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want to write with this faceclaim ( lovie simone ) so, if you have any plot ideas, hit me up !

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been pretty busy these past few weeks. i'm going to work on replies later this week tho.

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♪ Ayy, where the party at? Girls is on the way, where the Bacardi at? Bottles and models, talkin' all of that You know I can't forget about my thugs Where the party at? And all my girls Where the party at? Off in the club Where the party at? If the party's where you're at, let me hear you say ♪

OLIVIA JAMES & SPENCER JAMES ALL AMERICAN | 6.15 "I Do (Part II)"

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a thread where muse a asks their best friend muse b to make out w/ them at a party to make the person they’re into jealous and then said person walks in and muse a immediately presses muse b against the wall and kisses them and it gets really heated and when they finally pull away muse b tells muse a that the person is gone and muse a is just like “i don’t give a fuck” and kisses them again :~)

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exes with feelings prompts

“ i know you, i know you like i know my own name, i know who you are in your bones. ”

” i see the way you look at her, a love like that doesn’t die. ”

“ never doubt my love for you, you always saw the best in me because you were the best of me.  ”

“ i still need you in my life. ”

“ you chose them, you always choose them. ”

“  passion wasn’t our problem.  we were always good at that part.  but passion can be anger and hate,  just as easily as joy and love.  somewhere along the way,  we forgot which was which. ”

“  you can’t keep doing this.  you can’t just keep coming here and expecting me to drop everything for you.  ”  

 “  you can’t keep doing this to me.  either you want this,  or you don’t.  but you keep tugging me back and forth.  ”

“  i can’t keep doing this.  i want to pretend to be happy for you but it’s killing me inside.  ”  

“  stop.  you have to stop.  because i don’t have the strength to look you in the eyes and make you leave.  i need you to be strong for me.  one last time.  ”

“  look at me and tell me you don’t feel anything.  make me believe it,  and i’ll go.  ”  

“  every time i’m around you it’s…it’s like a poison.  you’re in me.  and i can’t get you out.  ”

“  i know i didn’t call— i just.  i couldn’t stop thinking about you.  i had to see you. ”

“  i know i don’t have any right to anymore,  but i need you.  ”  

“  what are you doing here?  ”

“  will you just stay with me?  just for tonight.  please.  ”

“  you came?  ”

“  of course i came.  you needed me.  ”  

“  you loved the idea of me more than you loved me.  ”

“  i can’t keep being in love with someone who hates themself more than they love me.  ”

“  i was ready.  i was there.  but you were too scared of something real.  ”

“  i used to think you were the only person who could love me.  i’m not that person anymore.  if you want me back you have to give me a goddamn good reason more than ‘we belong together.’  ”  

“  you better fucking mean it because i want you too.  ” 

“  don’t look at me like that.  ”

“  just one more time.  ”

“  love isn’t just missing me.  you don’t love me if you aren’t willing to put in the work.  ”

“  you don’t miss me.  you miss how i made you feel.  ”

“  i get to decide whether or not you’re good enough.  that was my choice to make.  and you took it away.  ”

“  i’m sorry— i shouldn’t have kissed you i just…  ”

“  i didn’t have anywhere else to go.  i’m sorry.  ”  

“  i know you probably hate me right now but i don’t have anyone else to talk to.  ”

“  isn’t that my shirt?  ”

“  of course i still love you.  ”

“  i don’t.  i don’t love you anymore.  ”

“  you’re so full of shit.  ”

“  you can lie to yourself but you can’t lie to me.  ”

“  i want to try again.  i know we can make this work.  ”

“  i won’t run from this.  i won’t run from us again.  ”

“  don’t break my heart again.  ”

NSFW / ACTIONS

★ our muses have goodbye sex after breaking up  ☆ our muses accidentally have sex when one comes over to pick up their stuff ✧ our muses run into each other in public and hook up ✦ one muse comes over for a booty call  ✱ our muses accidentally kiss  ✥ our muses sleep together in the middle of trying to work things out  ❀ sender does a grand gesture to try to get receiver back  ✿ one muse comes over to offer their ex a shoulder to cry on ❃ for comfort sex  ☎ for receiver to write a drabble about a voicemail they left for sender  ⭒ for our muses to have an emotionally intimate night  ✱ our muses wake up in bed together with a hangover  ✼ for a drabble about one muse missing the other  ☞ for one muse to reach out for the other’s hand out of habit  ☟ for one muse to catch the other looking at them longingly across the room  ☁ for our muses to end up stuck inside together because of a storm  ♡ for our muses to get locked in a room together by a third party  ♣ for our muses to reunite because one got hurt  ➢ for our muses to reunite because of one muse suffering a loss  ➚ for our muses to reunite because one muse is in the hospital and the other is their emergency contact

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ryle didn’t flinch when her laugh cut through the hum of the bar — it was a sound he knew too well by now. a spark, always, but tonight it lit a little deeper. he leaned against the counter, one elbow braced casually, but his eyes never left her, even when hers drifted toward the next patron. “ games are fun, but you know i don’t play unless i’m planning to win. ” her question landed — the one about him backing down. and maybe she was right. maybe he had stepped back one too many times, trying to keep it professional, or maybe trying to not get burned. but this wasn’t about fear, it was about timing. and if tonight was the moment ? well, she just might find out how much of a game he was willing to play.

