pull you closer by his side. probably walks around with his arm around your shoulder all the time and talks with you while doing so like gyuvin is so talkative

- gyuvin might be a little shy with kisses but he’s totally confident with stealing kissing on your nose, cheeks, forehead and temple. however, when it comes to your lips, he would get so shy like he would grab your face and be prepared to give you a peck on the lips then suddenly hesitate and you would have to be the one to lean in

gunwook

- gunwook is clingy. he would not leave you alone and he feels the need to have his hands on you all the time like he feels insecure whenever you’re not beside him. it’s a basic need for him to have you safely secured in his embrace

- ik i said matthew best hugger but gunwook is equally as good of a hugger as matthew. gunwook loves just resting his head beside yours. hugs with him would be like him literally towering over you and you drowning in his embrace. his buff arms wrapped securely around your back and waist with his head slightly dipped down to sniff your hair, while you have your face buried in his shoulder

- has an obsession with playing with your hands. just any skin to skin contact is perfect to him. he would play with your hands and inspect them, tracing his fingertips all over your delicate hands, not leaving any inch of skin untouched

- gunwook often peppers kisses all over your face like when he’s trying to get you out of bed, he would leave pecks all over your face and make you giggle, with that he would also tickle you a lot like the pure ecstatic giggles you both let out and the wide smile on his face omg

yujin

- shy boy pt 2

- since you guys are still young, too much skinship might be new to you but there’s always those shy little touches and contact. yujin would hesitate holding your hand while you’re walking together like you two just walking side by side, your hands merely brushing against each other but neither of you have the courage to take the lead and so i feel like you would resort to linking pinkies instead like you’re technically holding hands but not really like it’s so adorable

- yujin would hold your hand under the table whenever you’re eating with your friends though. your linked hands resting against his thigh while he gently caresses your hand and you guys think you’re being slick but everyone at the table knows. he would also sneak kisses on your cheek when no one’s looking. he would look around to see if anyone’s looking first and then builds up the confidence to quickly sneak a hurried peck on your cheek, proceeds to pretend nothing happened after and you’re just like what the heck

- yujin loves resting his head on your shoulder whether he is facing you or behind you. like he would surprise you by suddenly resting his chin on your shoulder from behind and you jump slightly and relax only to realise it’s yujin and you would slightly pat his fluffy hair and he hums in contentment. also yujin with nose kisses>> he loves leaving small kisses on your nose

the way each part gradually gets longer and longer as i write 😐

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currently writing a junrae au sooo look forward 4 that <3

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⸻ ★ 𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗶𝗴𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝗺𝘆 𝗶𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 <3

niki !! 6teen she / fae | random + writing acc

DNI !! basic dni criteria, homophobic, antiblack, you don’t believe in people on the aroace spectrum

acc is mostly 4 fun but i will sometimes write fanfics

spiderverse miguel o’hara txt stray kids zb1 boys planet

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no because concept miguel is such a cutie

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ℂ𝕠𝕞𝕚𝕔 𝔹𝕠𝕠𝕜 𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕖

Synopsis: You finally realize that you and Miguel are stuck inside a comic book romance. 

Warnings: Yandere themes, angst, the reader has Stockholm syndrome but can we really blame her? 

There’s something about a sleepless night that’s lethal. A loaded gun aimed point blank at your head and your heart and your eyes that are too weary to recall the difference between fact and fiction. Right and wrong.

Miguel should be home soon you think as you stare at the Daily Bugle’s nightly broadcast. The headlines are the same as last week’s villain attack and the week before that, and the week before that. 

‘SPIDERMAN REPORTED DEAD AFTER TANGLE WITH NUEVA YORK’S NEWEST VILLAIN!’

 You think this is the 18th time he’s died this month. A hologram dances in front of you, some withering reporter adamant in his claim that this time. This time for sure Spiderman is dead. A Harrowing claim, one you know to be false. Your lover isn’t so easy to kill, you should know on account of how many times you had tried. Back when you’d painted Miguel O'Hara as the villain in your story, back when you were so obstinate to return to a wholly ignorant life of so-called freedom. 

Miguel can’t die, you refuse to believe that a man like that is subject to such a mortal thing. 

