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At this point I feel we’ve already broken up and I’m continuing to distance myself because I think I’m getting to the point where I’m done. I can’t keep doing this it’s so much fucking energy just to fucking be around you it’s fucking ridiculous. I lost who I was and I don’t feel it anymore. At least not right now. You’re so distant and it’s fucking awful why am I the one to suffer at the hands of your inability to give a shit about yourself.

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I’m getting to the point where I can’t take it anymore. It’s like talking to a brick wall that never let’s hope go all the way through.

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I don’t think she realizes how much the lack of a literal hug is affecting me. I get what you’re going through but you don’t have to make me feel like disgusting shit who shouldn’t be touched because of it. Like you look at me and have just this empty loveless look on your face and I’m left feeling like you’ve already broken up with me and you’re just not telling me. I feel alone and it’s reversing all the progress I’ve made. I don’t feel loved.

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I just wish I felt loved.

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Here comes that wanting to die feeling again

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I need to be financially compensated for having to deal with being alive.

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For some reason, I could hear the top right image…

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I think the fact that I just don’t care about literally anything anymore is a sign I’m ready to go.

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You ever feel so completely let down by everyone and everything in your life including yourself? I don’t have a will to continue onwards. Maybe that’s why I’m not making progress.

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You ever been made to tell extremely worthless by your own goddamn girlfriend?

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She’s acting like I’m joy trying to feel better, just because she’s made a breakthrough suddenly means I have to be better too?? Fuck you. FUCK YOU.

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Despite being depressed herself my girlfriend handles my depression poorly sometimes and that makes me feel even worse. Just break up with me and end it. Bought you a fucking coffee and took you to get your new car and how you repay me is get angry at me for not wanting to go for a drive. Life isn’t worth all this

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My parents are selfish

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Why does my partner have to care about me. Stop caring about me. I don’t want to live and I don’t know why I’m prolonging this

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I wish my mother never had me

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I feel like I was out on this earth just to kill myself.