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GOD, NO,NO, GOD!!!

TAKE MY MIND--ICANTAK E MY MIND, AND I'M

fine

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i contend that your drinking eye has never opened

i insist somebody will die, and i hate hoping

wishing that the pills let you cry, and i hate coping

someday i will go back outside, and see her okay

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OOGA

BOOGA

OOGA

BOOGA

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bad news i wanna vomit but in a different way than the past week before this

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stop getting so obsessed with fictional dudes like get real. start downloading millions of images of real men with families

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it did work actually

i've been feeling pretty decent

bwbwgaghhhhdhhdhhhdhhghh do i think about character that reminds me of her to distract myself from her orrrrrrp

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bwbwgaghhhhdhhdhhhdhhghh do i think about character that reminds me of her to distract myself from her orrrrrrp

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he birthed that thing

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hi throws an equis at you and leaves

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Roughly 6 months in and the US is already at the ‘full blown concentration camps’ stage.

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We need more hal guys

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everything i feel is contradictory it's fucking stuuuupid

interesting

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interesting

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I do love how quietly influential Homestuck has been on a generation of animators because it means sometimes I'm just watching a tv show and I have to pause and ask "hey. is that Dave Fucking Strider in the background?"

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also my problem isn’t if some trans men want/like to bottom or some trans women like to top etc

whatever i find it extremely dysphoric and definitely not my taste at all but people can do what they want ig

my, and other trans people i’ve interacted with’s *issue*, is ‘st4t’ is ALWAYS portrayed in mainstream trans spaces as that dynamic and even up to point trans men are ALWAYS portrayed as small submissive soft boy femboys who can only bottom & be seen as a vagina and trans women are always reduced to their penises as aggressive bigger domineering masculine figures and the sex is pretty much ALWAYS defined by genitals & natal sex

opposite versions where trans men can even be seen or portrayed as dominant & masculine let alone as topping and trans women are allowed to be & seen as submissive & allowed to bottom without using their dick just because it’s there is basically nonexistent in mainstream trans spaces art & porn & smut of straight t4t

it’s only really available at all in 4tran spaces

you genuinely don’t see HOW that’s actually very transphobic & bio essentialist and dysphoric to a lot of genuinely dysphoric trans people & honestly really insulting to trans men before it’s so laughably completely disproportionate??

plus, it’s EXTREMELY bio essentialist in nature, it’s not even just piv, which is already extremely dysphoric to many trans people outside tumblr, but fact you’re making disproportionately bio trans essentialist caricature effectively versions where guys can only be soft little uwu femboys and women can only be aggressive big dominant tops, IS ACTUALLY REALLY TRANSPHOBIC & VERY DYSPHORIC AND UNCOMFORTABLE TO MANY BECAUSE ITS LIKE 99% OF THE MAINSTREAM CONTENT

we aren’t talking about private relationships either we’re talking about public art & smut & porn made for public viewing so don’t whine about my feedback i have every right to my opinion on public media not my fault you don’t like the criticism

some trans people are dysphoric about their genitals & expectations of their social expected/enforced roles

some trans women are only bottoms & submissive and don’t wanna top or be dominant or use their penis

some trans men are only tops & dominant & don’t wanna be penetrated and wanna top and penetrate or in other ways & means