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pspsps here

tyyyy!!!!!

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Ik i don't reblog stuff alot but this is prob the funniest shit ive seen. >:3

if teenagers are ever being mean to you just pull out any miscellaneous item you have on you at the moment and make up some bullshit term to scare them

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gaygaygaygaygaygaygayhomosexualgaygaygaygay-

yayayayayyayayayayayaa

(rq question, did u make that w a friend or nah?)

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BL00D WARNING!!!

kisses a brick and throws it at you <3/silly

MY BABYSSSSSSSS,

yummy:)

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Hi pokie.

🐢💬🕳

❤️🧡💙💜

Gets the word based of these emojis

-🌙 [anon]

Haiii pook!! :)

hmmm i wonder what it could be...nah its probably anything but rottmnt/tmnt! /j

anyway im going now, its 1am and i gotta get up early tm....

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🤔

HMMMMMMM

erm....................

no clueeeeeeeee.....

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WHAT

sobbinf bricks out of happiness CALM TYE HELLD OWN

How ab....

NO EHEHEHEHHEHE AHAHHAAHAHAH AHHAHAHA

i said as i got tied up in a comfy blanket and get gently thrown into a lovely room decorated with pads all over it<3

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Can you bomb me I accidentally called two time 'he's 💔

- @lunar-aquatic

mistakes happen.💔

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I remember u mentioning that u wanted me to show ya the (basically) paper plush i made (idk if it counts..)

BUT ANYWAY!! :3

Arms are moveable and bandanas removable aswell XD

Trying to make a paper plush (old art trend sm) 007n7 (I love him)

Wish me luck gng

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...I need more song suggestions pls:)..

Can't sleep due to...What happened.

ima scroll on stuff and go on spotify:3!!

and miku/teto/vocaloid song suggestions? Or a rly good song?

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I rly can't sleep...

I don't like the thought of a replacement for her so suddenly without even asking if im ready for that...

its like you dropped your baby off a cliff and your friend saying "oh dw u can just get a new one:)!"

NO U FUCKING CANT....u can't replace anything or anyone..no matter what theres no such thing as a 'perfect copy'

everyone is made special and unique..from patterns to colors of hair..no matter what Theres something about everyone that can't be replaced..

from style from most importantly..personality..

that shit can't be replaced...

I don't want a new Bella...

I want the original back.

and I especially don't want to be told she can easily be replaced with a 'new one'. What shit.

sry for the rant..

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wow guys whats the luck..guess wtf happened again?

the one thing i had my full trust in is GONE.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA......didn't even get to say goodbye! HOW FUN??

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life sucks now...idk what to do with it anymore.

4 pets in less then a week...fun.

My bella...I want to be with you so bad...

im losing sanity....

AND GUESS WTF AGAIN?! Dad alr replaced her without asking...SO FUCKING FUN AM I RIGHT?!

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I need her...I want to be with her...i want to be with everyone i lost.

I want to wake up and see her one last time..

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Hi guys...

I may be ALOT more active now due to my depression getting worse.

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so we remember yesterday? Yeah well what luck..?

Today i woke up at 9 but decided to stare at the ceiling until 11 (i was up till 3:55 kk?)

and then i went to walk my dog..before i do so i go to pet the two remaining chickens..

they both were laying down.

Opal was crying and just constantly changing her position near bubbles, i thought she was stressed over something so i petted her..

then bubbles..

bubbles originally was going to be opal, but when we first got her she had a bathroom problem aka an infection..my dad didn't bother even though i told him to get it checked out but he said nah and thought he was sooo smart and powerful he can just give her a bubble bath and she would be better..(and yes thats how she got her new name.)

didn't help SHIT.

and Ive noticed..

AND HE FUCKING FAILED TO LISTEN AND NOW LOOK WHERE WE ARE.

SHES GONE.

LAID THERE LIFELESS.

i shake her and she just didn't respond and she wasn't breathing..she was gone.

I blame myself. If i could get my dad to listen or get his beautifullllll chat fucking gpt maybe he would've actually LISTENED TO THAT AI.

Because now she's gone..and this is my fault.

i rly don't know what to do anymore...

out of everything why did it have to be innocent baby chickens..?

why couldn't it have been me or something JUST FUCKING WHY A BABY THAT BARELY LIVED? IT COULDVE WAITED A MONTH BUT NO IT HAD TO BE RIGHT NEAR THE DAY TWO OTHERS DIED...

ahahaaaa.....I don't think im okay anymore..

sry guys for yapping.

have a silly image.

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Can't sleep due to...What happened.

ima scroll on stuff and go on spotify:3!!

and miku/teto/vocaloid song suggestions? Or a rly good song?

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I may not post alot rn..

Im in alot of grief from a recent loss..I need a moment of everyone's prayers please.

In Tennessee my dad came home with four more chickens..

Shelly(mine)

Chloe (brothers and his gfs)

bubbles (dads gf)

and opal (dads gf)

They were so small they barley fitted in your hand, they were just the sweetest things..

The one i picked was the smallest and fluffest one of all..Shelly.

she was my baby, the first baby chicken i got to hold. I never stopped giving her attention..

but then, I had to go back to Florida earlier then the rest of my family..I only got to see shelly for 2 days possibly less but she was my baby i swore to protect..

even in my last moments with her, even before i left for my flight..I never stopped loving her..

then we had chloe,

she may have not been my chicken but she was a friendly one..attention queen i would even say, lived for the cuddles..

without them i don't know what i would do.

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the theres today.

came home around 10 excited to see them..

got told they died to to Florida heat..

Chloe and shelly died from heat.

i was broken and Ive experienced alot of losses but this one hurts the most.

i had a bond with both of the two and those just had to be the ones to be taken..

Only weeks old.

never even had the chance to see grass or trees, never had the chance to see butterflies fly or crows sing.

never even had the chance to see more.

each time i look at both my hands it only makes me more broken..

those hands that i held them in are now empty.

all I ask is a prayer to and a rest in peace to Chloe and Shelly.

thank you..

a picture of the four,

back corners bubbles

next to bubbles is chloe

infront of chloe is Opal

and front is shelly

May chloe and shelly rest in peace..

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Ty for the tag!!! :3

(not counting the numbers ofc.)

b - Bee (Bee and puppycat)

i - Inosuke (Demon slayer)

g- Giyu (demon slayer)

b- Berzenoff (idk if i spelt it right or this counts bc there a non living puppet but its from high school host club)

this was fun ty<3!!!

Anyone can join! :D to lazy to tag:<

New tag game! Pick a character for each letter of your username, and tag five people. Tagged by @novelmonger.

X (To Be Hero X) Irma Lair (W.I.T.C.H.) Leonard "Bones" McCoy (Star Trek) Violet Parr (The Incredibles) Ekko (Arcane/League of Legends) Rapunzel (Tangled) Inez (Cyberchase) Four (Linked Universe) Yue (Avatar: The Last Airbender)

Tagging: @insertsomthinawesome, @kuraiarcoiris, @whyoneartheven, @silverne-nonsense, @breezy-cheezy, @bobasbag

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Poof, I post smt.

(WARNING, HOLLYTAYA (Hollyberry cookie x pitaya dragon cookie!! IF U DONT LIKE THE SHIP SCROLL AWAY PLS..ty:3)

And then poof I go again, not posting all the art im hoarding again.

(fav doodle in the sheet? Comment pls!! I want opinions:3!!!!)