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It’s just getting a little repetitive

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My poor therapist didn’t understand any of this but God bless him he was trying his best

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That’s so true though

The people of KiwiFarms are having some thoughts about Nick Fuentes fangirls.

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You’re just like me fr for 😪

I’m starting to get Fuentes fatigue.

Like, he can be so funny and smart and entertaining, but subjecting myself to the constant bitterness and negativity he and has fans funnel is taking its toll on me spiritually and emotionally more so than I initially realized I know that my issue is.

I’m captivated and drawn to him because I saw so much of myself in him and in his story, and I felt an immense sense of compassion for him. I felt like if I could show him love and compassion that I could finally make him happy, but it was another classic episode of “I can fix him: the delusion.”

Idk what to do now. I want to build my own platform and my own following through total and complete transparency and honesty about all of my thoughts and feelings, but I don’t have the freedom to speak openly about my newly developing and conflicting feelings surrounding Nick.

He actually hates women and I don’t just think it’s a bit. He knows what’s right and what’s wrong. He knows that hate is wrong, he knows he needs to reform the movements image to one of love, he says all these great things, but he hasn’t actually let that permeate his heart. He’s still holding onto bitterness for dear life.

He says the most amazing and beautiful things in one breath then lashes out in the next. It’s emotional whiplash. I think a lot of it probably stems from the fact that he doesn’t want to alienate his loyal audience of bitter and negative people because that’s the majority of who he has listening to him and has already been ostracized by everyone else.

I also think he himself holds a lot of bitterness and negativity in his heart due to his circumstances. I totally understand how someone could end up that way, and I do genuinely feel bad for him and what he’s endured, but at the end of the day the disposition of your heart is entirely your choice.

Being cold and harsh and angry feels safer than being meek and compassionate and empathetic and vulnerable. Most people would rather be like Fuentes than like me in order to feel powerful and resistant against pain and against people looking to inflict it. I can totally understand that. Being a soft hearted person is painful and it does suck.

At one point I was so exhausted of feeling pain so deeply in my soul that I prayed for God to harden my heart so that I wouldn’t care or suffer any longer. That was a horrible mistake that I’ve long since repented of and be healed from. It was horrible. It’s an awful and poisonous feeling. It’s not at all worth it. I’d rather suffer with the light than triumph in darkness.

I don’t hate Nick and I still do see good in him, and I pray for him daily, but it’s starting to really weigh me down idk. I’m not even sure where I’m going with this.

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Thanks I invented it just now uwu off the cuff and what not

I’m starting to get Fuentes fatigue.

Like, he can be so funny and smart and entertaining, but subjecting myself to the constant bitterness and negativity he and has fans funnel is taking its toll on me spiritually and emotionally more so than I initially realized I know that my issue is.

I’m captivated and drawn to him because I saw so much of myself in him and in his story, and I felt an immense sense of compassion for him. I felt like if I could show him love and compassion that I could finally make him happy, but it was another classic episode of “I can fix him: the delusion.”

Idk what to do now. I want to build my own platform and my own following through total and complete transparency and honesty about all of my thoughts and feelings, but I don’t have the freedom to speak openly about my newly developing and conflicting feelings surrounding Nick.

He actually hates women and I don’t just think it’s a bit. He knows what’s right and what’s wrong. He knows that hate is wrong, he knows he needs to reform the movements image to one of love, he says all these great things, but he hasn’t actually let that permeate his heart. He’s still holding onto bitterness for dear life.

He says the most amazing and beautiful things in one breath then lashes out in the next. It’s emotional whiplash. I think a lot of it probably stems from the fact that he doesn’t want to alienate his loyal audience of bitter and negative people because that’s the majority of who he has listening to him and has already been ostracized by everyone else.

I also think he himself holds a lot of bitterness and negativity in his heart due to his circumstances. I totally understand how someone could end up that way, and I do genuinely feel bad for him and what he’s endured, but at the end of the day the disposition of your heart is entirely your choice.

Being cold and harsh and angry feels safer than being meek and compassionate and empathetic and vulnerable. Most people would rather be like Fuentes than like me in order to feel powerful and resistant against pain and against people looking to inflict it. I can totally understand that. Being a soft hearted person is painful and it does suck.

