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Kudos! Will use this for reference!

Some words to use when writing things:

winking

clenching

pulsing

fluttering

contracting

twitching

sucking

quivering

pulsating

throbbing

beating

thumping

thudding

pounding

humming

palpitate

vibrate

grinding

crushing

hammering

lashing

knocking

driving

thrusting

pushing

force

injecting

filling

dilate

stretching

lingering

expanding

bouncing

reaming

elongate

enlarge

unfolding

yielding

sternly

firmly

tightly 

harshly

thoroughly

consistently

precision

accuracy

carefully

demanding

strictly

restriction

meticulously

scrupulously

rigorously

rim

edge

lip

circle

band

encircling

enclosing

surrounding

piercing

curl

lock

twist

coil

spiral

whorl

dip

wet

soak

madly

wildly

noisily

rowdily

rambunctiously

decadent

degenerate

immoral

indulgent

accept

take

invite

nook

indentation

niche

depression

indent

depress

delay

tossing

writhing

flailing

squirming

rolling

wriggling

wiggling

thrashing

struggling

grappling

striving

straining

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I am always his. And i always yearn to be rewarded. 😍😍😍

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Or perhaps the worst? It is a love and hate relationship.

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One of our best swing!

"The gal is young & hot! The guy is matured & gentleman."

Should i say yes to M for us to meet them? 

I dunno how guys think, but I am not as hot n not as young as her. 

Hmm... many thoughts are running through my mind. Before every meetup with couples, there will be curious and mixed feelings within me. Of cos, M and i will usually decide together whether to meet each couple or not. 

Will M focus on her and forget about me? Or will i focus on the gentleman and forget about M?

I do have confidence in myself. Not that i am a supermodel, but it's the overall attributes and knowing what i want and thus seek for. Plus the gal looks too hot to resist! ( i m not bi but i m cool to kiss a gal n make more friends.)

As with every possible swing, I want to see how M goes for lust other than his bitch, & at the same time, not neglecting his bitch. It applies to me as well. How do i juggle being F by another man, yet still showing M that he is still the one that i will lust for always. (Not every couple can do that.) 

I m also curious abt this gentleman. How gentle he look vs how wild he can get in bed. 

How will this meetup turn out to be? Dinner and Bye? Swing?

On the day of meetup, we got some chips n went to their place. Cosy & private aptm. 

The guy is really gentleman n the gal is really young n hot! 

We had home cooked food at their place and felt warm and welcomed, of cos with drinks as well. 

M & i are constantly touching each other. Be it my feet touching his, or his hands on my lap and everywhere else. These r signs n assurances for his bitch, who submit to him always and willingly.

The guy introduced Absinthe to us. 68% alcohol content! Before tt i already had some wine. The gal n i shared 3 shots.

M loves it when i m a bit high. 

We chatted, eat n drink. Suddenly without asking, i kissed her! She got a pleasant surprise n returned the kiss. The 2 guys were shocked. Or rather, surprised. 

We then proceed to the room. I was high n aroused. Wet of cos. We got into deep kisses n bj with our own guy. Undressing them too. Then we swapped. In between, the 2 gals touched, kissed n she bites! Ouch! She was more intoxicated than i am n she's damn high. 

Even when we swapped, M n i interlocked our fingers, touching each other as n when we can, as he F her, or as the guy F me. It's always this kind of interaction that we enjoyed. 

When it was the guy's turn to take me, i was screaming away n told him how much i enjoyed being F by him n how high i was. (Actually i can't rem this. M told me thereafter, blame it on the alcohol!) Of cos the gal was enjoying M's thrusts & moaning away. 

Some how, we swapped back n i m back to M. He took me on even harder n more aggresively. I love it always, be it gentle or agressive. 

The gal was playful n interrupted with her bites on me as n when she could. She's very strong n i tried my best to avoid her bites! 

Finally, M unloaded on my body. This bitch is fully satisfied. From the swing and most importantly, from the mind-blowing finale given by my guy.

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How do I know if I am a sub?

I only knew i am when i met my master. Before him, my previous partners didn't explore this hidden part of me.

In fact, when i first got together with him, we were not in any kind of dom-sub (DS) rship. It evolved along the way.

When he realised that i am actually a sub, he lead me and push my limits, bit by bit.

We are however not the extreme kind. We do not live by the DS rship every other minute.

He is still the same guy who can make my heart flutter, who can make me smile like a little girl, each n everytime we meet.

He is also the same guy, who dom, lead n command me. His commands can make me wet without even seeing him, that's the power of his words!

Generally i do not say no. When i do, it will be my #bratdays. Where i might be punished for disobeying him. Sub are generally not brats. But i can be 1 at times, that's my deviation 😉

I am not a daddy's gal either. Master prefer his bitch to be feminine and mature. And that's what i like too.

Our chemistry works wonders, be it in or out of the room. So bizarre that even after several years together, it is still working wonders!

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Being lead by my master arouses me. Always. He don't control me. He dominates me. Loving it. Always.

Write this Down

Dominance is not about control over a submissive. Dominance is about leading and the submissive following. These words have been said thousands of times by thousands of people. I suspect it will continue to be said for many years to come. Submissives do not seek people to control them. They seek a leader that proves time and time again that they are qualified to follow. Mistakes happen. Wrong decisions are made. It’s how you handle those decisions that make you reliable and trustworthy.

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Dominance..

Dominance is being there for her. Dominance is working through her meltdowns. Dominance is accepting her, especially when she won’t accept herself. Dominance is telling her no. Dominance is quieting her demons. Dominance is being her bastion of strength. Dominance is encouraging her. Dominance is comforting her. Dominance is guiding her. Dominance is building her.