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can’t hit that really high note? just scream. no one will notice a difference

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we were in the middle of a full dress rehearsal today, music all intense and blaring, and suddenly everything stops and there’s a moment of silence before the director yells “WHOSE. BAGEL. IS ON. THE STAGE.”

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👮 by Cole Hersch

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This was recorded by the Portsmouth Sinfonia in an experiment where all the members of the orchestra would swap instruments with each other and attempt to play them to the best of their ability.

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I don’t even know why I’m hurting anymore. I used to tell myself that the ache I felt was because of my mattress but I knew that wasn’t true. After I broke up with my ex, I thought the pain I was feeling was because I missed her. When I kissed her I did not feel any better. I tried to sleep the days away because I was trying to avoid the sadness that had taken shelter inside of me. Sleeping doesn’t work anymore, because I still hate myself in my dreams. I used to think I needed someone to love me, but it still wasn’t enough. My own heart does not love itself and maybe that is why I always have this unsettling feeling in my stomach. I have fallen in love with so many people, but not one of them was myself. I think I’m going to be miserable until I learn to love the reflection I see in the mirror.

Something I wrote when I used to hate myself (via imwritingpoems)

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[DJing party for the first time]  sorry guys ignore this spotify ad the music should be back soon

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meghan trainor: [stumbles across folder marked “rejected Hairspray songs”] hmmm interesting

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i was expecting the ‘holy f***ing s***, f***ing dinosaurs’ but this was just