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YOU TURNED YOURSELF INTO A FREAK. A MONSTER. AND NOW YOU'RE NOT GONNA BITE? a reimagined sam winchester of the cw's supernatural. based on the kripke era / anime / comics. the unwilling prince of hell / mature themes / crossover friendly. made worse by kita.

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YOU TURNED YOURSELF INTO A FREAK. A MONSTER. AND NOW YOU'RE NOT GONNA BITE? a reimagined sam winchester of the cw's supernatural. based on the kripke era / anime / comics. the unwilling prince of hell / mature themes / crossover friendly. made worse by kita.

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when patch 8 and i can actually make rinn a death domain cleric im actually gonna be so active yall don't even know

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are you a person of color?

hi! idk what's inspired this question since i'm never online rn but no, i'm white as milk.

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durge as a character is so agnes mon.tague coded its sick.

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rinn being the perfect daughter when it comes to bhaal and bhaalspawn is so important to me. like you can be perfect in the eyes of one being, you can have your fathers love, but its as the expense of everything else.

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okay just ftr i'm gonna be visiting fam for most of the next 2 days and will not be taking my computer with me so. there'll be no writing done but u will soooo catch me being annoying on mobile.

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Lev St. Valentine

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EPIC: The Musical - The Underworld Saga

This is a sentence starter from EPIC: The Musical’s: The Underworld Saga. 

THE UNDERWORLD

“My comrades, this land confuses your mind.”

“Full speed ahead, until we find the prophet.”

“All I hear are screams, every time I dare to close my eyes.”

“I no longer dream, only nightmares of those who've died.”

“Why would you let the cyclops live when ruthlessness is mercy?”

“I keep thinking of the infant from that night...”

“[Name], when you come home I'll be waiting.”

“Even if you're the last thing I see, I'll be waiting.”

“I took too long.”

“Waiting, waiting, waiting.”

“Your past is always close behind.”

NO LONGER YOU

“I see past and future running free.”

“There is a world where I help you get home.”

“I see a song of past romance.”

“I see you on the brink of death.”

“I see a man who gets to make it home alive.”

“But it's no longer you.”

“Now you tell us our effort's for nothing?!”

“I see your palace covered in red.”

“A man with a trail of bodies.”

MONSTER

“How did suffering become so endless?”

“Do I need to change?”

“I'm the only one whose line I haven't crossed.”

“What if the greatest threat we'll find across the sea is me?”

“What if I'm the monster?”

“What if I'm the problem that's been hiding all along?”

“Is he up in the middle of the night?”

“When a god comes down and makes a fleet drown.”

“And now no one dares to piss him off?”

“Or does he throw away his remorse and save more lives with guile?”

“If I became the monster to everyone but us.”

“Who would care if we're unjust.”

“And I'll become the monster like none they've ever known!”

“I must become the monster and then we'll make it home!”

“I'll become the monster.”

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ive decided two things. first...absolutely the love of the game. but also its absolutely sceleritas' fault

the redesign/replay is making me question. does rinn do cannibalism for the love of the game or as part of her bhaalspawn chosen one worship.

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the redesign/replay is making me question. does rinn do cannibalism for the love of the game or as part of her bhaalspawn chosen one worship.

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✎ㅤ. . .ㅤ𝑾𝑰𝑻𝑯 𝑹𝑬𝑫 𝑯𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑺.

₊˚⊹ ㅤa collection of loose verses taken from songs by precious pepala. writing/roleplaying prompts. some contain religious imagery and/or topics. most of these are angst, but some can be fluffy! feel free to edit these as you see fit.

