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why does everyone hate me

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What did i do to deserve this?

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I feel like i did when i stopped caring. Im surrounded but lonely. Im loved but ignored. Im screaming for help and no one hears.

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Why cant i stop thinking about blood running down my arms.

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Where has the feeling gone?

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Does the pain of your loss seep into your feathers like rain?

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I just want it to stop

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Forgive me for the harm I have caused this world. None may atone for my actions but me, and only in me shall their stain move on. All I can be is sorry, and that is all I am

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I love being an autistic adult and constantly having my insurance basically tell me to go fuck myself

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I'll find you in the morning sun

And when the night is new

I'll be looking at the moon

But I'll be seeing you

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My ex fiance was extraordinary. She was a strict vegiterian. And when she had a nightmare she always had me read her a story. She liked other people’s dogs. She cared about other people more than she cared about herself. I loved all these things about her equally.

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So I'll seal myself off from everyone

And hide here until I die

Confused and angry, sad and alone

And I know the reason why...

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The more depressed i become, the more i hurt people, and then i hate myself even more. This cycle sucks. I suck.

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I miss the days when i felt the warm dripping of my mistakes sliding down my wrists

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Forgive me for the harm I have caused this world. None may atone for my actions but me, and only in me shall their stain move on. All I can be is sorry, and that is all I am

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If this is what you call the good life

I want a better way to die

[bionicllama]

Here's to the middle of the road

At least it's better than here