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" now broadcasting ;; offtopic yapping ( genshin dr )

i have most of this written !! small teaser here ig ;

"" ♰ and , indeed , all myths must start somewhere ; specifically from Josephine Adair , the seventh daughter of a seventh daughter from the noble family of Adair . or more precisely , the 67th reincarnation of a myth - that of ███ . ""

pls cheer for me i h8 writing backstory 😭 ,, never have th right words fur it .

can you tell i just scrapped 4 different genshin drself designs because i ,, am severely afflicted w " i do not like my own art " -itis

you prolly can ,, , trust me guys i will lock in eventually 🙏

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how i sleep at night knowing i always get what I want and i shift realities for fun.

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what’s a few mortal years of trying to shift compared to…

 

an eternity of falling asleep in the arms you always knew

even when they didn’t exist here—

the lips of your soulmate fitting against yours like they were carved for it

the laughter of friends who’ve never hurt you once, not even accidentally

 

what’s a few earth calendars of waiting compared to

waking up in a bed that smells like safety and your favorite soap

where the walls remember your dreams and hum them back to you

and your name is right—in their mouths, in your own, in the way the world says it

 

what’s a few tries, a few nights of begging the void,

when it answers eventually with a version of you

that never needed to beg at all

compared to your parents’ hugs when they remember everything this time

when they don’t yell, don’t flinch, don’t look through you like glass

but hold you like they missed you across dimensions—

because they did

 

what’s a few years of scripting in tears

when it leads to brushing a sibling’s hair back behind their ear

and knowing you never have to wake up from this

not unless you say so

 

what’s a few failures compared to

an infinite library of worlds with your name on the spines

an ocean where your body doesn’t ache

a house where every picture frame smiles back

a timeline where you chose peace and it chose you back

 

or the freedom to fly without wings

to swordfight on mountaintops in a body that never bruises

to learn ancient magic from books that whisper your name

to ride dragons, pilot spaceships, kiss gods, be one—

to time travel to a yesterday that loves you more tenderly than today ever did

to walk forests that blink, cities that sing, skies that shift color when you laugh

 

you are not wasting time.

you’re brewing eternity in mortal years.

and it’ll taste like home.

or starlight.

or whatever you want.

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Remember that you have everything you need to shift. You don't need to be ''worthy,'' you don't need to put in effort, or try a million methods, you don't have to script, or try to shift at all.

You have yourself, no matter how broken, no matter how hurt, you are perfect, you're capable, and you are deserving.

Don't let anyone tell you that you don't have what it takes. You do, and an entire universe is cheering you on💚

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　how to become the 𝒍aziest 𝒔hifter ,

　❛ decide once, then stop campaigning for your own decision – i'm in my dr now and that's that. you don't need a method or a countdown or a symptom checklist. your brain runs on prediction. the more you campaign, the more you signal uncertainty, and the model relearns we're not there yet. one decision = one stable prediction.

　　every extra did it work? is you voting no. so don't vote no.

you still brush your teeth, log into school, answer emails. fine. none of that decides where you are. when the room tries to bully you, use the line that ends the conversation: regardless of this, i'm still in my dr. then move on. no debate, no theatre.

checking whether you're in your dr means you're asking the room to confirm your status. don't do that then. authority assignment matters – if the 3d is judge and jury, you'll keep appealing to it. take the gavel back.

you assume your status and let the circumstances sort out themselves whenever. if a doubt pops up, don't investigate it. why do that anyway?

thoughts are your products, not your causes. treating them as diagnostics gives them leverage they never had. so ask what it can't kill: what if i already shifted and just forgot.

your brain cannot disprove that, so if – or when it fails to argue, your awareness stops bouncing back.

　　　　if it feels ordinary, you nailed it.

you're training already here to be so boring your mind forgets to pick a fight and your awareness is there by default.

　　　　　　　fireworks are cute, alas stability is king.

