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Sometimes we seek that which we are not yet ready to find.

ig credit: odwyer_sio9.

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when i say "romanticise the ordinary" i don't mean "hide all aspects of your life that do not fit under some kind of aesthetic" but rather "strive to find beauty in all the little things because i promise you, happiness can be found everywhere"

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friday | march 29

and just like that, i'm 1 week into the term. i have a feeling the next few months are going to go by really fast - and honestly, the warm spring weather can't come soon enough.

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school? hard? …when? my grades are always amazing…

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Took me until about halfway through college before I realized “study” means “play with the material in a variety of ways until you understand it” and not just “read the assigned chapters and do the homework” and I think that probably should have been discussed at some point prior to that.

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i want to live in the ghibli world sooo bad like you guys don’t even know. i would risk it ALL

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it's kind of crazy climate change has occurred at such a remarkable pace that I and everyone else around my age can remember a completely different climate in our childhoods. I truly watched winter gradually disappear in my life.

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hold on a second man…

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i love studying. i love writing. i love reading. i love learning languages. i love doing mathematics. i love wandering over some particular sum and trying to come up with formulas to solve it. i love physics. i love biology. i love chemistry. i love history. i love literature. i love learning.

not to achieve the perfect grades ever. but it just amazes me that there's so much to know and learn and write and read about in the universe. my curiosity wouldn't get enough of it.

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Bags under my eyes seem deeper than my faith in the future

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Please excuse the damage,

The baggage,

All this weight I carry

Call me Atlas,

Call me tonight,

I need your arms around me

I'm tired,

Exhausted,

I'm asking, begging for your help

Call me yours,

Call me tomorrow,

It's just that I'm really not doing so well

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WAIT WHY ARE YOUR COLLEGE NOTES MY YEAR 12 NOTES

Some lab notes

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“our teeth and ambitions are bared” is a zeugma

and it’s a zeugma where one of the words is literal and one is metaphorical which is the BEST KIND

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the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.

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{Quotes:Nitya prakash/Richard siken ,crush}

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"The Picture of Dorian Gray" Chinese production