You use to try to imagine a Miguel that had grown old. You couldn’t back then and still can’t today. Because heroes are eternal, or so you’ve come to believe.  They die a hundred deaths and reawaken younger than before. Heroes aren’t immortal -that’s the part that makes your heart skip a beat- yet death has never had the chance to lay claim to them. Miguel is fine you’re sure of it. 

There’s a noise, a disturbance in the wind, the sound of thousands of coiled webs being used to sling across the air.

A sign that Spiderman has arrived.

He’s here.

You can’t help but smile. 

“What’s the old man saying this time?" 

You turn to see Miguel, land at the edge of the rooftop. Legs limb as he staggers towards you. With a defeated moan he sits down. Close enough for you to inspect the galaxy of bruises that dance across his stunning face. 

When did you fall in love with him, again? 

"You’re supposed to be dead,” you say, a bitter laugh following, the peculiar words.

“I think that’s the 14th time the Bugals had a spread on me dying” He chuckles, dry and humorless. 

You bite your tongue to avoid correcting him. 

“Who was it this time? Venom or Flipside?” you ask, trying to guess which of the two had been able to give the Miguel O'Hara a run for his money. 

“Just some kid, from another dimension. Mocoso already screwed up the canon once, and he’s damn well trying to do it again. He used Spider Bite to send himself home, so I didn’t get the chance to…” He doesn’t bother finishing that sentence. Doesn’t have to, you’ve seen worlds collapse upon themselves because a tiny imperfection had distraught the canon. You know why he does this. You know why he must do this. No one is exempt from the canon. No matter how young and naive they may be. 

How peculiar the life of superhumans are. For all the guts and glory every hero’s world is only bounded by thin silk strings. Perpetually on the verge of collapse should the chosen one refuse to follow destiny’s orders. 

Heroes aren’t pretty, they neither sparkle nor shine. Instead, they burn with a self-lit fire that grows out of control, burning until only ashes remain. Heroes are tragedies swung across every dimension. War-torn children with blood under their fingernails and chipped teeth from one too many close calls. Heroes aren’t pretty, nor beautiful, nor divine. They’re mangled creatures who come alive at night, staggering across half-lit streets doing what they believe is right. 

You’ve tried to commit this to memory. Tried to memorize it so you wouldn’t make the same mistakes as every lovesick idiot who’s fallen in love with a superhero. 

But sometimes it’s so hard to remember, especially when Miguel has been your only companion for months now. The only person you have to talk to. The only person who is there in the early hours of the morning when even sleep abandons you. And he’s always there again at night to tuck you in before he departs to fight whoever has broken the few simple rules that the canon calls for. You’ve almost come to appreciate his paranoia and insistence that you stayed locked inside the penthouse. Although he’s grown a bit bolder as of late. Permitting you free range of the terrace and rooftop. A sign of good faith, he’d called. Whilst you’d presume that he’s come to enjoy you waiting outside to greet him when he returns from the miseries of being a golden boy. 

“I try to save everyone, I try to make sure the universe is held upright. So why the hell does everyone always treat me like I’m the villain?” His voice is raising, fangs glowing in loose rays of starlight. His hands are crossed in annoyance. You rest your hand on his arm as you snuggle closer.

Heroes and villains, what’s the difference? 

That’s a question the two of you have been pondering for too long now. 

Even though you doubt  Miguel truly knows who he is. It’s hard to fall into the orderly boxes of 'good’ and 'bad’ when the fate of every universe lies on your already brittle shoulders. 

He’s a hero who acts like a villain. That’s what you use to call him. Back when he’d first plucked you away from your ordinary mundane life.Deeming the world too dangerous for a defenseless little civilian such as yourself. He had promised to love you, to cherish you. Back when you’d been so resistant to play the role of the hero’s lover. But seeing as how no matter what nightmares he went through as Spiderman, he had still kept those two promises. You had slowly started to grow fond of him

Time and time again Miguel has made you feel like a butterfly caught in a spider’s web. Wings clipped and waiting for the inevitable. He’s overbearing to the point where his sheer presence feels like a boulder placed on your chest. Or maybe his strings have finally found their way to your heart, coiling around the organ controlling its every beat and pulse. Yet somehow, somehow, you started to desire more and more of him.

You’re in love with the hero who plays the villain. 

You’re in love with the villain who bares a hero’s mask. 