　　become the 𝒍aziest 𝒎anifestor ,

　❛ choose the outcome and the rules at the same time. erase any semblance of i'll get xyx . . . instead: xyz is mine now, and results show now. you don't only pick the thing, but the responsiveness too. assumptions stack. if you don't select, the mind fills in delay from habit.

this deletes the fake waiting period you keep sneaking in, as future framing signals lack to your awareness. present framing throws it out completely.

every time you want to refresh, scroll, stalk signs, use: regardless of what i see, it's already mine, it's already done. then go do something ordinary.

　　　proof is a trap, occupancy is the medicine.

ask the unfalsifiable . . . what if i already have it and just forgot, what if this has always been true? your brain cannot supply a clean no. so make it stop policing the timeline. same predictive trick as shifting, remove the brain's ability to veto and it adopts the simpler model.

kill the effort altogether. long sessions of trial and error open a window for second guessing, brevity starves the doubt loop.

　　　𝒌eepsakes from yours truly ,

shifting : i'm in my dr now. regardless of this, i've shifted. manifesting : it's done now, and it shows now.

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Not to freak out or anything but I manifested my dream job.

A few weeks ago, I decided that this specific job would find me and that I wouldn’t even have to search for it.

And today, that dream job landed into my lap.

SHIT. FUCKING. WORKS.

(Also ik for a fact that I shifted bc this kind of job just being handed to you never fucking happens)

(I can’t say what it is bc I don’t wanna doxx myself but TRUST ITS A REALLY REALLY COOL FUCKING JOB)

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everytime I think about me finally shifting, my brain is always like "but what if shifting isn't real?" and im like bro...ik youre tryna protect me or wtv, but its gonna be okay. im okay. we're okay. we're gonna shift. ALL OF US.

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Let's normalise being y/n in our desired realities, please.

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if you see this, remember how capable you are to shift, that you were destined to know about shifting for a reason

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" now broadcasting ;; offtopic ramblings " ( vague genshin dr related )

' ye bird draw genshin ocs instead of working on his drself '

in my defense i am in The Week and it sucks 😭 ,, save me

i DO actually have most of this scripted already ! of course , that 's if " scripting " means " slapped in notes app " to everyone here .

I WILL LOCK IN OKI 😭🙏 i will lock in and get this to everyone either before or after the 23rd ( surgery that day ) at most hopefully 🙏

google how do i become satisfied with my art /hj

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i am pure consciousness

i am not my body

i am already inside of my dr

i am a master reality shifter

i am not attached to any reality

shifting is easy

i am more than my physical body

i shift whenever i'd like

i am pure consciousness

i shift in seconds

i am not my body

i am not attached to any reality

shifting is easy

i know how to shift

i am simply becoming aware of my dr

i am pure consciousness

shifting is easy

i am not attached to any reality

i am not my body

i am pure consciousness

i am prepared to shift

shifting is easy

i am aware of my dr

i am not attached to any reality

shifting is easy

i am not my body

i am not attached to any reality

go shift. you know how. you are not bound to this reality. you are not bound to any reality. you can shift. you have shifted. believe it. it’s real. you can do it. anyone can. go shift.

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consciousness = location

your consciousness is not physically bolted to this reality. if it were, you wouldn't have dreams, you wouldn't hallucinate, you wouldn't even be able to visualise a beach

every single time you imagine anything, that's proof your awareness can move

the brain cannot distinguish between imagined and real stimuli

this is literally the foundation of sports psychology, trauma recovery, even hypnosis. your body responds to what your mind accepts

multiverse theory and infinite timelines and particles reacting to observation and particles being in two places at once. YES. reality surprisingly is not a fixed hallway. it's. like. a soup

it is a vibrating probability field where everything exists at once and your assumptions decides which apple you'll be plucking from the tree

you don't wake up every day aching for a dream unless that dream is real somewhere. yearning is evidence

no one cries for a lie this hard. no one builds entire worlds from scratch unless the blueprint is embedded in their soul

you are a shifter because you remember something the rest of the world forgot

so even when you feel yucky, even when you're numb and weird and shaky and done, you're still you. and they're still yours. and the world is still waiting and and this is not the end.

