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I cradled tiktok in my arms as it died. I watched my likes disappear, my comments, my reposts, my friends. The rest of the world just disintegrated under my finger tips and the only thing I can do is mourn. There's not even a wake, or a funeral to attend. There's only disconnection 💔💔

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watching in horror as i scroll through tiktok and video start to freeze or not load at all. profile pictures disappear. i am unable to leave likes. i felt like watching the ship sink.

i crawl back to tumblr on my hands and knees.

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I just wanna know if love wins before America loses

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I’m finally reading The Vampire Lestat and his religious breakdown after his conversations with Nicki are so reminiscent of Louis confession moment in the TV show. Lestat saw himself in that moment and wanted to make Louis not feel the pain and panic from the same God that did not stop his panic and pain

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Now I must add “fang banged” to my vocabulary

Daniel really figured out a 77 year long-con in the span of 15 interviews, Armand just looked at him like 😦, and then they fang banged about it

Name a more iconic duo

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Prayer circle for Louis and Lestat insane feral backstage sex during rockstar Lestat era Anne Rice wrote that backstage kiss so Jacob and Sam could touch tips about it

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if we're gonna get rockstar lestat in modern day the showrunners should at least show us him getting constantly cancelled on twitter

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“He tasted of vermouth and annihilation” was never about Lestat

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i don’t wanna fix him. he doesn’t need to be fixed. he’s the most perfect gothic character ever written

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now i need Dubai: Dreamstat's DVD Commentary Track Edition because i need to know what unhinged shit he was saying during daniel's bitchiest moments. i KNOW he was hooting and hollering during the "rebound of your life" comment

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He can excuse racism, domestic violence, child abuse, murder, even gross miscarriages of justice, but he draws the line at homophobia.

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armand: and then I was sitting there all weak and helpless, unable to freeze time or control minds and bodies of everyone in that building, while the big, strong and scary vampire sam was standing right beside me with his fake scythe that we used to use as a prop during theatre performances

louis: yeah this is how it happened, I was there, trust me bro

daniel, me, rashid, hallucination of lestat, raglan james, ghosts of claudia and madeleine, the entire population of dubai, the whole planet:

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Louis: we've been together for 77 years, Daniel.

Armand: 47 more than he did with Lestat.

Dreamstat, in the corner chair:

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Lestat parading on stage reading his lines then had the moment every fanfic author has which is “holy shit I’ve strayed so much from the original character let’s back track a second”

genuinely insane to me that the vampire chronicles used to be universally known as the "no fanfiction unless you wanna die by lawsuit" fandom and now it's got a tv show where the central premise is the characters are all writing fanfiction about eachother and everyone's interrograting the text from the wrong perspective