“You should be more careful when dealing with the other spiders. I hear they’re not all as precautious as you.” Your fingers trace the purpling marks on his cheek.  Sliding from one universe to another. 

You know Miguel isn’t a tiny spider he’s a bloodthirsty tarantula. Yet you still worry. Fear that one day he may fail to return home. 

“You shouldn’t worry about me preciosa,”

“Someone has to, Miguel, you’re not as indestructible as you may think.”

“If I kiss you will you stop complaining?”

There’s no room to answer, his lips rest on yours, forceful and sweet. Captivating, dominating, and as always overbearing. His fangs slowly sink into the back of your lips. That familiar iron taste invades your mouth once again. 

Sometimes Miguel feels like a hero, shouldering the universe’s burdens, and fighting for what’s right. After all, with great power comes great responsibility. This is what he wanted, he always wanted to be the hero.

But sometimes when the spider’s lair is abandoned and he returns home to you, he can’t help but feel like the villain. He’s protecting you he knows that. Justifying it is easy when you watch dimensions wither away in violent glitching and endless screams, daily. Yet he wonders if his predecessors were ever like this. If the heroes are supposed to keep their lovers locked away. Alone yet safe. A fair trade in his mind. 

Miguel isn’t quite human, half-everlasting and half-horror. 

A dangerous combination

Or at least a confusing one. 

The point is he’s some sort of hero. But that also means he’s some sort of villain. Even the old tales got things wrong, not every superhero is carved from porcelain and ivory. Not every villain is built from ash and rage.  

Sometimes heroes are carved from gravestone granite and glazed with poison. Sometimes their powers are self-inflicted curses that chew away at flesh and bone. sometimes the hero’s halo is made of barbed wire digging into his scalp and embittering his thoughts. Sometimes heroes kill themselves before any villain gets the chance. Spitling their body apart a million times a day because destiny decided to play a cruel joke on them. Picking the weakest of all mankind to become its guardian. 

When he pulls away from the kiss, he lifts your hand to his mouth. 

His fangs sink into your finger puncturing bone as he gnaws the stress away. Blood leaks down his chin, spilling over the rooftop. He pulls your body closer. An anchor in a never-ending storm. 

You kiss his chin, looking into his eyes. Eyes that can never choose whether they wish to be human or monster. Your head instinctively finds his chest nestling into the cold metal of his suit. 

Oh, how you wish you could crack his rib cage open and crawl inside. 

Sometimes you think back to the original tales. The ones from your dimension, albeit it seems that -regardless of a few rare exceptions- the stories are consistent in every universe.  

The story always goes the same. Peter Parker falls in love with MJ or Gwen, you’ve come to learn that in the long run, it doesn’t really matter. Spiderman saves them again and again. Until the whole world knows that Mj or Gwen are somehow connected to the masked hero. But never once does she leave his side. Rebellious blond or dotting redhead, Spiderman’s lover stays regardless of how desperate and vicious the villains become when they start to learn that the story always ends in the hero’s favor. 

It’s every gal’s dream to be the lover of a superhero. Awaiting their betrothed’s triumphant return. Greeting them with amorous tidings and cherry red kisses. 

You think you’re Gwen or Mary Jane. Or whoever else decided to fall in love with the troubled boy who has radioactivity coursing through his veins. The boy who was deemed a hero and thus was destroyed because of it.

Of course, there’s the other part. The underlying message of the story, that parents all so conveniently 'forget’ to tell their children. The disease of the otherwise perfect tale. They forget to tell you that Gwen Stacy fell to her death and Mary Jane is left abandoned, once the hero realizes that his mere presence is a curse. Stories may end in the hero’s favor but much like the villain the lover is also doomed by the narrative. That’s normal for any hero’s lover. They always burn out to cater to the hero’s ever-fuming torch of justice.

you feel broken, as you’re sure they did too. An unspoken rule of being with a hero is that eventually, you start to lose your sense of self without them. It doesn’t make sense when you put it like that but along the way bits and piece of you broke off. Pieces that you forgot to patch up. You’ve been mending by using segments of Miguel to make yourself feel whole again. It’s a small miracle that you still hold a fading memory of whom you used to be before he made you his. A miracle that sweeps through the cracks of your soul. 