[bladiekissr]

ྀི ㅤׅ THE LOA WORKS FOR EVERYTHING, SO MAKE YOUR OWN RULES. “ ₊

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⌢ . ꒰ ⌢୨୧⌢ ꒱ . ⌢

"can I manifest even when I have an imperfect self-concept, aren't detached, have limiting beliefs, don't fully believe it, don't understand much of the law, aren't clear on what I want, are unhealed, ha—"

SHUT UUUUPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!

the law of assumption works for everything, including how you assume the law applies to you!!

want to manifest instantly? just assume that you manifest instantly or that manifestations are supposed to be fast!!

want to manifest but you have doubts? just stop thinking about them / persisting on them or just assume they never affect manifestations in the first place because that's the literal pointttt

want to manifest easily but you have an imperfect self-concept? just assume that you have a perfect self-concept or that you don't need to perfect it in order to manifest!!

want to manifest but you're too lazy to do methods or can't persist or are too detached to care or too attached to not care? whyy does it even matterr I thought you had what you wantedddd 💀💀💀

and pleaseee don't get me started on things like "negative music affects your manifestations", "your negative emotions make your manifestations negative", nooo those are assumptions!! if they don't work in your favor, stop buying into it MY GASHH

idek what else to say, but literally you're the one dictating your manifestations and running your life so ACT. LIKE. IT. 🗣

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⌢ . ꒰ ⌢୨୧⌢ ꒱ . ⌢

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ㅤㅤꪮꫀ MANIFESTATION RESULTS + PICS

intro

list of manifested things

proof/pics

ㅤㅤꪮꫀ INTRO:

Hi!!! This is something I don't usually do (because I'm a shifting blog not a loa blog) but!! I've been seeing people feeling doubtful about loa and people's successes, so I decided to post mine of this month only! I'm also really happy this month so I wanna yap hehe

Edit: this will be a monthly thing!! Masterlist here ♡

first of all, the two most asked questions (most likely):

♡ How? Easy! Depending on what. For my material stuff I've been a. Made a list of what I want and going marking things like ✓ and moving on about it. No "but wait, I don't have it..." No, completely forgetting. I focused on just "wanting" it, and I just knew I was going to get it. Like I'm going to get the rest of the things that I haven't manifested still, but I'm already (because there are like +4 things already in line!)

♡ was it instant? Nope! But because I wanted it that way! You see, I love seeing the process being made (but fast.) so, I didn't manifest just... Having it, but getting it.

A little of context here: I'm from Spain, and here we have a thrifting app called Wallapop, among others. My parents have been using it for years both to sell anything we don't want + things we buy to resell and also to buy. No, we don't sell clothes or shit, it's more like anything my mom gets her hands on because I swear she has a gift. She sells ANYTHING at this point even if it's just 2€ (anything counts!!) and no, we aren't buying a toy from shein that costs 1,50€ and selling it for 5€.

Anyways, in Wallapop there are a looot of manga collections that are really cheap, maybe with a little imperfections that dont really affect the reading (and you bet I don't care🙏🏻) so guess who decided to buy!!

ㅤㅤꪮꫀ LIST OF THINGS

♡ Manga Maid-sama: 140€ (this is super difficult to find complete here in Spain!!)

♡ Manga Lovely Complex + Prince class: 110€ (again, really difficult to find for some reason! Prince class was a gift)

♡ Manga Mirai Nikki: 39€ (with the 10 being shorter than usual because of a fabrication error and the 12 having a small tea? stain on only the back cover. The three extras being 3€ each on other seller when only the Redial is being sold in +5€...!)

