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i can’t afford to move out and i can’t get a job and everyone upsets me and ugh. Ughhh ugh ugh ugh ugh

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i think i will kill mysekf soon! :)

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sooooo anyways other than being pressured into sex and basically being assaulted everyday how is everyone. LOL

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i recently started this relationship with my friend where we just essentially fuck, and it was fun at first but eventually it spiralled into them always fucking making me fuck them, even if i say no, they grab my hand and place it on their pussy and tits and it makes me feel so gross i don’t want to have sex you you make me hate sex.

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vent art. I’m fine I just needed to like. visualize how I feel rn. I’m also posting this on tumblr only since I can add trigger tags

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I don’t eat food anymore, I eat calories

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…hi guys

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i’m logging out now tho byeee!!<3

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i think i’ll buy some apple cider vinegar and try to get in the habit of having it every morning and night too! it’s supposed to really help with weight loss :)

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also WAHHHHHHHH i wont have my scale for the next month and 2 weeks which sucks but hopefullu i come back lighter... perhaps the person i’m styaing with owns a scale! would be great 

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hiiii logged back in to say i am going on a trip and have minimal money to provide for myself which will probably make me loss a bit of weight bc money would be tight and i wanna buy myself cute things ^_^

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always avoiding my issues