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“There are lots of ways to be lost at sea….The waters rise and sweep us away. We fight the currents for a way back to dry land and solid ground. To each other. To normal.”

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as a disabled person who’s been through their fair share of wrongful terminations, ADA violations, and discrimination suits, i have so many opinions of the lawsuit arc that i could write a whole essay

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he pulled up to the hospitalllll with buck in tow for some reason and his aunt said "who is this?" and eddie went this is Buck. the guy i work with at my new job i started like maybe a month ago. and she pulls buck aside and says "eddie cannot keep raising that child alone" and buck is like. ok i Understand. and I will be the child's stepfather. of course i will do this for Eddieguyijustmet.

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when a theatre i hate working with reaches out to hire me for a production i always quote them 2 or 3 times my typical rate bc i win either way: they say no and i don’t have to work for them or they say yes and im making crazy money off being miserable for two months

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9-1-1 8x17 "don't drink the water" / homie by danez smith / oliver stark / the raven king by nora sakavic / ryan guzman / cutting for stone by abraham verghese / the parallel universe by sophie lucido johnson / fair - the amazing devil / when you're home - in the heights / the story is the love language by jason bayani / 9-1-1 2x08 "buck, actually"

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“Something happened to me that was supposed to be life changing, and nothing changed. It’s like everything just stopped. I feel like I died that night.”

–Franny Choi

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being severely disabled is hard because nobody wants to risk a lawsuit by doing surgery on me (i need my wisdom teeth out😔😔)

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Madney 🤝 Buddie

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selections from this poem!

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Peter Krause as Bobby Nash in 9-1-1 6x08 | What's Your Fantasy?

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hi! i don't know how to start this post so i'll just get to the point. my grandpa died yesterday. it was kind of a sudden, since he was talking with me in the morning and then he went into surgery and next thing i know, the doctors were telling me he was braindead and there was nothing else they could do to help him.

i hate hate hate that i have to do this right now when i should be grieving in peace with my mom, but my grandpa was also the one that paid for the apartment we're currently living in and for most of our expenses. so now we have 20 days to find a new place that we can afford just me and my mom, we have to pay a million pesos (1k dollars ish) to just cremate my grandpa and look for jobs that will pay better than we have right now.

so yeah, i know everyone's going through a lot right now, but if you can donate anything or commission anything, i'd really appreciate it. i mainly draw for 911 and the pitt, but since i'm desperate, i'll draw for any fandom you want me to. the commissions, as always, is whatever you can pay.

my ko-fi <-

i'll leave a few drawings below for the people who might not know me:

and yeah, thanks for even reading this post! <3

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i've always been your dad.

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maddie x colors: green

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“Whether we're here in the house or out on a call, I'm watching you, I'm looking, I see you. When you look at me, What do you see?”

—Brianna Wiest

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Bobby and Buck: A race against death in two parts

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Bobby and Buck: A race against death in two parts

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Several times a year the lafd HR department gets transfer requests and letters of resignation from drama queen duo Evan Buckley and Eddie Diaz and each time the poor HR officer does a mighty sigh, pops it straight in the bin and awaits the incoming oop changed my mind email