❝ fill my lungs with holy water. ❞ ❝ memories... memories. i'm not sure. were they ever real or were they forged? ❞ ❝ have i been deceived by the light? ❞ ❝ should i even grieve? ❞ ❝ what if it was all a lie? ❞ ❝ give me a reason to say it's not me, it's you. ❞ ❝ give me a reason to leave. ❞ ❝ i promise i won't be sad if i catch you with red hands. ❞ ❝ i'm on my knees praying, you're the devil in disguise. ❞ ❝ if i get to those golden gates and he turns me away... oh, then you can say i told you so. ❞ ❝ i’ll burn forevermore like the sun that will rise even after i die. ❞ ❝ please, can't you see you're killing me? ❞ ❝ smother me with loving hands. ❞ ❝ secrets that i keep? oh, they’d keep you from sleep. ❞ ❝ i'm just a black sheep. ❞ ❝ so cover me in wool and pray, maybe i'll change. ❞ ❝ throw me to the wolves and say you're not to blame. ❞ ❝ i feel like i'm falling from heaven to hell. ❞ ❝ found the apple of my eye in you, and i want to take a bite. ❞ ❝ maybe you can call me eve; standing here under the forbidden tree. ❞ ❝ this love isn't holy. ❞ ❝ father, forgive me, for i don't know if i can change. ❞ ❝ i feel like the angel who fell. ❞ ❝ maybe i want to bring the devil to dinner one day. ❞ ❝ once in a blue moon, i let my guard down for someone like you. ❞ ❝ too many times, i've been left with scars. ❞ ❝ i will keep my cards close to my chest. ❞ ❝ heart ain't on my sleeve, you will never gonna see how i really feel. ❞ ❝ these tears are for my eyes only. ❞ ❝ my heart is made of glass—half empty and smashed. ❞ ❝ don't leave me alone with my head when i'm hanging on by a thread. ❞ ❝ this silence is heavy and it might be the death of me. ❞ ❝ the monsters from under my bed now live in my mind, and they're not very kind with me. ❞ ❝ don't leave me, don't leave me alone. ❞ ❝ oh shucks—i think i've gone and said way too much. ❞ ❝ i think i should've kept my mouth shut. ❞ ❝ i will hold out my hands, i'm ready for the cuffs. ❞ ❝ what are you laughing at? ❞ ❝ prepare yourself to live it again, and again and again. ❞ ❝ speak the truth you know they want to hear. ❞ ❝ tell a lie enough until it feels real. ❞ ❝ pray and everything will be alright... what a lie! ❞ ❝ hide the wounds and never let them heal. ❞ ❝ i'm getting butterflies, but they're not the good kind. ❞ ❝ the knot in my chest is getting too tight. ❞ ❝ this must be what it feels like to have a good time. ❞ ❝ mmmm, i want a bottle of wine… ❞ ❝ having fun yet? ❞ ❝ take a deep breath… ❞ ❝ i declare a thumb war (just so i can hold your hand). ❞ ❝ wrap me around your finger. ❞ ❝ 'guess i like when we play rough. ❞ ❝ break down my walls, and i'll sit right in the palm of your hand, darling. ❞ ❝ i need you to stay, need you to stay. ❞ ❝ i feel like you can't feel the way i feel. ❞ ❝ i'll be messed up if you can't be right here. ❞ ❝ when i'm away from you, i miss your touch. ❞ ❝ you're the reason i believe in love. ❞ ❝ you know that i know that i can't live without you. ❞ ❝ i'm a moth in a room of butterflies. ❞ ❝ don't say you miss me. ❞ ❝ i'm the death of the party. ❞ ❝ i know you all too well, but can't call you a friend, because friends don't make you feel this way. ❞ ❝ the devils i'm afraid to face resemble you more day by day. ❞ ❝ all i ask of you, let go. ❞

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this is why bhaal worships on the rise again btw

btw. i updated rinns design again.

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btw. i updated rinns design again.

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anyway i will forever love to think about how many times the tadpole gang almost met pre game. i think at 1 point 6 of them would have been there at the same time, some of them may have heard rumours of each other, seen each other across a street and forgotten.

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i love it when durges are a little fucked up looking. like it makes me giggle to imagine bhaal sat there creating his new art-psychology joint project like a 12 yr old drawing their first oc.