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cool cool cool my boyfrind is mad at me for drinking with my coworkers. like. 8+ coworkers. for one of them (within my small department) leaving the company. cool cool cool. hes mad i drank 4 drinks. he called me and is mad i didnt pick up. cool cool cool. ive called him for multiple hours this week, told him that this event was coming up, had this event in our shared google calendar as a reminder that it is happening when it is. cool cool cool. the only way to have made him not mad is to have picked up whatever time he wanted to call for however long-- to have not drank as much as i did-- to not have gone to the event at all.

mind you this is the same man that wants me to move to a foreign country that i dont know the language of-- to leave behind literally everything i know-- to live with him in a different time zone (quite literally 13-14 hour time difference) than everyone i know lives in. he'd prefer if i made money for us, but its unlikely given i dont speak the language. but hes still holding out hope, because im an ambitious person.

someday, the fact that this is controlling bahavior will mean something to me. today, it means that i am unhappy.

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You know those weird horizontal pupils that goats have?…. they get a lot weirder.   Other places to see my posts: INSTAGRAM / FACEBOOK / ETSY / KICKSTARTER

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Everything needs to be glass, if it can’t be glass it needs to be ceramic, if it can’t be ceramic it needs to be wood, if it can’t be wood it needs to be stainless steel, if it can’t be stainless steel it needs to be stone, if it can’t be stone it needs to be glass

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holy fuck am i bad at video games

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New York City ballet production of Midsummer Nights Dream

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i bring a "you all are my friends" vibe to the workplace that my coworkers don't like to acknowledge

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a vampire blushing is not so much about the blushing itself as it is the fact that You are the one causing it. your blood. your blood that they ate. this is so dope and beautiful

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Yes, you're right, "I'd kill for you – please, ask me to kill for you" is a fun relationship dynamic, but where's the love for the classic attack-dog power dynamic reversal? I'd have thought Tumblr would be all over that one, too. The old "I'll kill for you – and kill, and kill, and kill, if needs be – but first you have to tell me exactly what it is you want. You are not permitted moral distance. Tell me what you need from me and admit your soft hands are just as bloody as mine. Say it. Say it."

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tarot’s most important utility is inspiring themed fanart

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wdym you're going to hold me at gunpoint? What's next you caress me at gunpoint?? kiss me at gunpoint???

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why don’t you sink your fangs into something more substantial AND stupid, handsome

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saying “bite me” to a vampire for the sake of being a smartass but also because you want them to. To

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when a ship involves one character being so utterly devoted to the other that its borderline religious????? when the devoted character is written to be seen as a sinner, or damned, or a non believer??? and the other character an angel or god-like???? i simply eat that shit UP how can you not??

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submissive and beheadable

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The thing they don't tell you about fried egg runny yolk is that if you put it in a sandwich it will be the best most delicious thing and you can mop up the egg with the bread, but in exchange you Will get so so messy and covered in egg yolk

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happy first Bella From Twilight Depression Month

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holy fuck am i bad at video games