Heroes never need to fear death, just an eternity of pain. Losing everyone they love, over and over again. Maybe that’s why Miguel’s grip is so suffocatingly tight. He knows that eventually, not today and maybe not tomorrow but eventually he’s going to lose you too. 

You’re a comic book Juliet and he’s Romeo with superpowers. Everyone knows that comic book heroes are doomed from the start. Neither you nor Miguel are exceptions. 

Maybe the two of you are doomed by the narrative.

But for tonight, as the moon slowly sinks behind the skyscrapers and the stars fade one by one. The two of you are safe in each other’s arms. 

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Jade I’ve been WAITING and HOPING for you to ask about spider verse and/or Miguel requests. He is the epitome of grumpy love interest falls for sunshine reader, would you maybe write something where he’s like in the midst of being scary and intimidating and then when reader walks in he is trying to maintain that image in front of whoever else is there but she just like totally ignores it and basically exposes how soft he is?

Obviously feel free to take or leave whatever parts of that you like I just love grumpy x sunshine

SPOILERS FOR SPIDER-MAN: ACROSS THE SPIDER-VERSE BELOW

thank you for your request! for you my love, grumpy (lovesick) miguel x sunshine spidergirl!reader, 1.5k

Miguel spends a lot of time arguing with Peter B. Parker, or as you've so fondly nicknamed him, Sweatpants-Man. Well, Miguel spends a lot of time yelling at him. It stopped for a while; Peter B. Parker took some time away from the Spider Society, but eventually he returned with a brand new spider. A baby girl. 

You linger at the door, startled to find him in company, but pleased when he isn't yelling as loudly as he could be. He looks desperately as though he wants to shout, and is holding back through sheer force of will, his eyes widened and his hair falling in unruly waves over his forehead, strands of it curled into his eyes. 

Miguel is a worrier. It isn't his fault. He's a great man with responsibilities beyond his control, and he may not always react how he should, but he tries his best. You don't agree with everything he does, but you like him. You adore him. For all of his goodness, his bravery, and the smile he gives you when you're alone. 

He's clearly troubled by something. 

"I don't really see the harm, I won't tell him a thing," Peter B. Parker says.

"Why do you refuse to listen to me? No. End of discussion." 

"I think we should reopen the discussion," Peter B. Parker says. 

He and Miguel are friends, you think. They would have been best buddies by now if Peter could abide by Miguel's rules. Then again, you ignore the rules often and indiscriminately, and Miguel likes you.

He's scraping his hair out of his eyes now, a fierce glare fixed on Peter's face, and you have the urge to go in there and try to persuade him to give Peter whatever it is he's asking for. You're almost certain you could do it. 

Not through your sheer mastery of the persuasive arts, though you have mastered them, but because Miguel O'Hara has a soft spot for you. He tries to hide it and you refuse to let him. You haven't tried to kiss him or anything (you secretly aren't that brave) but you run circles around him for fun, only letting him boss you around every now and then to keep things loose. You could be much meaner about the whole thing: what is so humiliating as falling for your lackadaisical subordinate? But you don't hold it against him, because he likely isn't finished falling yet, and because you really do like him. 

You pull your mask off of your face and then your gloves, shoving them into a concealed pocket on your thigh. 

"Miguel," you murmur, knowing he'll hear you no matter the volume, "what's wrong?" 

Miguel doesn't glance your way. 

Peter B. Parker's shoulders sag in relief at your appearance. "Thank god you're here," he says. 

You hadn't realised Peter knew who you were. "I'm here," you repeat mildly. 

"Tell Miguel that the risk involved with visiting Earth-1610 is super, duper small." 

"Well, it is negligible," you murmur, though Peter's quest isn't your prerogative. 

Miguel groans loud and unapologetically. 

You stand near Miguel and look up at him. He's ridiculously tall. You’d have to crane your neck if you stood at his feet. You maintain some distance and look him over from a gentler incline, cataloguing the dark circles under his eyes for the hundredth time. They don't look too bad today, but you wish he'd get more rest. 

He has a very fierce face, but you know how it softens when he laughs. It's hard to find his glaring intimidating when you've witnessed the white flash of sharp teeth as he smiles, the way his eyes light up and his eyebrows relax from their stern set when you bring him something to eat on late nights. It's almost always smothered as soon as it happens, but it does happen. 

"The risk involved is not super small," he says, still not looking at you, "the risk involved is actually incredibly big, and it isn't worth it." 

