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WHY DOES TRAGEDY EXIST ?   //  because you are full of rage.   //   WHY ARE YOU FULL OF RAGE?   //   because you are full of grief.  // INDIE & PRIVATE HANZO SHIMADA. penned by kylo.

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rip me i guess

HEY SO I DECIDED IM COMING BACK TO THIS BLOG !!! but here’s a rundown on why i’ve been gone

my laptop has been factory reset twice 

college ???

but now that im a new groove, i got ps back, and i finally can manage time, im super ready to come back !!! i lost all my icons and icon psds so im probbaly gonna be busy making a New One but then >:3

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                                          ‘’   GUESS I GREW UP, HUH ?   ‘’

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@pcekeepr

         ‘’   you asked for a kiss, yes?   ‘’

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riobeats:

dips hanzo and kisses him right on the mouth parts.

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pcekeepr:

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LEMME SHASH.

            ‘’   no.   ‘’

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some important stuff under the cut !! thank you guys for sticking w/ me.

so. i’ve been gone. for a little while. the reasoning is pretty simple. a lot, and i mean a lot, of bad things happened at once. one of those being the passing of my grandfather. my grandfather, who i loved very very fiercely. today was his service and various family affairs i had to attend and the last week was very ... unnerving. very unsettling. today was the worst of it because my family just. acted like they were over it. and i was stuck there crying. it’s weird. i went to my grandparents house today and his stuff was still there and i ended up having another breakdown. i got extremely ... suicidal. but after taking a break for myself and leaving the house ( and promptly passing out bc too much emotional strain damn ) i felt better. i’m still not 100% , but now that this is all over i can try and put it behind me. not sure i’ll be able to immediately get over this but i can try and heal. my grandfather was everything to me. he was special. and kind. and a great, smart man. i even wore his dress shoes to my high school graduation, bc he couldn’t go and i wanted a part of him there w/ me. i know im just spewing words right now. but i wanna say thank you for standing by me. i know i dont owe tumblr an explanation to my absence, but to my friends here i believe i do. i’m very stressed & depressed but i will try my hardest to be back here. death never sits well with me. my family is falling apart bit by bit and there’s nothing i can do. i’m trying to heal. but it’s taking a while. thank you all for understanding.

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I just discovered your art :D For request, Hanzo with a yumi (Japanese long bow)?

I’m in love with this idea ;; <3 Also, i decided to draw young Hanzo ‘cause I can totally imagine him practicing his aim like this,

 A little bonus too

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hanzo   ‘’   hugs r weird for me but i’ll lean on u   ‘’   shimada

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slams in to say that ur the h/anzo to my g/enji and i love how easily it comes for me to explore the dynamic between them, their upbringing / grooming and how it has deeply affected them and how hard!! they try!! to make up to each other and be healthy!! and how they'd go beastmode to protect each other!! and just... i am honest i do hear h/anzo's voice in your writing and you give me the chills and make me want to write more i just... i love u, ♥

VALIDATE ME

            gosh …. go sh !!! you’re so sweet to me. too good. this is why we’re married.

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1-800-how’s my portrayal?

This mun is now accepting feedback! 

Please remember there’s a difference between hate, constructive criticism, and giving praise because you don’t want to hurt someone’s feelings.

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                                  you can’t save everyone, especially if they don’t want to be saved. the failings that were as much a part of him as the scars on his face and the wounds in his heart. i thought you looked like you had the weight of the world on your shoulders / atlas, i remember thinking / but you looked strong enough to carry it. no one should have to carry that much, though. that kind of burden will destroy you / and you can’t blame yourself because those people gave up / or feel guilty that you didn’t save the ones who didn’t give up and died trying.           (   gladiolus amicitia, by elijah. autoplay enabled. do not reblog to personal blogs !  )

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‘ y'all’d’ve'f'I’d’ve. ‘

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scars // i prevail

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i cant believe myself

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As most of you saw, my roommate decided to not pay their half of the internet and didn’t tell me that they wouldn’t. She has also told me she hasn’t paid the gas bill either. Which means no hot water, no showers/baths, and no food cooked on the stove/in the oven. I have already used most of my paycheck to pay our bills and I don’t have enough to cover their half of the internet and gas bill. I would wait out the next two weeks until I get paid again, but I’m taking summer college classes and I really can’t afford to fall behind. The satellite campus is closed this time of the year and there is no library close enough for me to afford the gas for the trips between home, work, and the library. I need to be able to shower for work and be able to do my school work. Please, if you can help I really do appreciate it. Even a signal boost goes a long way. - Zeus ( Jason ) 

https://www.gofundme.com/save-the-internet