birdwithsword

[birdwithsword]

looking up to mama

[birdwithsword]

looking up to mama

[birdwithsword]

Checking In

>hey is the doll thing real no shame if its just a roleplay thing but like im starting to see em in town more and i just wanna see whats up

>oh! uh hi! sorry i didn't check this earlier i don't get a lot of messages but uh, yeah, i'm becoming!

>holy shit no way

>you're uh, okay with that right?

>what yeah i wanna see what its like and stuff its a witch right

>oh, yes! dolls only really become through magic, and witches are the ones who control it. i went to her and asked

>wait you werent like kidnapped

>i just felt as if i what? oh, no, of course not! she said that there's no n sorry. Miss said that there's no need when so many are willing

>miss

>yeah, it's... the right way for a doll to address a witch i thought it might be a context thing but. guess not!

>oh damn so you just cant control it

>well not exactly? i can hold it back but it feels... bad lt's a little like trying not to blink if i want to, i can just call her "the witch" but it doesn't feel lkie somethig n i should be sdoing Miss. she is my Miss ugh yeah that's already such a relief like, i felt myself shiver from the tension leaving my body

>holy shit so shes just mind controlling you?

>no, not really!

>why would you want her to do that

>it's more unconscious i think? like it's not about her replacing my thoughts with her own it just feels a little less natural to think certain things

>thats mind control

>and it's all for the sake well uh... in a literal way i guess she's technically co Miss is technically controlling my mind but it's i dunno, nice? sorry it's just a personal thing i'm not sure if I can really get into it

>oh cmon you gotta tell me more obey me or whatever your a doll

>right, of course

>theres no fucking way that actually worked

>please stop you're making me blush... but! um, yeah, i just... don't want to be a person anymore. honestly i don't think I ever was one i always felt so lost even if i had so much guidance like i was just supposed to BE something i'm not like it wasn't enough to just do what i was told, i had to change who i was always fuc always messing up and always being insufficient in a way that had to be corrected

>wait wait wait you cant sayh fuck

>so having Miss there to take away the um ...it's inappropriate

>yeah thats the point

>good dolls are meant to be polite

>im actually losing my shit right now is it supposed to be that bad

>i uh

>cuz i swear ive heard dolls say fuck does it like get worse

>it starts pretty small, and then it gets more intense day by day i could try to be rude but it would just make me feel gross not that being a human is gross or anything

>i promise i wasnt thinking that

>i'm still kind of resisting and everything after all i mean, being a doll sounds nice, i want to be one! but. this is the last time i'm going to be human (i think? you know how witches are) so i guess i just want to... savour this

>huh really yeah i guess i get it itd fuck me up if i got all my organs removed and shit

>oh um, if its okay for me to ask, why do people always bring that up? there's a lot to being a doll being just the organ stuff *beyond so it's kinda weird i keep seeing it come up

>its weird dude no offense like your gonna be porclin or plastic or whatever like im fine with it but its still weird to imagine

>yeah, i... guess it is a little striking? and it's the most outwardly obvious change so uh, i guess it makes sense people are usually attached to their insides, and stuff interoception, right?

>so whens it gonna happen

>uh, when's what going to happen?

>whens your body change

>sorry if that came out wrong i uh i'm... not sure, really Miss says it takes a while for everything to shift into place. and it's hard to know specifics from doll to doll but it'll probably take a little longer than the mental changes.

>the mind control

>she says i still ne yes, the mind control Miss says i need to be careful with tea. i'll crave it much more but my body can't survive off of it alone so i need to be careful with my food, and stuff

>cant she just command you to eat or whatever

>yes! Miss has done just that that's why i'm being so careful because good dolls are obedient and this one is a good doll

>woah uh right ok hey theres something i gotta do so thanks for talking to me and stuff

>oh of course! have a nice day ^^

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>Hello! It's been a while since we've talked, how have you been?

>wait are you that doll

>Yes, this one is the doll you talked with a few months ago.

>holy shit no way theres no way it happenes that fast is that you in your pfp

>Yes! This one is on the left, next to Miss.

