bl00dycola07

[bl00dycola07]

REBLOG if you are ACTIVE this DECEMBER ✨

..and i’m looking for mutuals lol

[bl00dycola07]

EMETOPHOBIA WARNING

since my fast is over, i tried drinking a gatorade... and immediately threw it right back up. im like "oh, im thirsty, i should work on restoring my electrolyte balance" and my stomach is just like "nah. ur gonna puke and get it in ur nose :3"

[bl00dycola07]

little late but

Day 1: i wanna be at most 120lbs (CW 143)

Day 2:

Day 3: as a trans man, I don't like my tits or thighs, but im super insecure about my hands, esp when i wear rings

Day 4: rice cakes, gatorade zero, canned tuna, sugar free jello, konjac jelly

Day 5: to pass as a guy and prove that im better than my obese and abusive mother

Day 6:

Day 7:

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Day 12:

[bl00dycola07]

STATS N NEW DIET

SW- 157Ibs/ BMI 27.3

CW- 144/ BMI 25.5

GW1- 120/ BMI 21.3

UGW- 90/ BMI 15.9

New diet started yesterday.

WEEK 1- DEC1 - DEC7:

Day 1- 0 ✅ 144.6lbs

Day 2- 0 ✅ 142.4lbs

Day 3- 110 ✅ 139.4lbs

Day 4- 50 ✅ 138.4lbs

Day 5- 350 ❌ 138.6lbs

Day 6-

Day 7-

[bl00dycola07]

cvt myself pretty deep at work. freakin beanssssss

tw sh

[bl00dycola07]

got my tongue pierced on wednesday, l1qu1d f4sting for as long as i can before it gets suspicious. im gen scared to w31gh myself tbh. that being said, key points of my life rn

- came out as trans to my parents

- new name is alex

- cvt myself like hell at work

- felt hella guilty bc i don't hide my issues

- felt shitty bc even tho people know that im 4n4 n $h, im not sick enough for them to worry

- fucking fell mad in love w one of my managers

-c4rved said managers initial into my leg (hence the M in my $h comp

[bl00dycola07]

mutilaton is the most sincere form of flattery~

tw $h comp

[bl00dycola07]

sup, its @blastacola07, i made an alt so i can interact with shblr/ edblr more