beyaanonymous

[beyaanonymous]

I cannot decipher the difference between love and fatigue. I cannot see the rift where we shatter and break; where we separate. Two hearts, never beating as one. My thighs quaver like tectonic plates under the touch of your fingertips. At the hollow breaths, we breathe in the dead of night. We do not sleep. We do not think. We simply eat and breathe one another. We wear ourselves out on false promises and trembling ideals but the earth crumbles and the sun will fade into exhaustion. I cannot decipher the difference between a false reality and my dreams.

[beyaanonymous]

Don’t seek aid on people — friends or lover. Healing starts with acceptance of the things done and learning to find peace with the emotions you build inside. Reframe those thoughts into something positive if not then something to motivate. We cannot seek aid on people to make us whole when we’re broken. Because maybe they are broken too. Don’t seek aid on people and plant mindset that their existence will help you kill your demons — because they don’t have that power but you can.

[beyaanonymous]

I have a friend and we have been talking on and off for more than a year. I get too attached with his charm and personality and he gets too attached to others. I know that there's no chance for the both of us. I know we can't be more than friends. He doesn't like me the same way that I like him. He also likes someone, too. There's no hope for my feelings.

I felt this before. But, what I can say is since you know there is nothing, let go of it maybe not suddenly but slowly. I know it will be hard but do not dwell on something that will hurt you.

[beyaanonymous]

Ingatan mo sya ha? Binaliwala nya ako, para sayo.

[beyaanonymous]

Baka naman

lets get personal.

1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?

2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

4: What do you think about most?

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?

6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?

7: What’s your strangest talent?

8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?

10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?

11: Do you have any strange phobias?

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?

13: What’s your religion?

14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

17: What was the last lie you told?

18: Do you believe in karma?

19: What does your URL mean?

20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

21: Who is your celebrity crush?

22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

23: How do you vent your anger?

24: Do you have a collection of anything?

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

28: What’s your biggest “what if”?

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

31: Smell the air. What do you smell?

32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?

34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?

35: To you, what is the meaning of life?

36: Define Art.

37: Do you believe in luck?

38: What’s the weather like right now?

39: What time is it?

40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

41: What was the last book you read?

42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?

43: Do you have any nicknames?

44: What was the last film you saw?

45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?

47: Do you have any obsessions right now?

48: What’s your sexual orientation?

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?

50: Do you believe in magic?

51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

52: What is your astrological sign?

53: Do you save money or spend it?

54: What’s the last thing you purchased?

55: Love or lust?

56: In a relationship?

57: How many relationships have you had?

58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?

59: Where were you yesterday?

60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

61: Are you wearing socks right now?

62: What’s your favourite animal?

63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

64: Where is your best friend?

65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.

66: What is your heritage?

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?

68: What do you think is Satan’s last name?

69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?

70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.

74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?

76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

77: How can I win your heart?

78: Can insanity bring on more creativity?

79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

80: What size shoes do you wear?

81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?

82: What is your favourite word?

83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.

84: What is a saying you say a lot?

85: What’s the last song you listened to?

86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours?

87: What is your current desktop picture?

88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?

95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

96: Do you have any relatives in jail?

97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?

98: Ever been on a plane?

99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?

[beyaanonymous]

Naiinip na akong marinig ang lahat ng kwento mo. Nananabik akong marinig ang bawat kwento sa likod ng pagiging malakas at masiyahin mo. Nais kong marinig kung paano mo pinaiikot ang mundo mo sa mga pintura, lapis, pelikula at mga kanta. Hindi ko na din maipinta kung paano ko pipigilan ang sarili ko na makisabay sa masigla mong pagsayaw sa paborito mong awitin. Hinihintay kita, matagal ka pa ba? Huwag kang mag-alala, hindi ako naiinip. Naniniwala akong ang paghihintay ko sa huli ay mabibigyang hustisya dahil sa walang kapantay na ngiti na maibibigay mo hindi lang sa labi, kundi sa puso kong matagal ka nang hinahanap hanap palagi.

[beyaanonymous]

I got my heart broken and I survived, I failed 3 courses in university and graduated, I got rejected in the very first job I applied for and got promoted yesterday, I went through hard times with my family but then two years later, we laughed our hearts out over lunch, The closest friends disappointed me several times but I made new friends and loved them with all my heart. I did it once, I can do it again.

[beyaanonymous]

“I’d like to hide it for a little while, my love. I’d like to shower you bits of my sugarcoated ‘I’m fines’ even when I’m not.”

— hannahbananuuh.tumblr.com

[beyaanonymous]

Hi

Hello anon, kamusta buhay mo

[beyaanonymous]

tell them i was the                                                                                                    warmest place you knew                                                                                    and that you turned me cold

- Rupi Kaur 

[beyaanonymous]

i don’t have “trust issues”. i got “i’ve seen this type of shit before so i be damned if i go through it all over again” type of issues

[beyaanonymous]

this made me so happy

reblog to make someone smile

credits to @shreyadoodles

[beyaanonymous]

Send me an "if I met you" message in my ask. I'm bored & I wanna know lol

PLS SAVE ME FROM INSANITY LEZZGO

[beyaanonymous]

How to Deal with Procrastination

1. Be honest with yourself and admit that you’re putting off stuff that really needs to be done.

2. Try and figure out why you’re procrastinating. Is it because you don’t like it, it creates anxiety, you don’t understand it, it feels overwhelming, you’re disorganised …?

3. Decide to break the habit of procrastination by deliberately rewarding yourself for doing something you’d rather not do.

4. Make a pact with a friend –where you deliberately and regularly encourage each other, and hold each other accountable.

5. Sit down and think – in detail – about all the likely consequences of not doing what needs to be done. Be brutally honest, and try and picture what you’re life is going to look like 6 months, a year and five years from now ( if you continue to procrastinate).

6. Decide to break large tasks down into smaller, more achievable tasks, and then tackle these smaller tasks one at a time.

7. Recognise your progress, and affirm and praise yourself for making these changes – and doing things differently, even though it’s hard.

[beyaanonymous]

Heaven knows you’re lost

but you’ll be fine, you’ll be fine

Heaven knows we’re lost

but the sun still shines, we’ll be fine.

[beyaanonymous]

You haven’t lost who you are, you’re just different now. and that’s okay

[beyaanonymous]

you consistently tell me that you like me. but what struck me the most is that you keep on telling me those things as if you want me to clench into your make-believe utterance yet your actions just can’t mirror what you keep on uttering.

would it be a sin if i just want everything to be real? can i, for once, have a tangible reality wherein i could bask in jubilation, warmth and bliss of your love? am i pathetic for wanting you to crave for me as if you are a predator that hasn’t seen a prey for days?