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my childhood dream is still within me 🏀

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I am on the fucking sidelines. I don't understand closeness and relationships. As creating new ways to connect with people, it just bothers me to find a real thing, either a friend or someone that is much more close like my old friends. I guess IM ON THE FUCKING SIDELINES... I'll work on myself still before doing so...

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Ada Limón, from "The Unspoken"

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22 years of existence

I celebrated my birthday yesterday alone with myself got out of home. Eat some good foods, walked a lot, got some massage and will be finding some shoes for running in the coming days cause I have runny nose today. All that said, I'm grateful for this 22 years that God has given me. I'm excited for more years to come and hopefully to achieve all the things I want in life. It's okay to lose friends, you'll see your circle soon. :) :)

spent about 1.5k php for myself in my bday and will increase cause I'll buy shoes, but that's fine cause its for myself. I like spending bdays alone now bro HAHA

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Stray light, Clarissa M Bonet

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What's up tumblr! I miss ranting LMAOOO.

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Romantic Movies You Need To Watch

Sharing some of the Romantic Movies I love the most from the 2000’s up to date, Here goes:

50 First Date (2004)

500 Days of Summer (2009)

A Walk to Remember (2002)

About Time (2013)

Already Tomorrow in Hong Kong (2015)

Before Sunset (2004)

Dear John (2010)

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (2004)

Everything, Everything (2017)

Flipped (2010)

Letters to Juliet (2010)

If I Stay (2014)

Love, Rosie (2014)

Me Before You (2016)

Safe Haven (2013)

Midnight Sun (2018)

P.S. I Love You (2007)

Rules Don’t Apply (2016)

Serendipity (2001)

The Best of Me (2014)

Silver Linings Playbook (2012)

The Choice (2016)

The Longest Ride (2015)

The Fault in Our Stars (2014)

The Last Song (2010)

The Notebook (2004)

The Space Between Us (2017)

The Vow (2012)

To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before (2018)

What If (2013)

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damn man, can't really show emotions to the people. sad

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this is my safe place where all my circle doesn't know what am I going thru. but deep inside i want a fucking hug

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if the shit's ain't aligned, pls redirect me.

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damn that was rough, it sucks to be me sometimes. But still, I'm trying to beat my self every single day and I apologize for the people I've hurt.

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how can u do school in private with tuition knowing u have other expenses in house, bills and food every month and the house members can't even get some money to pay those. Like wtf I'm stuck between quitting school and find a sustainable job either, but i wanna finish this school shit already. I have done my part providing some money when needed. Can't even fund this whole thing anymore. let me say just one thing. FUCK IT! (what is the universe trying to tell me now huh)

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Goals in different aspect of life: 2023

(Physical Goal)

Starting this year with a goal in running for about 2,500kms before the year ends in 305 days. 60days of rest. Done 8 days of running. Today is Jan 12, 2023. Hitting the gym if I can increase my income or getting a job/proper budget/cashflow. Eating more healthy food and fruits. Maintaining weight or gaining some weight. My weight rn is around 48-50kgs aiming for 60-70kgs by the end of the year.

(Removing Vape & Liquor) Haven't tried them since the year starts let's see how this will go~

(Mentality Goal)

To be able to stand up in the morning, getting organized, disciplined and able to push through the day no matter what my mood or what I feel I need to do what I got to do every effin day.

(Financial Goal)

Stockpile money, act broke, don't buy anything you don't need, I think I'm in the phase that I can say that I am not an impulsive buyer. Get your money working, get a job, start a business(hoping to figure this out soon). Reading finance books/business books.

(Emotional Goal)

The art of stoicism. I want a deeper connection to the people I love, I want to find a partner that understands me and grind with me, hope that is possible this year. Being able to control emotions in difficult situations.

(Spiritual Goal)

Nourishing the soul, connecting with God and gratefulness for being alive. Praying in the morning and before going to sleep. Meditating for 10mins a day(not really good at it but i'll give it a try)

(Intellectual Goal)

To learn about everything or something every single day. I'm just a human that doesn't really know about anything. Knowledge and listening to other people is a good way of learning, reading a book, listening to some educational or experience type of podcast.

(Social Goal)

Trying to make connections on people specially the ones I want to be with, the ones with my same mindset and connecting and learning and more.

(Environmental Goal)

Water the plants, buy some plants or indoor plants and planting trees. I'll have to give this a shot to help my environment. (Gcash tree goals and other orgs in the web)

More Wealth = More Health. We can focus on improving our health if we generate more money.

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starting to grind for tom

doing cardio running 5kms or more everyday

push ups for 100+ everyday / pull ups up to 50 a day

go to gym gain muscles

search for healthy food

sleep 7-8hrs a day sleep at 10-11pm.

source of income.

find out what to sell..

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I'm worried about everything right now...

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year is about to end