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Some days he’d set the aperture, the opening, as
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wide as he could,to ruin the picture, to let all the light in. pinterest: forlornhub
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betaot4 · 14 minutes ago
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betaot4 · 9 hours ago
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i cry so much more often since i started writing “for fun” and it’s become such a catalyst in me self-hate spiraling is that a sign that i just shouldn’t do it anymore?
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betaot4 · 9 hours ago
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i just want to quit writing and delete all of my fanfiction and forget i ever tried to do that and forget i ever even watched south park or got into the fandom. that’s how i feel right now. and never read any fanfiction again or go on discord or tumblr or do anything creative again publicly i just want my mind to be a blank slate where i surprise myself with every creative thought i have because i know nothing about what anyone else is doing so my own ideas are exciting and amazing and impressive to me
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betaot4 · 10 hours ago
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august 20, 2022
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betaot4 · 10 hours ago
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Underwater forest with tadpoles, Vancouver Island, BC, Canada
photograph by Eiko Jones
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betaot4 · 10 hours ago
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Lets just have the dopest summer ever
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betaot4 · 11 hours ago
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what’s my favorite poem well id probably have to say teenage boys in high school band have two virginities
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betaot4 · 19 hours ago
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poet of an ordinary heartbreak by Chris Abani
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betaot4 · 19 hours ago
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i would be the worst mfa student what should i do instead
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betaot4 · 19 hours ago
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today's poem of the day 🥺
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betaot4 · 20 hours ago
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Bitches love my lifeless dead eyes
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betaot4 · 20 hours ago
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jason molina’s writing advice to matthew j barnhart via his blackberry in 2008 
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betaot4 · 21 hours ago
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i can feel one of you studying me
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betaot4 · 3 days ago
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betaot4 · 5 days ago
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My bedroom in 2014
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betaot4 · 6 days ago
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my "suicidal hermit" lifestyle has been largely detrimental to my emotional wellbeing
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betaot4 · 6 days ago
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Shortly before I entered into adulthood there was a carefree and foolhardy vaporwave summer, followed by a solemn and contemplative nightcore winter.
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