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Why do i feel like my mindset is okay (it's probably not..

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True ^-^

alr, gn! i gotta go to bed!! :p

the bed:

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When i d!3

They are gonna cry even tho they are the ones that didn't get me help.

I want to be burried with my childhood plushies

I don't want anyone to cry

I want my fun3ral to be w my CLOSEST family and friends, no one that i never talked to when i was 4live

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I feel like im lost in an ocean and drowning deeper and deeper everyday..

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What did i mean?

Apparently since i remember ive had problems with s4dism.. Im really NOT! proud of that and i want this acc to help me cope with my feelings.. Please don't hate on me, i don't wan to be the way i am, and i won't tell anyone bcz they will think that im a psycho.. Well sometimes i look in the mirror and that's the only thing i see.. A freak.

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When i'm angry i bottle it up, and when i explode, someone will d!3.~Alyssa bustamante

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So uhm my other acc got banned because of the stuff i posted, well I used to post really deep stuff but i didn't really change so I'm coming back because idk how to cope.. Sorry i just don't want to hurt anyone