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I’ve buried different versions of myself in the past, I won’t let anyone ruin who I’ve become today.

Hihi Thank you, Joooo! 🙏🏻✨

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You can always tell the difference between someone who truly loves you and someone who only loves you when they need you.

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If I go silent when I’m angry, it means, I’m scared of myself, not you.

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I was in the middle of a meeting when my ex texted me: "I just wanted to ask how you’ve been. I miss you. I was so dumb and foolish to let you go. I still love you, even now."

I read the message without any surprise—just a quick glance before deleting it. But it lingered in my mind. It made me realize how often people regret what they’ve lost only when it's too late.

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You feel scared when uncertainty creeps in.

And yes, I believe I am...

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Doon tayo sa kahit magkaaway kayo, hindi naghahanap ng makakausap o nakikipagkilala sa iba just to fill the void or dahil bored. 😉

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L A U N I O N 1 2 2 5 🌊💙

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Wala talagang pinipiling oras at lugar ang anxiety. Basta basta mo nalang nararamdaman. Oh GOD, help me. 💔

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KAMUSTA KA NA?

Kalimitang tanong sa akin ng pamilya, kaibigan o di naman kaya’y mga kakilala ko. Simpleng tanong pero napakahirap sagutin ng totoo.

“Okay Lang.” sabay ngiti ko.

Ito nalang ang naisasagot ko sa tuwing kakamustahin ako o kaya tatanungin kung okay lang ba ako. Ang hirap kasing magkwento, ang hirap sabihin lahat ng gumugulo sa isip ko. Kasi kung magpapakatotoo ka naman at sinabi mong, “Eto, pagod na.” Susundan pa yan ng maraming tanong tulad ng,

Pagod saan?

Ano bang problema mo?

Ano bang iniisip mo?

Kaya mo ‘yan ikaw pa ba?

Huwag ka ng mag-alala, simple lang yan. Tignan mo nga si ano nakayanan.

Parang mas lalong nakaka drain magkwento kapag puro tanong, nakakapagod mag explain. Minsan okay din yung hahayaan ka lang magkwento without any questions asked, without any judgements and without any comparisson with other people’s experiences dahil hindi naman lahat pare pareho.

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🌺 ❤️

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Mukhang delikado nanaman ako 🤪🤩

#Grabyourphoneandbesilly

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Ikaw ay tila sa Sining sa Museo’ng ‘di naluluma.

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It’s weekend and I just really want to rest. Its been a hell of a week for me and grabe yung pagod ko mentally. Tapos ilang araw na ako di nakakakuha ng mahaba habang tulog kasi I need to wake up early for my deadlines at pitch presentation na kailangan i-prepare.

Gusto ko lang sana magpahinga ngayon, like oo yung trabaho ko nakaupo lang maghapon pero yung utak ko gamit na gamit mula umaga hanggang gabi, isama mo pa yung stress at anxiety dahil sa mga kliyente at mga katrabahong pala desisyon.

Pero feeling ko bawal magpahinga ngayon. Kasi baka masabihan ako na ang tamad ko kumilos, na now is the time to do something else than work. Like hello gusto ko din naman yun pero may mga pagkakataon talaga na gusto ko lang magpahinga, manuod at wala munang iisiping ibang bagay.

Sa totoo lang naiiyak ako pero walang luhang nalabas, ang dami na kasing luha na nasayang pero wala namang may pake.

In short, gusto ko naman mafeel na ako naman inaalagaan, inaasikaso, at lalambingin dahil alam na pagod ako the whole week sa trabaho. Yung valid na magpaka baby kahit 1 day lang. Gusto ko naman na ako yung iniintindi, kasi madalas ako na lang palagi ang umiintindi. Tao lang din naman ako, napapagod din.

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No matter how good you are, if the person is not contented with you, you will never be enough for them.

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Why do we always fall in love with the wrong person? In fact, we fall even harder despite all the bad things we see in them. We stay and tolerate their wrongdoings, and we still choose them.

I guess the real answer is, maybe it's us. Maybe we're the ones who are wrong—the love is wrong, the toleration is wrong, and loving someone who keeps hurting us is wrong.

We are the reason for our own pain. We choose the wrong people and end up in the wrong situations.

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Totoo pala talaga no? Na uubusin muna ng mga babae yung sarili nila bago sumuko.

I used to think why? Untill I realized na us women, doesn’t want to end a relationship without givng all our best. Susubok tayo, lalaban tayo at kapag nasaktan o nasasaktan na tayo, we do the healing on our own para makapag patawad pa tayo ng paulit-ulit.

Some will say TANGA ka ba? I would say nagmahal ka na ba ng totoo? We all learn from our own experiences and from ourselves too.

That’s how we grow.

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Darating ang araw na hindi mo na kailangan ng kape, dahil sa realidad pa lang magigising ka na.