At one point I was so exhausted of feeling pain so deeply in my soul that I prayed for God to harden my heart so that I wouldn’t care or suffer any longer. That was a horrible mistake that I’ve long since repented of and be healed from. It was horrible. It’s an awful and poisonous feeling. It’s not at all worth it. I’d rather suffer with the light than triumph in darkness.

I don’t hate Nick and I still do see good in him, and I pray for him daily, but it’s starting to really weigh me down idk. I’m not even sure where I’m going with this.

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I’m literally counter-goon posting.

I’m not a slave to my animalistic passions

I’m starting to get Fuentes fatigue.

Like, he can be so funny and smart and entertaining, but subjecting myself to the constant bitterness and negativity he and has fans funnel is taking its toll on me spiritually and emotionally more so than I initially realized I know that my issue is.

I’m captivated and drawn to him because I saw so much of myself in him and in his story, and I felt an immense sense of compassion for him. I felt like if I could show him love and compassion that I could finally make him happy, but it was another classic episode of “I can fix him: the delusion.”

Idk what to do now. I want to build my own platform and my own following through total and complete transparency and honesty about all of my thoughts and feelings, but I don’t have the freedom to speak openly about my newly developing and conflicting feelings surrounding Nick.

He actually hates women and I don’t just think it’s a bit. He knows what’s right and what’s wrong. He knows that hate is wrong, he knows he needs to reform the movements image to one of love, he says all these great things, but he hasn’t actually let that permeate his heart. He’s still holding onto bitterness for dear life.

He says the most amazing and beautiful things in one breath then lashes out in the next. It’s emotional whiplash. I think a lot of it probably stems from the fact that he doesn’t want to alienate his loyal audience of bitter and negative people because that’s the majority of who he has listening to him and has already been ostracized by everyone else.

I also think he himself holds a lot of bitterness and negativity in his heart due to his circumstances. I totally understand how someone could end up that way, and I do genuinely feel bad for him and what he’s endured, but at the end of the day the disposition of your heart is entirely your choice.

Being cold and harsh and angry feels safer than being meek and compassionate and empathetic and vulnerable. Most people would rather be like Fuentes than like me in order to feel powerful and resistant against pain and against people looking to inflict it. I can totally understand that. Being a soft hearted person is painful and it does suck.

At one point I was so exhausted of feeling pain so deeply in my soul that I prayed for God to harden my heart so that I wouldn’t care or suffer any longer. That was a horrible mistake that I’ve long since repented of and be healed from. It was horrible. It’s an awful and poisonous feeling. It’s not at all worth it. I’d rather suffer with the light than triumph in darkness.

I don’t hate Nick and I still do see good in him, and I pray for him daily, but it’s starting to really weigh me down idk. I’m not even sure where I’m going with this.

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No masturbating is clearly a sin in Catholicism and I haven’t masturbated since September 7th 2022 so I ain’t fixing to break that streak.

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Fuentes is hot but Hell is hotter

I’m starting to get Fuentes fatigue.

Like, he can be so funny and smart and entertaining, but subjecting myself to the constant bitterness and negativity he and has fans funnel is taking its toll on me spiritually and emotionally more so than I initially realized I know that my issue is.

I’m captivated and drawn to him because I saw so much of myself in him and in his story, and I felt an immense sense of compassion for him. I felt like if I could show him love and compassion that I could finally make him happy, but it was another classic episode of “I can fix him: the delusion.”

Idk what to do now. I want to build my own platform and my own following through total and complete transparency and honesty about all of my thoughts and feelings, but I don’t have the freedom to speak openly about my newly developing and conflicting feelings surrounding Nick.

He actually hates women and I don’t just think it’s a bit. He knows what’s right and what’s wrong. He knows that hate is wrong, he knows he needs to reform the movements image to one of love, he says all these great things, but he hasn’t actually let that permeate his heart. He’s still holding onto bitterness for dear life.

He says the most amazing and beautiful things in one breath then lashes out in the next. It’s emotional whiplash. I think a lot of it probably stems from the fact that he doesn’t want to alienate his loyal audience of bitter and negative people because that’s the majority of who he has listening to him and has already been ostracized by everyone else.