“ thing is, ” ryle continued, sliding a drink across the bar without breaking stride, “ you don’t look at me like i’m just another bartender, never have. i’m not taking the out, ” he said simply. “ never was. just waiting to see if you were bluffing. ” he reached under the counter for a clean rag, wiping down the bar as the DJ's lights flashed and last call surged toward them. his voice dropped as she moved past again, crowd pressing in. “ i’ve got a couple hours, ” he said with a glance toward her retreating figure, “ but i won’t need that long. ”

‘ that's what it's starting to look like, yeah. ’ she can't help the snort of laughter that follows. ‘ why does it matter if i'm playing a game or not ? ’ most things were a game to her — it was just that whatever was going on between her and ryle had taken root and started to sprawl whatever distance was between them. ‘ you've backed down multiple times now. should i take that as you don't know what you want ? ’ question of her own as dark hues bored into him. ‘ you take the out and you're just another person that works at the bar. like everyone else. but that's not what you want, is it ? ’ eye contact breaking solely for her to cater to the needs of another patron. perhaps, something to happen for the better as they both sat over a flickering flame that could well grow to a roaring fire if either of them made a move. ‘ i'm not going to crack, ryle. ’ a promise as she returns to his section of the bar, head then inclining to the blinking dj's booth where last call and the last couple of songs of the night had started to boom through the speakers. ‘ last call. lights are about to come on. you've got a couple of hours to figure it out. ’ already bodies had started to move towards them in a wave as people sought out their last drinks and her attention would be drawn away again.

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LOVIE SIMONE for Schön! Magazine

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Lovie Simone Oppong as Keisha Clark FOREVER (2025—)

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♡ EMILIO SAKRAYA wie? music video

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Antonia Gentry as Summer Field in Time Cut (2024).

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Amber Midthunder in NOVOCAINE (2025) dir. Dan Berk, Robert Olsen

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𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐄 𝐒𝐈𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐄 , gif  pack .

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he’s so handsome i wish i could kiss his face all day

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going to write my drafts for @deathrcll to calm me down. 🤍

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brown eyes are made of dreams

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delilah stood there for a moment, her heart pounding in her chest. she’d come to this moment expecting some sort of fight, some sort of struggle, but what she got instead felt like a punch to the gut, a brutal clarity she didn’t want but needed to hear. chas, with his guarded words, with his push-and-pull dance of keeping her close enough to make her feel something, but far enough to keep her at arm’s length. she took a slow breath, not even sure if she could stop her hands from shaking or the sting behind her eyes. “ yeah, well, ” she finally spoke, “ i guess you finally said it. ” her lips pressed together, trying to fight the lump in her throat. she wasn’t going to beg him, wasn’t going to stand there and ask for something he wasn’t willing to give, she wasn’t that person. “ look, chas, i get it. i get that you don’t want a relationship. you’ve made that perfectly clear. hell, you’ve been making it clear for weeks, and i’ve been too damn stupid to see it . ” her eyes flickered to the floor before meeting his again.

“ you don’t owe me an explanation. you’re allowed to make your choices, and i respect that. but don’t act like i’m the one who built some fantasy. i’m not the one who let things get blurred, you did that. ” a bitter chuckle escaped her lips, “ but you’re absolutely right, you don’t get to have me as an afterthought. you don’t get to take what you want from me when it’s convenient and then push me away when it gets too close. you don’t get to hurt me, then act like you’re the one apologizing for it. ” delilah shook her head, and then, she continues, “ i’m not going to sit here and try to change your mind, but don’t think for a second that i’ll stick around, hoping for something i’ll never get. i deserve better than that, we both do. ” she stepped back, looking him in the eye for one last moment. “ i’m done, chas. i won’t ask for more, but i won’t stay in a space where i’m nothing more than an option either. ”

the fight to not physically recoil from her declaration lost, shoulders hunching before he could stop it. the thoughts of this being exactly why he didn't allow people into his space like this, why he was gone before the morning without a trace aside from his cologne that may have lingered on a pillow. he should've gone to delilah's house rather than let her come over or thought ahead better as to a reason why she couldn't spend the night — why hadn't he planned for this better ? ‘ delilah, stop. ’ rarely did he put bass into his voice, certainly never directed towards, her but the situation had already raised his hackles and the misinterpretation of what'd gone on couldn't continue to be handled with kid gloves. absorbing the blame for it all was easy, had been done through his teenaged hood for a number of different reasons that he flicked off his back like a duck in water, but despite what she thought, he hadn't been trying to hurt her. ‘ i've never said that to you. i'm not responsible for what you built up in your mind. i never encouraged it, nor did i feel i'd given you an indication that i wanted anything more than friendship, and us occasionally sleeping together. ’ always been careful not to promise anything, never committing to much. he'd always been told not to shit where he slept, and now look at the aftermath.

‘ you're not a priority to me, that's true. i'm not trying to be in a relationship with you. i do care for you — but not in the way that you claim to ... not in the way you say you care about me. that doesn't mean that i see you as disposable. ’ hurtling something at her to stab more than he'd already intentionally done was childish, the catch a beat late but correction still there. ‘ your halfway seems like it comes with emotions and expectations that i'm not willing to meet. i'm sorry for hurting you, delilah. i didn't know the lines had gotten crossed this badly. ’ he had. the moment he'd had the fleeting thought that it may have been nice to wake up to her in the morning some other times during the week is when he should've stopped it all ; selfishly wanting to have his cake and eat it too. it was too late to turn back the hands of father time and not blur things between them, but he would leave the decision of what she wanted to do in her hands and allow her to determine whatever would happen next. he wasn't sure what else there was to say aside from the old adage that it wasn't her, it was him — that if anyone else had stood in her place declaring the same thing, he'd have the same reaction.

‘ i don't want to be in a relationship. whatever you'd like to do with that, i'll respect. ’