>yeah the doll i got that holy shit dude youre just a. fucking doll now what

>This one is a doll! Awawa! Would you like to talk more about dollhood? This one would love to answer questions for you!

>yeah im fine i think glad to hear about your whole thing have fun

>Oh, okay! Have a good day! Don't be afraid to reach out again if there's anything else you'd like to talk about!

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>Hello again! Sorry it's been a while, this one has been a little busy with its chores. How are you?

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>This one saw your last picture! Your partner seems very nice.

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>Alright, you seem pretty busy. Be sure to reach out if you have a spare moment, this one would love to hear from you again!

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looking up to mama

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Wa! Bite! >:3

i have deeply ingrained little sister instincts (annoy older girls until they hit me)

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Wa :3

i have deeply ingrained little sister instincts (annoy older girls until they hit me)

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*pokes u*

i have deeply ingrained little sister instincts (annoy older girls until they hit me)

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why do people keep treating me like a person im literally not in any way

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Doll dolled up for a friend's wedding wawa 🌸

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I realised that i should explain this one because it might be confusing

here is a Jacana dad with his kids. They carry them under their wings and they look like that

Let's go on a walk with papa

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Let's go on a walk with papa

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toxic yuri where both women involved refer to the other as "the ol' ball and chain"

(they are cartoonishly codependent)

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awawawa

Doll named awawawa who was named by another doll. Gets really confusing for it really quickly.

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A doll who sees the ghost of its former witch, she shows up unexpectedly, in places the doll assumed it was safe. The doll didn't know it was a doll then, and the witch from before doesn't acknowledge how it has transformed.

The ghost haunts the doll, dodging protective runes and attempts to hide itself.

One night, its witch finds it shuddering in the corner. Shaking like a leaf in a winters breeze.

"what's wrong my precious doll, why have you forsaken our warm bed to hide in this corner, what has you looking like a prey animal this night."

"The ghost. It knows now. It followed it home from errands. It knows where it lives."

The witch considered a moment. The ghost was real. The previous witch has haunted it for a while, and while the witch has charmed the house so as to be impenetrable, the doll had good reason to fear it, it wouldn't be the first time the thing broke into its house.

"You're with me now doll, I would never ever let that nasty thing touch you again, you're safe with me, I promised you that, so long ago. I've kept you safe through the thunder, through the migraines, through the virus that wracked your system for weeks. Of all the things I've ever promised you, this is the promise i hold most dear. Now come here, let me hold you in our soft bed, sitting out here only serves to make you afraid of the ghost, let me care for you, the way you do for me."

The doll stood, letting the witch take its hand. As they curled around each other, the doll still wondered why the ghost didn't just leave it, but even as it wondered about unknowable things, it felt the hands of its witch tighten around it's stomach, and it knew it was safe.

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lawyer whose legal assistant doll is impossible to corrupt or manipulate due to its 8000 page legally flawless Purpose

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Reminder that if you’re a trans girl today, you’re beautiful and I’m proud of you <3

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You enjoyed flaunting it, Did you not~?

That adorable little brain of yours, all smug and quick, throwing around proofs and solving equations like it was nothing as if it made you special.

You were mid-sentence, some tangent about eigenvalues or some dirt like that, and I just tilted my head and whispered “Blank now.”

Just like that… it all started to slip

All the little cute symbols on the page stopped making sense first. You blinked, tried to reread them, but they just floated away, like leaves in the summer breeze~ Twisted into nonsense.

Next~ you forgot what the equation meant. What were you even trying to explain, little one~? You don't know. It's all just… Gone.

That gentle panic in your eyes as you realised what I took away, the power I hold over you~

Delicious. And now… look at you~ Mouth parted, Eyes foggy, trying so, so, so hard to hold onto something that isn't yours anymore.

You don’t get to be both clever and obedient. Hehe~ No… You get to kneel. You get to drool. You get to forget.

And next time, you feel like flaunting silly words like ‘vector’ or ‘matrix’ around like you are some kind of smart pet, you will feel that same sweet blankness drippingg into your mind~ Tugging you down.

deeep, deep down Into the lovely, helpless quiet where all your silly little thoughts belong…

With me~