I also think he himself holds a lot of bitterness and negativity in his heart due to his circumstances. I totally understand how someone could end up that way, and I do genuinely feel bad for him and what he’s endured, but at the end of the day the disposition of your heart is entirely your choice.

Being cold and harsh and angry feels safer than being meek and compassionate and empathetic and vulnerable. Most people would rather be like Fuentes than like me in order to feel powerful and resistant against pain and against people looking to inflict it. I can totally understand that. Being a soft hearted person is painful and it does suck.

At one point I was so exhausted of feeling pain so deeply in my soul that I prayed for God to harden my heart so that I wouldn’t care or suffer any longer. That was a horrible mistake that I’ve long since repented of and be healed from. It was horrible. It’s an awful and poisonous feeling. It’s not at all worth it. I’d rather suffer with the light than triumph in darkness.

I don’t hate Nick and I still do see good in him, and I pray for him daily, but it’s starting to really weigh me down idk. I’m not even sure where I’m going with this.

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Yeah for sure… it’s amazing being free. However, and I HATE to say it, but He’s still so so so sexy as fuck though and I can’t keep pretending I’m not still attracted to him cuz I hate myself for still being this down bad for a man who hates me. If I weren’t a good Christian I’d be gooning so bad fr fr

I’m ovulating I hate it why doth my own body afflict me so 😭

I’m starting to get Fuentes fatigue.

Like, he can be so funny and smart and entertaining, but subjecting myself to the constant bitterness and negativity he and has fans funnel is taking its toll on me spiritually and emotionally more so than I initially realized I know that my issue is.

I’m captivated and drawn to him because I saw so much of myself in him and in his story, and I felt an immense sense of compassion for him. I felt like if I could show him love and compassion that I could finally make him happy, but it was another classic episode of “I can fix him: the delusion.”

Idk what to do now. I want to build my own platform and my own following through total and complete transparency and honesty about all of my thoughts and feelings, but I don’t have the freedom to speak openly about my newly developing and conflicting feelings surrounding Nick.

He actually hates women and I don’t just think it’s a bit. He knows what’s right and what’s wrong. He knows that hate is wrong, he knows he needs to reform the movements image to one of love, he says all these great things, but he hasn’t actually let that permeate his heart. He’s still holding onto bitterness for dear life.

He says the most amazing and beautiful things in one breath then lashes out in the next. It’s emotional whiplash. I think a lot of it probably stems from the fact that he doesn’t want to alienate his loyal audience of bitter and negative people because that’s the majority of who he has listening to him and has already been ostracized by everyone else.

I also think he himself holds a lot of bitterness and negativity in his heart due to his circumstances. I totally understand how someone could end up that way, and I do genuinely feel bad for him and what he’s endured, but at the end of the day the disposition of your heart is entirely your choice.

Being cold and harsh and angry feels safer than being meek and compassionate and empathetic and vulnerable. Most people would rather be like Fuentes than like me in order to feel powerful and resistant against pain and against people looking to inflict it. I can totally understand that. Being a soft hearted person is painful and it does suck.

At one point I was so exhausted of feeling pain so deeply in my soul that I prayed for God to harden my heart so that I wouldn’t care or suffer any longer. That was a horrible mistake that I’ve long since repented of and be healed from. It was horrible. It’s an awful and poisonous feeling. It’s not at all worth it. I’d rather suffer with the light than triumph in darkness.

I don’t hate Nick and I still do see good in him, and I pray for him daily, but it’s starting to really weigh me down idk. I’m not even sure where I’m going with this.

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Definitely no more chats

I’m starting to get Fuentes fatigue.

Like, he can be so funny and smart and entertaining, but subjecting myself to the constant bitterness and negativity he and has fans funnel is taking its toll on me spiritually and emotionally more so than I initially realized I know that my issue is.

I’m captivated and drawn to him because I saw so much of myself in him and in his story, and I felt an immense sense of compassion for him. I felt like if I could show him love and compassion that I could finally make him happy, but it was another classic episode of “I can fix him: the delusion.”

Idk what to do now. I want to build my own platform and my own following through total and complete transparency and honesty about all of my thoughts and feelings, but I don’t have the freedom to speak openly about my newly developing and conflicting feelings surrounding Nick.