Peter puts his arms out just as Mayday drops from the rafters above. You huff a laugh at his coordination and Mayday starts to laugh, her knitted beanie drooping into her eyes. 

"Hi, baby," you say softly, reaching out to hold her hand. She squeezes your fingers. 

"It's worth the risk. Absolutely, it's worth the risk, and I would argue that me visiting would actually strengthen the state of the multiverse–" 

"In what scenario–" 

"–and, like, make your job easier." Peter stops Mayday from climbing up your shoulder. 

"If there's one thing you've never done, Peter, it's make my job easier. I can't believe you're asking me again," Miguel says, taking a big breath, like he's going to pop. 

You step away from Peter to catch Miguel's attention. When his eyes lock onto yours, you smile as fondly as you're able, the kind of smile you know he likes. Your eyes widen just a touch and your eyebrows rise, the corners of your mouth not quite dimpling. It's a smile that says all the same stuff you love to say aloud. Hi, handsome. What's got you so stressed today? 

"Don't be like that, Miguel," Peter says. 

You tilt your head to one side. "You don't look very well," you say. 

"I'm fine." There's a thread of gentleness there, almost indistinguishable from his serious tone. "Or I would be, if Peter would listen to me for once." 

"I'm listening, man, I just think you should see sense." 

Miguel's face flickers like he wants to correct him, but he keeps getting caught on you. Nothing specific, just that his gaze lands on your face or your shoulder or your arm before he looks at Peter, and all the steam rushes out of him. He’s trying not to smile at you.

"I see sense," Miguel insists. It's like he wants to be angrier than he has, gritting his teeth weakly. "It's not feasible right now." 

You smile at that. Right now. You're not sure he's ever said something that could lead to a compromise. You are sure that he hadn't meant to. Peter is understandably thrilled, hiding his own smile as he puts Mayday back into her carrier. 

"Alright. Well, I've gotta take her home. But I'll see you both again soon," Peter threatens, wiggling his eyebrows. "Thank you," he adds, nodding at you. 

You laugh as he leaves. Miguel is nowhere near as pleased. 

"You did that on purpose," Miguel says. 

"I did what on purpose?" 

"Coming in here." 

"Yeah, of course. I come to see you all the time on purpose. Did you think I was drifting in here on the breeze? That would be difficult, considering." You gesture to the entrance of his office, which is far from easily accessible. 

Miguel looks at you, unimpressed, with his hands on his hips. You wonder what it would take to make him put his hands on yours. 

"Don't even think about it," he says. 

"About what, handsome?" 

"You think I don't know what that look means?" He sounds fond rather than angry. It's a win. 

"I bet you know, but I'm in the dark, so if you'd… illuminate it for me, that would be greatly appreciated." 

He checks that no one's about to enter his office. You feel your heart jerk in your chest, and if his super senses are anything like the other Spider People, he can hear it. 

"You really can't come in here when I'm trying to set people straight," he says. 

"Why?" you ask. You could pout at him, but you think that might be too much. 

"You know why." Somewhere between words he drifts closer, soundless, his face inching down toward yours with a surprising swiftness. "You know why," he repeats.

You lift your chin as much as you dare, which isn't much, but enough that your giggly confirmation fans over his lips, "Yes, I do." 

He nudges you away, and it isn't without affection. His warm, big hand lingers on your shoulder, even as he says, "Go, go do something." 

"Miguel, I came to see you." 

"I know, and I have a meeting with Jess in a minute, so you can't be here. It'll undermine my authority." 

"What will?" you ask, smiling, because you already know. His fondness for you. 

"Go away. Come and see me later," he says. 

You sigh and spin away from him. "I will, but not because you told me to!" you call, leaving the office with an awful sense of victory. 

Miguel scrubs his face with his hands as you go. He's really not sure what he's going to do with you. His plan to hold you at arm’s length isn’t working anymore, and honestly? He doesn’t think he could stand it a minute longer. Thank whoever’s watching over him that you actually do as he asks for once and leave. 

Miguel was one sweet smile away from kissing you up against the wall.

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This is so college!AU of him—he’s such a nerd! 🥹💕😍

I can imagine him being such a workaholic he either falls asleep at work and you bring a blanket for him, or going on coffee runs together late at night