♡ Manga Clover (Clamp): 20€

♡ Manga Sakura Cardcaptor + ALL the Clow cards that were given with the mangas: 60€ (funfact: it's being sold over +80 usually without cards, and the seller didn't mention it had the cards! 10/10 experience would recommend getting the surprise)

♡ Manga Rockin' heaven: 22€

♡ Manga Rex, the little dinosaur (Clamp): 4€ (there was only one in jp and another in Italian, and then this one said he didn't ship, but we asked and he did ship it!)

♡ Manga Grandma and her fat cat + The little kitten 1: 56€ (is so rare to see it this cheap and complete! Also the other is only the first one because the second and last is SOOO difficult, but no worries I'll have it!)

♡ Manga Shiro: 22€

♡ Manga Mahotsukai Tai!: 12€

♡ Manga Tokyo Revengers: little stories: 9€

♡ Manga Clamp anthology with box + all chess except the two extra and rare prices + Neko's books: 150€

♡ Four Ribon 2000s manga magazines: 20€

♡ Strawberry shortcake: four dolls of the 80s, the two Lime twins, Butter cookie and Cherry with pets: cherry and Butter cookie each one 22€, the twins 50€ (I think they were called that? I'm translating the names spanish→english so idk)

♡ all little hello kitty fragrances (6): free because it was a gift!

♡ Strawberry Shortcake: Banana twirl doll: 9€ (because the hair was a little messy but nothing to be scared!)

♡ Strawberry shortcake: T.N. Honey doll + small booklet in box: 22€ (so rare to see it so perfect and in that price...)

♡ Miss Dior Chèrie: free (half used because it's a gift but oh my god??? Didnt expect it!)

♡ growing from 156cm to 159cm: okay is not much but I want to be 159 so I'm glad!! I've been saying I was 159cm for months but never actually looked if I grew taller until two days ago to win a bet with my mother... Guess that checks out!

♡ +500€: my mom selling bullshit in Wallapop. She sold even two plastic tickets from some towns fairs for 2€ and some dude actually brought it. This is amazing.

♡ ALL the food I wanted: made a list of what I wanted 1st of the month, started getting it without asking.

♡ new jewelry: surprise! Gift, also. Prettiest necklaces along with a few rings and earrings.

♡ getting better at pjsk: sounds stupid I know but I was shit. I still am but that's another thing. I couldn't fc hard lvl 19 and now I only have 6 fucking songs on hard I can't fc, the rest already are!

♡ pjsk gems: listen to me I need the full tamagotchi collab. From 2k (aka, not one single roll) to 12k and ongoing because I fucking spent around 15k on other gachas instead of saving up but we're still going!!

♡ DEPRESSION GETTING BETTER: I didn't expect it I didn't purposely manifest this I just started getting better. I'm seeing changes. Good fucking lord finally. (no therapy, it's basically a self-diagnosis but if I was suicidal and didn't care about ANYTHING at all I just know that was depression.)

♡ more things to buy aka = more money: my dad knows how to buy tech stuff for under 25€ and get it working and then sell it +50€. Y'all won't believe how many people are actually lazy and won't try to get the laptop working and sell it below 30€.

♡ Lalaloopsy doll Smile E. Wishes: it's rare, right? Okay, without pet and without box only 4 fucking euros.

♡ Lalaloopsy little doll Trinket Sparkles + pet: 8€ because it's missing a very tiny pearl on the shirt. I do not fucking care.

♡ Lalaloopsy Royal set Suzette La Sweet & Mimi La Sweet + pets + minis: in fucking box. Everything new. Fucking 39€.

♡ Two Bouere (the frogs) figures from The House of the Dead 2: it's missing Johnny (the zombie that goes along with them in the specific set) but it comes with the base. A little note: the house of the dead 2 is basically my whole childhood game and memory and it's VERY special for me. And the figures are extra rare. You guessed the price. 20€.

