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ayo....... funky little sage on their blog.... wtf

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IM COMING BACK I SWEAR

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my laptop charger has mysteriously disappeared so…. until i get that or a working mouse i have no access to my stuff… very peculiar…. will update with more info.

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i have no clue what y’all are up to these days wtf…. hey… it’s been a very busy year for me

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um…. hey…. it’s me sage :)

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ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴛᴀʀꜱ ɪɴᴄʟɪɴᴇ ᴜꜱ.                                                                             ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ʙɪɴᴅ ᴜꜱ.

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putting regulus on a temp hiatus until i feel comfortable here again. :) here’s my pinned just so i don’t lose it if i need it again

you can follow me here:

serphime / multi

foxnets / aftg multi

montagvs / roma montagov

dmjin / kaz brekker

hangaungjun / lan wangji

jhawkns / jim hawkins

rieltveld / jordie

its a lot of blogs but ones i’ll be posting on for the most part :)

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putting regulus on a temp hiatus until i feel comfortable here again. :) here’s my pinned just so i don’t lose it if i need it again

you can follow me here:

serphime / multi

foxnets / aftg multi

montagvs / roma montagov

dmjin / kaz brekker

hangaungjun / lan wangji

jhawkns / jim hawkins

rieltveld / jordie

its a lot of blogs but ones i’ll be posting on for the most part :)

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timothée chalamet as laurie in little women (2019).

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                   [   TWO   HOUSEHOLDS,     BOTH  ALIKE  IN  DIGNITY  …  !   ]                                ✦          𝐚𝐬   𝐰���𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧   𝐛𝐲   𝐦𝐚𝐜𝐲   ⅋   𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 .          ✦        

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He nearly collapses into sobs, urgently he must transform into a thing that can be seen and heard or else he’ll be left alone, he must transform into something comprehensible or else no one will understand him, or else no one will go to his silence no one will know him if he doesn’t speak and explain, I’ll do whatever it takes to belong to others and for others to be mine, I’ll give up my real happiness that would only bring abandonment, and I’ll be like everyone else, I strike this bargain to be loved.

Clarice Lispector, from “Boy in Pen and Ink”, Complete Stories (trans. Katarina Dodson)

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left behind

Alejandra Pizarnik, tr. by Yvette Siegert, Extracting the Stone of Madness: Poems 1962 - 1972 // KK Kozik, Floating (oil on linen), 2020 // Joan Didion, Blue Nights (2011) // Adonis, tr. by Khaled Mattawa, Selected Poems; “The Child Running Inside Memory” // Carol Marine // Terry Pratchett, Thief of Time // Lucy Mckenzie, Kerry, 2001 // Mitski, Working for the Knife // Holly Warburton, Night-time Solitude

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Time to bring back handwritten letters. x

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heyyy 🤡

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no but like a house that haunts itself. a house thats been left alone for so long it starts to create ghosts to inhabit it. lonely rooms and abandoned furniture casting shadows on its walls as a way to fill it up. echoes of a time when it was loved. laughter still haunting the long, dark corridors. a table set for someone who is never coming back. a door that opens itself to you as you walk by. a spiders web. a flytrap. a gaping mouth. lonely. aching. hungry

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evermore - taylor swift (ft. bon iver)