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my purpose here

hi, it's first post from my blog. its actually scary, just type some text here, no because im affraid kinda of criticism, buuuuuuuuuut its like "I NEED TO DO SOMETHING HERE?!)" (im very very lazy fella). some say "mah, nobody forcing u, u sassy baka". yes, but i have one litttle purpose here (actually two, but im telling about one thing), aaaand thing is, i need place to share about my feeling or ideas that want to do. if u not interested in some bad engrish talk about feeling some dude from net, welcome to other blogs or something else. if u interested, then here what will u see here.

gamedev - from my childhood, i was a computer kiddo, not like im did some programming at that time, buuuut did some gaming >:P (mah god, im still doing this). and this didnt reflect very well on my studies (and social stuff). actually, i thank to my gaming addiction, because in my kiddo mind has come a kind of idea, its like "how these games were made of", then i went to net with that question. and net answer me like "engines mah Child, ENIGINES!!!". engines like unity and godot, not really common like now (there was no unreal engine 4-5 in the usual form, at that time there was udk or purchase of a license unreal engine 3, that was or really expensive or really hard to kiddo mind), but in that time was different frameworks (xna, cocos2d and other), constructors (construct classic or construct 2, clickteam fusion 2.5 (or multimedia whatever)). and what chose did kiddo? of course its constuctors, its point-and-click interface, where by dragging conditions, kiddo could try do a cool stuff (oh mah good, people are still do cool stuff in constructors like this, fnaf for example >:3). but kiddo was growing up, first, he learned about unity, and tried do stuff with him, then unreal 4 and by the end, godot. u see? he was learning about game engines, but not published a single game. to that phenomenon have a various explanations. first, during develop of prototype, i understand that game is very boring or not working how i imagine in my mind. second, i got tired of working. and third, im gonna lazy to continue work (he-he, im veeeeeeeryyyyy laaaaaaazyyyyyyyy). actually, im not quitting idea create a cool game. and that blog gonna help me. i will publish some game news, i got plenty of ideas about my future game(s), that i want to share with u! check the blog for future news!

feeling - as i mentioned before in post. all my childhood ill do gaming stuff. this had a very well impact to my social part of my life, in bad shape actually. for long as i remember, i was a very closed boy, thaaaat was kinda of trigger for my same age kiddos. i dont want make blog a complaint book. but some time, when i be in bad mood, dont blame me that i sometime yammering for not the topic >:).

mah opinion - sometimes, i has topic, that i need to discuss with u, soooo ye, like this post >:3.

that all my folks, stay tuned!

(sorry if here bad english, that not my natural language (actualy, its my second thing for creating blog, i want to improve my engrish :D))