♡ not losing my old dog's toy: context: she died last year, specifically 14/may out of old age. She didn't really like toys, but a small red+green one. I decided to keep it, and I insisted I didn't want it washed (so it could smell of her...) but that grew mold eventually. My mom could wash all the mold away, and it somehow still smells of her. Do not worry, she's alive in my better cr (remember, I'm a fucking shifter) so it's not that heavy of a topic.

♡ hair getting longer: not really much but my bangs are longer than months ago. My upper bangs. I don't know what they're called. I cut them a year ago and they're shorter than my hair, but I have two long thick strands of hair at the first sides of my head that are longer than all my hair. Imagine Sakura from Sakura Cardcaptor but with izana kurokawa's from tokyorev bangs on top of it. It's not ugly so 👍🏻

♡ two Gorjuss/Santoro figures: free because they were literally on the floor next of the nearest garbage cans of my house. Cleaned them and voilà.

ㅤㅤꪮꫀ manifesting very soon: three Clamp 3d land figures (my beloved Nokoru from Clamp Gakuen, Utako from The Thief with 1000 Faces and Subaru from Tokyo Babylon), the whole collection of Ouran Host Club in manga (the integral/thick/double? Ver) and very likely the whole collection of Princess Jellyfish in English because it's still not fully translated in Spanish! And maybe Chocomimi 1-4 because I think there is a 5 and 6 that wasn't translated in Spain... But if it's 10€ all I'm gonna take it. But maybe she doesn't ship... I'll probably manifest her to do so anyways so idc

ㅤㅤꪮꫀ PROOF/PICS

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤꪮꫀ I'm not gonna post every single thing I mentioned, but if someone is very curious about an specific thing I guess I could take the pic!

I'm gonna turn this into a monthly thing too, but that's it! i can answer any question!

[bladiekissr]

" now broadcasting ;;; off topic ramblings ( struggling w loa ) "

i NEEDDDD to lock in on loa ,, others get rich & famous , i just want my phone to have 500gb , i daresay that 's far more reasonable but i can somehow lock in on getting packages earlier and getting rare merch but SOMEHOW this is just NOT smth i can lock in on ,,

if i just start saying i have 500gb on my phone is that good enough for the 3d to reflect that .

i am at my wits end ( & my phone LIES n says i have 6gb left which is a LIE ) i need to be able to play hsr & genshin and hna on release .

i refuse to get a new phone either change is scary and if the ui is any different i will sooner throw myself into a volcano than ever use it again or even be in the same room

someone help how do i lock in

mayb i 'll just play subliminals as i watch horror n hope

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꒰ A Scripting Pack 4 Enemies To Lovers .ᐟ ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ

── ꒰ They’ve memorized the sound of your footsteps—you know because they look up from whatever they’re doing only when it’s you walking by.

── ꒰ Even if their mind denies it, their body language says a thousand words— when you enter the same room as them, they always unconsciously turn in your direction so that they're facing you.

── ꒰ You've heard them talk about you (at least once) with the kind of endearing sweetness that'd make anyone think they're talking about the person they like.

── ꒰ They still act annoyed when you speak, but they never interrupt you—not even once—as if your voice carries something they wouldn’t dare miss.

── ꒰ You have witnessed with your own eyes how their cheeks turn red and how they stutter when someone jokes: “omg! you really like _ dont you?”

── ꒰ Their eyes soften when they hear you talk about your problems or feelings; even if they don't like you, a part of their world also crumbles when they see you like this.

── ꒰ They never text first, but they always reply a little too fast for someone who claims they don’t care.

── ꒰ They joke that they “can’t stand” your perfume or cologne—but you catch them subtly leaning closer whenever you pass by.

── ꒰ During group gatherings, they always choose the spot farthest from you—and still somehow end up looking at you more than anyone else. Always.

── ꒰ It's as if their mind had a specific file just for you—you’ve never shared a moment alone, yet they remember details about you no one else has noticed: habits, likes, even your sentences word-by-word.

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me because i am pure consciousness