He actually hates women and I don’t just think it’s a bit. He knows what’s right and what’s wrong. He knows that hate is wrong, he knows he needs to reform the movements image to one of love, he says all these great things, but he hasn’t actually let that permeate his heart. He’s still holding onto bitterness for dear life.

He says the most amazing and beautiful things in one breath then lashes out in the next. It’s emotional whiplash. I think a lot of it probably stems from the fact that he doesn’t want to alienate his loyal audience of bitter and negative people because that’s the majority of who he has listening to him and has already been ostracized by everyone else.

I also think he himself holds a lot of bitterness and negativity in his heart due to his circumstances. I totally understand how someone could end up that way, and I do genuinely feel bad for him and what he’s endured, but at the end of the day the disposition of your heart is entirely your choice.

Being cold and harsh and angry feels safer than being meek and compassionate and empathetic and vulnerable. Most people would rather be like Fuentes than like me in order to feel powerful and resistant against pain and against people looking to inflict it. I can totally understand that. Being a soft hearted person is painful and it does suck.

At one point I was so exhausted of feeling pain so deeply in my soul that I prayed for God to harden my heart so that I wouldn’t care or suffer any longer. That was a horrible mistake that I’ve long since repented of and be healed from. It was horrible. It’s an awful and poisonous feeling. It’s not at all worth it. I’d rather suffer with the light than triumph in darkness.

I don’t hate Nick and I still do see good in him, and I pray for him daily, but it’s starting to really weigh me down idk. I’m not even sure where I’m going with this.

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I’m starting to get Fuentes fatigue.

Like, he can be so funny and smart and entertaining, but subjecting myself to the constant bitterness and negativity he and has fans funnel is taking its toll on me spiritually and emotionally more so than I initially realized I know that my issue is.

I’m captivated and drawn to him because I saw so much of myself in him and in his story, and I felt an immense sense of compassion for him. I felt like if I could show him love and compassion that I could finally make him happy, but it was another classic episode of “I can fix him: the delusion.”

Idk what to do now. I want to build my own platform and my own following through total and complete transparency and honesty about all of my thoughts and feelings, but I don’t have the freedom to speak openly about my newly developing and conflicting feelings surrounding Nick.

He actually hates women and I don’t just think it’s a bit. He knows what’s right and what’s wrong. He knows that hate is wrong, he knows he needs to reform the movements image to one of love, he says all these great things, but he hasn’t actually let that permeate his heart. He’s still holding onto bitterness for dear life.

He says the most amazing and beautiful things in one breath then lashes out in the next. It’s emotional whiplash. I think a lot of it probably stems from the fact that he doesn’t want to alienate his loyal audience of bitter and negative people because that’s the majority of who he has listening to him and has already been ostracized by everyone else.

I also think he himself holds a lot of bitterness and negativity in his heart due to his circumstances. I totally understand how someone could end up that way, and I do genuinely feel bad for him and what he’s endured, but at the end of the day the disposition of your heart is entirely your choice.

Being cold and harsh and angry feels safer than being meek and compassionate and empathetic and vulnerable. Most people would rather be like Fuentes than like me in order to feel powerful and resistant against pain and against people looking to inflict it. I can totally understand that. Being a soft hearted person is painful and it does suck.

At one point I was so exhausted of feeling pain so deeply in my soul that I prayed for God to harden my heart so that I wouldn’t care or suffer any longer. That was a horrible mistake that I’ve long since repented of and be healed from. It was horrible. It’s an awful and poisonous feeling. It’s not at all worth it. I’d rather suffer with the light than triumph in darkness.

I don’t hate Nick and I still do see good in him, and I pray for him daily, but it’s starting to really weigh me down idk. I’m not even sure where I’m going with this.

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I will cease to mention tumblr on X as I have been informed that that’s a no

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@bigwampwamp for you because i thought it was funny <3

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nick x flo miIIi ^_^

thought this song was quite fitting for him

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This truly is something u could never dream of finding on X. I’m so glad I have yall

nick x flo miIIi ^_^

thought this song was quite fitting for him

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We never interacted lol

Sincerely no idea why/when this happened

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Sincerely no idea why/when this happened

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Just now seeing this lol, the zoology one WAS me

So is she saying that one tweet wasn't her or the last superchat or what?